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The Beginning
Every relationship starts off great then gets a little shaky and then finally back to wonderful. Your relationship was still in the shaky stage, it's been in that shaky stage for a while now. Your still waiting for the wonderful.
The start off was great though, it was like a fairytale to you. Your boyfriend, Cam Fisher, was a perfect romantic. Surprising you with flowers and holding your hand down the hall were all some of the little things that he did to make you feel special. He only made you feel special for six months then things started to get shaky.
The two of you started fighting, but that's normal for a couple that has been together for a while. Then he started questioning where you were all the time and became a little controlling when you started hanging out with Josh Hotz, but that's normal. He was just a little jealous.
"Why have you been hanging out with him so much?" Cam asked from inside your bedroom.
You had just got back from Josh's house because you were finishing a project for school and stayed a little while longer to listen to his new stereo. You and Josh have been friends since you guys were in diapers he was like a brother. I guess Cam didn't think of him as just your brother.
"We were just finishing a project for school." You told him and for the first time you were afraid to take a step towards him. "How did you get in here?"
"I didn't think finishing a project for school would take three hours." He responded. He ignored your question.
He began taking steps towards to you and your breath stopped. Your knees locked and your head started to spin. For the first time, you felt fear when you were around him. You felt fear of him.
"I saw you two through his window." He grabs your wrists and forcefully pushes you against your door.
"I just went to his room to listen to his new stereo, that's all." You plead towards him. All you want is his forgiveness because you feel guilty for making him feel this way. You feel guilty for hurting him.
"So, you just decided to ignore my call's and hang out in another boy's bedroom." He squeezes your wrists tighter and tighter, trying to force an explanation out of you. You just can't give him a good explanation and the pain is getting worse and worse.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." You repeat the words over and over again. Tears brim your innocent blue eyes and you find it hard to catch your breath. How could you do this to him?
"I love you, I love you with all my heart, and this is how you repay me." He let's go of one of your wrists and grabs your face, forcing you to look at him. He looks scary, he looks hurt, he looks upset, and you caused all of this. It was your entire fault and you knew it. You deserved this.
"I love you too." You let a tear escape out of your eye, you just couldn't hold it all together anymore.
"Liar!" He yells at you and throws you into the wall.
He leaves without another word, out the window and leaves you all alone. Your parents aren't home and neither is your little brother.
You look down and see blood dripping down onto your pants from your nose. You reach for a tissue that was on your nightstand and gently wipe up the blood that was gushing out of your nose. Your wrists hurt, your head hurts, your back hurts and your heartaches.
Your heart aches for him. You want him to come back and hold you. To make all this pain go away and to make everything better again. Although could he make the pain go away if he is the one who caused it? Could he forgive you and could you make his pain go away even if you were the one who caused it?
He loves you though, he said so himself and Cam never lies. He loves you more than anything. Even though he has done this to you, it doesn't make him love you any less. Even though you have done this to him, it doesn't make you love him any less. Pain makes your love stronger.
He hits you, he punches you, he throws you to the ground, but you believe that there is love behind every bruise he makes.
Authors note-
Thanks for reading!
This is just a short story that I'm writing.
It probably will only be a couple chapters!
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