Dear Donna,

I'm tired of pretending that I am happy.

It's not like you'll see this.

It's not like you care.

You don't realize how much you have hurt me.

FRIENDS DON'T ACT NUMB WITH EACH OTHER!

I'm damned if I do...

...I'm damned if I don't

Thank you for nothing.

...and if anyone else reads this...the answer is no...But I've thought about it. And I'm really scared.

I'm that close to the brink.

You may see me. You may not.

Guess we were never friends after all.

Much heartbreak,

Jackie