OK, this is my first RA story. If you're curious as to what it's about (and you really shouldn't be), it was inspired while I was reading book 3. This is Halt's thoughts after meeting up with Will in book 4 and hearing his story.
All this time you were all alone,
All this time you were on your own,
All this time without a hand to hold,
All this entrapment in snow and cold.
If only I had been there for you,
If only I was by your side,
If I was there the whole time through,
Maybe your spirit wouldn't be broken in two.
A spirit broken by suffering and pain,
Who reached out for help again and again,
Who smiled through tears;
Who comforted fears;
All the time reaching for a hand in the rain.
You cried out for help, yet none heard your plea,
You cried out for someone, cried out for me,
But I was too far away, I couldn't hear,
And then your memory ceased to just be,
And I couldn't save you from your greatest fear.
I wish it was different, wish I'd been there,
I wish somebody had the heart to care,
I wish I could have saved you in your greatest time of need,
But I wasn't there, no I wasn't indeed.