Disclaimer: I don't own Law and Order: Special Victims 's Notes: Based on the episode Spooked. This is my take on how Olivia might have felt.

Trust And Be Betrayed by Balseirocharmed

"I trusted you. Why didn't you trust me?" "Our feelings don't matter…"

Olivia was broken. She could barely breathe. She couldn't continue to live like this; falling down endless holes with no one there to catch her when it ended. Putting her heart on the line, only managing to get hurt every single time. This unfixable damage on her heart would be the death of her.

"I trusted you. Why didn't you trust me?" "Our feelings don't matter…"

Her brown eyes had glazed over with her watery tears. Tear drop after drop slithered down her moist cheeks, leaving black, watery trails in their midst. Her bottom lip quivered, and a small, strangled sob escaped.

"I trusted you. Why didn't you trust me?" "Our feelings don't matter…"

Her heart had received another tear that horrible afternoon. With his careless words, Dean had ripped her heart into shreds. Olivia had given him her heart, hoping that he would be the one that would store it somewhere safe, but her judgment had once again been off. Like all the rest, he had tired of her heart. When he had returned it, it was broken, blue, and used. Completely useless.

"I trusted you. Why didn't you trust me?" "Our feelings don't matter…"

There was a slight pain in her upper back. However, the pain she felt was not physical. She reached behind herself, wishing to pull the knife out from her back. But her fingers found empty air.

"I trusted you. Why didn't you trust me?" "Our feelings don't matter…"

Author's Notes: I know it's not long...but I think thats a good ending spot. And if it's too short to be a oneshot, I declare this a drabble. :3 Please review letting me know your thoughts.