Okay, here is the first chapter of my new Kogan fic. 4 chapters are finished, so, I'll spread out posting weekly, that way it gives me time to write the next one and not make y'all wait a month for one chapter. But as always, thank for reading and reviewing.

Disclaimer: I do not own anything, except the plot.

"Watch the sunrise. Say your goodbyes, off we go," Kendall starts to sing as he strums on the guitar.

He continues to play, glancing up briefly as he sees a group of people walk into the room, but goes back to focusing on the song he is singing. "Some conversation. No contemplation, hit the road."

"Car overheats, jump out of my seat," someone joins in with him, making Kendall search out the person whose voice is singing with him.

Kendall stumbles a bit on the next line, once his eyes meet the voice who is still singing along with him. His gaze is on a guy with amazing brown eyes and a perfect smile. His heart flutters a bit and he never thought he would get that feeling from someone.

"Your hold is strong, please don't ever let go," they sing together. And Kendall has never heard a voice so beautiful.

The two of them continue with the song, but Kendall's gaze lingers on the guy.

The other guy seems to be staring at him as well. Those brown eyes, never turning away. For the moments throughout the song, it feels like they are the only two in the room. Just singing, their voices becoming one.

Kendall's seen this guy before, he knows he has. He doesn't really know him and for the life of him, he cannot think of this guy's name. He wants to know, though. He wants to hear that voice. Not just hear him singing with him, but Kendall wants to hear this guy say his name.

All the air suddenly leaves Kendall and he starts burning up. This guy suddenly has the weirdest effect on Kendall. He is just singing a song with some stranger, basically, but he almost feels like he has known this guy his whole life and wants to spend his whole life with him. But how ridiculous is that? How could this guy make him think like that and so quickly, too?

He almost stops playing the song, because he has lost all focus on the words. All his thoughts are suddenly about this guy.

They eventually make it through the song, even though Kendall does have a few slip ups. But this guy, he didn't even notice. He just continued to sing right along with him, smiling. It seemed he even went with the mistakes, like the two of them were connected and he knew it was coming.

"Wow." Kendall turns to see a girl sitting on the couch, who spoke up. "That was amazing." She says to the two of them.

All the other guests in the room nod and give their compliments to the two.

The guy is still smiling at Kendall, never once looking to the others. He nods to Kendall, showing that he thought it was great, too.

Kendall grins, looking down at his guitar and then back at the guy.

He's all of the sudden become nervous. He's never nervous. He is always the calm and relaxed guy, but somehow this guy is making him shy and he wonders if he's blushing too. He hopes he's not.

"Hey, I'm gonna grab another beer. Do you want one?" his friend Dustin asks, standing up from the couch.

Kendall shakes his head. "Nah, I'm good, but thanks."

Dustin nods, walking out of the room.

The guy moves to sit down in one of the chairs that is on the other side of the room.

Kendall is slightly disappointed. For some reason, he wanted this guy to come and sit down next to him.

"We're going to head back into the party. You coming?" the girl from earlier asks the guy.

He just shakes his head to them and settles into the seat.

Everyone exits the room, leaving just Kendall and this guy.

Kendall decides he needs to stop being so nervous and to get a grip on himself. "That really was awesome. You have a cool voice." A cool voice? That's the best he could come up with?

Logan chuckles. "Thanks. You do, too."

Kendall smiles back at him. "So, what brought you to the party?"

"Ah, my friends dragged me here."

"Oh, the ones who were just here?"

"Yeah, them. Demi and Selena were the ones who asked us to come."

"Oh, you're friends with them?" Kendall questions.

"Grew up with them, actually. You know them?"

"Yeah, through my brother. He worked with them on a movie."

"So, you're Kevin's brother then."

Kendall grins. "Yeah, but you can call me Kendall."

Logan laughs. "Logan." He stands up, walking over to the couch Kendall is on and sits down next to him. He holds out his hand to Kendall.

"Nice to meet you, Logan," he smirks.

Logan continues to laugh. "And nice to meet you, Kendall."

"So, why did you guys walk into this room?" He turns to face Logan and has one leg bent on the couch.

"We were just checking out the rest of the house and I heard the guitar. Wanted to see what was going on."

"Oh, cool."

"You're a fantastic player." Logan turns to gaze at Kendall.

"Thanks."

They sit on the couch in silence. Not sure where to go from here.

The way that Logan is staring at him though, makes Kendall want to just pull him into a kiss. It's crazy to him that he is like this. Sure, he thinks guys are good looking and he's made out with a few. But there is something totally different with this guy. Something that makes him want to fuck him right here in this room, but also grow old with him.

What the hell is wrong with him? This is a guy he barely knows.

"So, we've run into each other before, right?" Kendall raises an eyebrow at him. He knows he's seen him before.

"I think so. Probably at some other party. Since apparently, we do have common friends."

"Can't believe I never said hi before." Kendall suddenly has all his confidence back and is beginning to flirt with him.

Logan grins. "Can't believe it either. But you can say it now." He moves a little closer to Kendall on the couch.

Kendall's heart starts to beat faster, but he keeps his outer self as calm as possible. "Hi."

"Hi." Logan repeats back, shifting even more on the couch. Their legs are touching and Logan's is practically on top of Kendall's.

Kendall grabs his guitar and sets in on the floor and out of the way.

Logan reaches his hand out and wraps it around Kendall's neck, starting to pull them together.

And what is Kendall doing? He's about to make out with some guy he basically just met. At least he knows Logan's not some random dude at this party. They at least have mutual friends. It's still crazy and makes no sense and Kendall knows he probably shouldn't, but he's always been one to just go with the flow.

So, he throws caution out the window and leans in to meet Logan's lips.

They instantly melt into it and it's not at all like a first kiss. This one feels new and old at the same time. Like they've done this a hundred times together, but as if the passion never left.

Kendall still cannot wrap his brain around the fact that he is kissing Logan. He doesn't know anything about him. This was the first time they spoke and they are already all over each other.

Logan leans back onto the couch, pulling Kendall down on top of him.

Their lips move together with equal fervor. Wanting to savor this moment together, because it's crazy and beautiful.

Kendall has one hand gripping onto Logan's waist, while the other is about to rip through the fabric on the couch.

Both of Logan's hands are in Kendall's hair. Running his fingers through it and tugging every so often. Logan moans when Kendall slips his tongue into his mouth.

Kendall can hear voices from the party going on just beyond the door. His brother and his best friend are out there, yet here he is, running his tongue in some guy's mouth.

He's made out with people randomly before, but there's never been anything like this. Never has he wanted to drag the person to his house, fuck them and then take them out to breakfast the next morning. It's always just quick, but with Logan it's different. It's better and feels like there could be more. But that's insane.

He has never been one to deny the idea of love at first sight, but he never thought it would apply to him. And at the age of eighteen. But this feels like it. Having Logan's hands on him is the best feeling in the world and he wants it forever.

But he is afraid that maybe to Logan this is a quick thing and nothing more. He wants to say nothing, to keep kissing him, but the urge to know becomes too much. "Logan," he pulls away, panting. "What are we doing?" He stares into Logan's eyes, that are blown wide and his breathing is just as bad as Kendall's.

"I have no idea," he laughs.

And Kendall hopes that that means Logan feels the same. Knows how crazy this is, but wants to go with it just as bad as he does.

Logan leans back up, brushing his lips against Kendall's and trailing them over his cheeks, smiling again. He's not kissing him, just ever so lightly, letting his lips tease his skin.

And now Kendall can't take it anymore. He wants this guy, in every way. "Do you want to go back to my place?"

Logan's eyes go wide, making Kendall's heart sink. He went too far. But Logan's eyes return to normal and he grins. "Yeah." He pulls Kendall back to him, crashing their lips together.

Kendall moans from Logan biting his lip. And they are back to their lips moving together, forgetting about the world around them.

His hand is running up and down Logan's chest, feeling the muscles underneath his palm. And yes, he definitely wants this forever, but he remembers what he's just asked Logan. He pulls away from those lips again, making Logan frown. "Let's go." He says, standing from the couch and holding out a hand to Logan.

Logan's perfect smile is back instantly. He grabs onto Kendall's hand, as Kendall leans down to grab his guitar. Logan chuckles a little at that. They are about to leave together, going to Kendall's house, to which Logan is pretty sure they will end up having sex and Kendall is thinking about his guitar.

Logan's laugh goes unnoticed by Kendall. They both head to the door, unhooking their hands as they step out and into the party.

"Let me just tell my friend I'm leaving." Kendall turns to Logan.

Logan nods. "Yeah, I need to do the same."

They both walk away from each other, heading into the mass of people, trying to spot someone they know.

Kendall sees Dustin standing in the kitchen, talking to some guy. He walks over and Dustin raises his head as he sees Kendall heading towards him. "Hey, dude," Dustin says, grinning.

"Hey," Kendall laughs and can tell Dustin is drunk. "I'm gonna head out, alright?"

"What? Come on, stay and have another beer."

"Nah, dude, I'm good."

Dustin pouts a little. "What's more important than hanging with your best friend?"

"Hey, are we ready?" Logan walks over to them, looking up at Kendall.

Dustin looks between the two, even drunk he can tell. "Ohhh," he draws out. "I get it." He winks at Kendall.

Kendall rolls his eyes and wraps his arm around Logan, turning them in the direction of the door.
Kendall can hear a call from Dustin, but he's not positive what he said. He thinks it was something about protection.

They pick up their pace as they head to Kendall's car. The heat from Logan is beginning to be too much and he is ready to have his way with him now. But he needs control and he will wait until he is in his bed.

Kendall quickly sets his guitar in the back seat and runs to the driver's side as he watches Logan climb into his car. He turns to glance at Logan before turning on the ignition. Logan is staring straight forward and his hands are gripping tightly on his jeans. Kendall thinks that Logan is feeling the same way. Trying to have control until they get to their destination.

Kendall thinks about grabbing onto Logan's hand to calm him down, but then he thinks better of it. If he touches Logan, Kendall knows he will have to pull the car over and they will never make it back to his room.

They ride the rest of way without saying a word, but Kendall eventually turns on some music. He wanted the intensity between them to be controlled a little more and he was hoping the radio would help with that. Take their mind off the person next to them.

"Are you sure about this?" Kendall asks, once they are in his driveway. And why is he so nervous with Logan? There are moments when he is calm and confident with him. Able to just flirt and not hold back. But then, there are moments like this, where his fear comes through.

"Never been so sure about anything in my life." He grins over at Kendall, those browns eyes sparkling.

And oh yeah, Kendall's confidence is back. He smiles, jumping out of the car and pulling Logan with him to the door.

"You're roommates won't care?" Logan questions, knowing how loud he can get.

"Um..." And this could really be a mood killer or even a deal breaker. "I live with my parents."

"Oh, well...will they mind?" He's not too sure how he feels about that, but he still wants Kendall.

"They're out of town this weekend." Kendall is so relieved by that fact, too. Even if they were home, he probably would have forgotten and brought Logan here anyway.

Logan breathes out a sigh of relief.

Kendall leans over to Logan, lips right by his ear. "We are completely alone." He pulls back, to open the door, but he can see the lust flood into Logan's eyes.

He rushes to get the door open, because Logan's hands are on him again. They are running up and down his back and trailing their way to his stomach. He nearly rips the door off the hinges and once it is shut, he has Logan pinned to the door.

Their lips are back on each other, as if things never ended at that party. Kendall's hands are back on Logan's chest, rubbing the skin, before settling on his waist.

Logan's hands go to Kendall's chest, but rather than him running his hands over Kendall, he pushes him off. "Bedroom."

Kendall groans, grabbing Logan's hand and sprinting up the stairs to his room. He hopes it is somewhat clean right now. He cannot remember how he left it before.

They step inside. Kendall shuts the door and locks it. Afraid that for some reason, someone may come home and open the door.

Logan glances around the room. Notes all the posters, guitars and the clothes that the floor is littered with. He smiles. He barely knows Kendall, but for some reason it seems so fitting.

Kendall steps up behind Logan, wrapping his arms around his waist, kissing and sucking at his neck.

Logan tilts his head and rests it on Kendall's shoulder. His eyes close as a moan rips through him, because Kendall has just found the perfect spot on his neck.

Kendall trails his hands up and under Logan's shirt, actually feeling that skin under his hand and iy makes him bite Logan's shoulder harder, which makes him moan louder. Hearing Logan make those noises drives him insane. He moves his hand to Logan's jeans, rubbing him through the fabric.

Logan rocks into the touch, but he wants more than this. He spins around to face Kendall. He notices the green eyes he had been staring at all night are no longer green. They're so much darker. He pulls Kendall's lips down to meet his own..

Kendall guides Logan to his bed, never taking his lips off of him.

He pushes him down and crawls on top of him while they both slip off their shoes and socks.

They fumble, trying to get their clothes off as fast as possible. They want it to last, but the desire to be together is just too great and they cannot wait any longer.

Soon, Kendall is staring down at Logan. His mouth is going dry as he stares at this guy under him. His pale skin is reflected perfectly off the light that is coming into the room from the moon outside.

He leans down, wanting to taste the skin he has been touching all night. His lips continue to graze the skin on his chest and skin. Nipping at the skin. Leaving little marks to make Logan his.

Logan is writhing underneath him, his hands settling back into Kendall's hair, his moans just as loud, maybe even louder than before. And Kendall can't wait to hear what he sounds like when he is inside of him.

"Kendall..."

Kendall can hear the desperation in his voice, his complete need for Kendall and he's definitely in the same boat as Logan.

He quickly reaches over to his bedside table, opening the drawer and grabbing the bottle to help prepare Logan.

He hasn't been with a guy in awhile, so he hopes he isn't too rusty in the preparations. But with the way Logan is taking his fingers, he knows he must not be doing too bad.

"Hurry." And there's that desperate voice again, coming from that perfect guy that Kendall has suddenly fallen in love with.

He surprises himself with that thought, but as he is sliding into Logan and feeling the way he is molding to him, he knows it's no surprise. He loves him and he wants him forever.

They are moving slow at first, giving Logan a chance to adjust. But soon, the pace picks up. Their bodies sliding together, covered in sweat, but neither care. This between them, it's just too fantastic to care.

Logan is moaning louder than ever and every so often, yelling Kendall's name. And that right there, nearly makes Kendall explode. He loves that voice. Everything about that voice is beautiful. He knew hearing his name from these lips would be amazing.

Their thrusts are becoming more erratic, both nearing the peak together. They don't want it to end just yet, but both know it's going to happen. They can't control themselves just yet.

Logan gives out one final yell of Kendall's name as he topples over the edge, and Kendall is right there with him, unable to control himself any longer.

Kendall nearly collapses right on top of Logan, but has enough sense to move to the side. He pulls Logan to him, though. Running his hands through his hair and down his back.

Logan rests his head on Kendall's chest. Both trying to catch their breaths. Soon, their breathing has morphed into one and their chests are rising and falling together.

Logan gives out a content sigh and Kendall can feel him smiling. "'Mazing." Logan mumbles into Kendall.

Kendall smiles. "Yeah, perfect."

Logan raises his head up; he can see the green is back in his eyes. They are shining in the moonlight and Logan is so in love.

When he saw Kendall playing that guitar and hearing his voice, he knew he was doomed. Doomed to be in love with this guy forever. Not that he minds, because what a wonderful eternity that is.

He never thought he would do something like this and he's pretty sure that neither did Kendall. But Logan can tell that they both know this was right.

He sighs one more time before letting sleep take hold of him. He's ready for the dreams of those green eyes.

Kendall groans, slowly opening his eyes and having the sunlight right in his face. He squints, turning in his bed to face away from the light, only to be met with the most amazing sight he's ever witnessed.

Logan is laying on his side, a small smile playing on his lips as he dreams. The way the sun is hitting him, it's making his skin glow and Kendall cannot help but touch it.

He moves his hand, his fingers dancing lightly on his chest. Tracing the lines of his muscles.

Logan stirs and stretches his arms out, but his eyes stay closed.

Kendall smiles, watching him.

Logan turns onto his side and slowly opens his eyes. Kendall's green ones are burning into him, making Logan's heart start to race. Only this one guy could do that to Logan.

"Morning." Kendall smiles at him, making Logan grin.

"Morning." He reaches his hand over, brushing the hair out of Kendall's face. He leans forward, kissing Kendall lightly.

But Kendall deepens it. He brings his hand to the back of Logan's neck, keeping him there.

Eventually they pull apart, still staring into the other's eyes.

"Breakfast?" Kendall questions, going back to his previous movements of running his hand over Logan's skin.

"Mmm, what did you have in mind?"

"I could make us something?"

"That would be amazing." He smiles at Kendall and sees those green eyes light up at his words. Logan kisses Kendall again, pulling back before it goes too far.

There is a noise suddenly going through the room and it takes them a moment to realize that it's a phone.

Logan reaches over the bed to grab his jeans, fumbling trying to get the phone out. He reads the number. "Oh...fuck." He groans, rushing to get his boxers.

"What?" Kendall's fear is running through him again.

"I have a meeting for work today. Completely forgot."

"Oh." He frowns.

Logan is zipping up his jeans as he turns back to Kendall. "I'm really sorry. I wanted to do breakfast, but I really do have to go."

"You're not lying to me? Just trying to think of an excuse to leave here?" he jokes, but he is slightly serious.

Logan smiles. He buttons his jeans and turns back on the bed, pushing his lips to Kendall. "Definitely not." He leans back, standing up from the bed to pull his shirt on.

"Alright." He smiles, but is definitely disappointed to see Logan leaving. He just lays in his bed, watching him put his shoes and socks on.

Once Logan is dressed, he walks to the side of the bed that Kendall is laying down on and goes in for one more kiss. Kendall tries to hold him there for a little while longer, not fully ready for him to leave.

But soon, Logan is walking out the door. He gives one more glance back to Kendall and then heads down the stairs.

He's glad though, that Logan wrote down his number right before he left or Kendall would have been devastated.

He's never been in this situation before. He's always been the one leaving in the morning or whenever. Walking away from whoever, without looking back. He never thought he would be the one to watch someone walk away from him. And especially someone so perfect.

But he has his number and he will call him. He's not letting this guy get away from him.