Stephenie Myers owns all things twilight but I own a Do Not Disturb door hanger that I stole from Twi Con 2010

Behind Closed Doors

I sit here waiting for you at the bar of agreed hotel anxious and very nervous. I feel slightly insecure for a number of reasons, my age, looks, breast size, and lack of sexual experience. These thoughts float through my head and constantly makes me want to bolt, but curiosity and sexual desire hold me glued to the bar stool. I'm wearing a short, flouncy skirt and a top that is low enough to reveal the beginning of the cleavage my see- thru push up bra gives me. After painstakingly debating whether or not to wear panties in the end I decide that the lace boy shorts make me feel so much more sexy than going commando. My first lemon martini dulls my anxiety.

I see you weave your way through the bar crowd, in your shirt and tie (although, I prefer men in jeans and untucked shirts. Just saying). My heart rate picks up because of both nerves and excitement. As your eyes meet mine, the hunger in them thrills and also scares me a bit.

The tension in the air is thick between us so you order a bottle of champagne. I love the way the bubbles fizz and pop in my mouth and how it loosens me up even more.

After all the small talk is out of the way, you lean over and whisper in my ear, "I can't wait to see what you're wearing under that skirt and to kiss you all over."

The buzz of the alcohol loosens my filter

Just the simple combination of those words and some wiggling on the bar stool and I feel like I could have an O right there. You smirk and top off our glasses.

Embolden by your confidence and the champagne I place my hand on your thigh and softly say, "And I can't wait to have you in my mouth."

The buzz of the alcohol makes my thoughts leave my lips before my filter and shyness can contain them.

Your eyes darken with desire and you take a long sip of your champagne than lick your lips.

"I'm not sure what I am doing here or how to do this," I confess and I know I'm blushing.

You stand up abruptly and pull me with you. As you lead me to the elevator, your hand firmly grabs my ass and my lower stomach clenches sending vibrations all the way down there.

As soon as the elevator door closes you have me against the wall with your hands on either side of my head and you press yourself into me. I can feel you and your belt buckle and its secretly exciting that I can make blood rush to those places. You lean down and your lips go to my ear. Your breath is hot against my skin as you whisper, "No thinking. Just feeling."

Your kiss is soft and our lips stick to each other as we open our mouths. The kiss becomes more frenzied and there is no space between us now. I feel every inch of your 6'1, 190 lb frame. As the elevator starts to stop you pull away and say unabashedly," I have been waiting for that for to fucking long."

My breathing is so out of control. As people pour into the elevator you pull me in front of you, one hand resting on my hip bone. You hold me tight against you and my ass never loses contact with your erection. It's as if you realize that me knowing I can do that to you bolsters my confidence in my own sexuality.

We reach our floor and you gently push me out of the elevator grabbing my hand once we leave it and pull me to our room. I'm shaking and looking down at my feet. "Hey," you say, tilting my face up, "you're amazing and I want this. Do you? We can leave now and that's fine if that's where your heads at. I want you and if we walk through that door I will have you. So tell me... what is it that you wish?"

I don't speak as I think about his words and what lies behind those doors. My internal debate gives me whiplash. This is the point of no return for either no matter what decision I make. The flutterings deep within and the ache between my legs, win the tug of war between nerves and desire. I want this.

I really want this.

"I want to know what you're thinking. Say it out loud."

I try to move my head up and down but your hand holds it in place and in that moment what I crave is your control over me. I need you to take what you desire. I want you to make the decisions. I shake my head slightly but you shake yours back. "I want to hear you say it!" Your voice is firm and your grip increases slightly. Your confidence and control makes my body feel dizzy and butterflies float down between my legs. I lick my lips and your mouth drops open slightly.

"Yes, I want this," I whisper.

You don't release me right away instead your other hand floats up my other arm, over my shoulder, onto my collar bone and starts to drift down to the line between my breasts. My breath falters. You lean in for another kiss and whisper against my lips, "Thats fucking fantastic."

The door opens and you guide me in. I stop at the sight of the large white bed in front of me. You stride to the bed and sit looking at me with eyes glazed with lust.

"Come here," you call to me as you sit on the edge of the bed.

My heartbeat is so loud in my ears and I feel the blood whooshing through them.

I stop in front of you and you command me, "Closer".

I scoot between your legs and your hands grab my ass and starts to firmly knead it.

You pull me closer and your mouth goes below my belly button. My hands rest on your shoulders so I can support myself as your hands move to my front and underneath my skirt.
I try to pull back, but you grip me tighter. "Don't." Your tone is husky, controlling and hot.

My eyes are closed as your thumbs reach the top of my panties. As you pull them down, you kiss my stomach and order me to open my eyes. As I do, I look down into your face and see you're breathing just as hard as me. You have my panties just below my ass and you stop to squeeze my buns. I am so turned on that I can feel the constant vibrations of my insides, humming to your touch. Your fingers glide over my sex and as your hands meet smooth skin, you groan, "Fuck, kiss me"

I lean down to reach your mouth, and in doing so my skirt rides up leaving me bared-ass, allowing you to ghost your hand down my backside.

I shiver from the sensations.

Your tongue gently licks my lips and enters my mouth. You suck on my bottom lip, gently taking it into your own as a finger slides between my legs barely touching me there but enough so that I gasp.

You slap my ass just enough for a sting which enhances the heat between my legs.

You break the kiss and stand up. My shirt is the next to come off and as you drop it to the floor you grip my breasts in your hands momentarily, your thumbs ghost over my nipples and a soft "damn" leaves your lips as they become firm.

As you move to unhook my bra I feel myself tensing. My breasts are small and my insecurity over them starts to overwhelm me. The moment they are released from their restraints your hands are squeezing and massaging them. Because you are fully dressed my nakedness feels more naked.

"Perfect mouthful," you whisper between us.

I wrap my arms around your neck for support and in gratitude for your gentleness and kindness. You take my hardened nipples in your fingers and slowly and gently roll them. I can't help the moan that escapes my mouth and my breathing is more of a pant as you tenderly push on my nipples and wiggle them with your finger. My eyes roll back in my head and I am so close from just the feel of your hands on my body, but suddenly you stop. My eyes fly open at the loss of touch.

"Get on the bed, baby." You slap my ass again. "And I want you to climb up on the bed on your hands and knees very slowly," he directs.

My legs hardly work but I get on the bed. "Fuck, baby, do you know how badly I want to plow into you right now," you say as you slip one finger inside me and stroke my g-spot. I groan louder than I mean to.

Suddenly you push me down and flip me over. As you hover over me you tell me in an explicit detail what you intend to do to me.

"I'm going to handcuff you to the bed, take you slowly in my mouth, and make you cum so hard you can't fucking breath ." Your mouth is on me as you force my lips apart and plunge your tongue into my mouth.

HIS POV

I grab both of your thin wrists with my large hands and pull them over your head towards the headboard. I lean over you, pressing my forearm onto your wrists to immobilize your arms while I get the handcuffs in place. Even though I've had them in my pocket the whole time, the steel feels cold
and hard as it makes contact with your wrist. You are waiting in anticipation, as I click the retainer ring around your wrist. I see your breath flutter with each click, so I prolong this tightening. The ring
closes around your wrist, just tight enough so you can feel it. I pull your other arm into place and lock it down. Just the anticipation of me touching you and you not being able to move seems to bring you closer to the edge.

Once I get you into position, I start by kissing your belly while one hand goes up to your perfect breasts. Your nipples are hard and your skin is slightly rippled with goosebumps. Your skin feels cool on against my palm as I glide between your breasts and I start to cup one and give a light pinch to your nipple. My mouth moves north to your ribs – my hand tracing a line along the side of your breast as my lips make their move to your left nipple. My warm breath sends a chill over your body.
You writhe on the bed, raising your hips in an effort to get some attention. I take a break from sucking your nipples to kiss your lips to continue the playful torture a bit longer.

I remove my tie and wrap it around your head, covering your eyes. This quickens your breathing, as you squeeze your thighs together. One second, my warm hands are on your breasts, the next, it's my wet lips, cooling your nipples with a soft puff of air after each loving lick. Soon you feel my hand moving gently down your belly. Your heels push against the bed as you lift your bottom against my hand. You are open and waiting for me. I love how willing you are. I harden even more looking at you beneath me.

A quick breath against the smooth skin between your legs makes you moan but when you feel my mouth kiss the top of your lips, you suck in your breath sharply. Two of my fingers start to part you exposing your clit. I kiss it, then circle it with my tongue. You arch your back up against me, hoping to put some pressure on it. As you do this, I slowly slide my index finger inside your waiting space until my knuckle bumps you in the perfect place. This sends a shudder through your body so I slowly withdraw my finger and push two inside. I can tell by your movements that this makes you feel full inside. I gently but firmly push my fingers deeper into you. I turn my hand over and start to curl my fingers inward, my thumb pressing on where I know you are most sensitive. With each push, the pressure gets greater, and as I pull back, my fingertips hit your g-spot.

I'm on a mission to give you the best fingerbang of your life. The rhythm pulls you close to the edge and your breaths become pants. My other hand gently rubs your cheek, relaxing you. Your insides clench up, and as I increase the speed of my thrusts, your mouth opens, but all you can manage is a slight, breathless "please". You start to spasm around my fingers. As my fingers push in, you pull on the handcuffs and moan loudly.

You feel the pressure of my index finger on your tiny asshole. I slowly push my finger into your ass. You gasp, as your ass cheeks clench around my finger, but it is too late - my finger is already inside. . . Your pussy tightens up and again you orgasm on my hand.

I withdraw all of my fingers and I kiss you softly on your lips for a brief moment before I leave a wet trail of kisses and nips towards your ear "Is it my turn yet?" I whisper as my warm
hands squeeze your breasts...

You nod your head yes.

"Where do you want me ?" I ask as I remove the blindfold.

HER POV

"I want you in my mouth," I say shyly and I hope you will release me from the handcuffs. "I want to undress you, touch you, and make you groan with pleasure." You start to unbutton your shirt and I beg you, "Let me."

You undo the handcuffs and rub my wrists gently, kissing each one. I feel sated and content. A lazy smile slowly spreads on my face. You lean down and kiss me gently on the lips. I sit up slowly to rest on my knees.

"Come sit here," I instruct and when you do I straddle your lap.

I wrap my arms around your neck and kiss you slowly. Your hands run down my back and squeeze my ass. I slowly unbutton your shirt to reveal an undershirt. Why do you have to wear so many layers? I pull the hem of your white shirt and as I lift my arms to remove it, you catch my right breast in your mouth and suck gently on the nipple.

I toss the shirt then grab your face, angling it to me. I kiss your mouth loving the feel of your stubble on my lips. I wrap my legs around your waist and I can feel your hardness pressing against me. I rock back and forth and you mutter, "Fuck."

I push you back against the bed and I lean over you. My breasts are swaying and your hands come up and cup them. Your fingers bring my nipples erect again. I lean over suck your earlobe softly and move slowly down your jaw and chest. I lick your nipples and lightly bite them taking an equal amount of time with each one. The low hums and your bucking hips make me smile knowing you are so ready to be deep inside me.

I quickly undo your belt and pull it out of your pants. I take my hand and rub your length over the lightweight wool of your suit pants.

"Oh God!" you moan.

Fumbling with the opening you try and push my hands away. I insist and finally reach the zipper and yank hard on it making sure my hand rubs your erection.

Your briefs are already wet with your desire for me. I hook my hands under the elastic of your underwear. "Lift your ass," I command and you comply and you spring out. Your pants and underwear slide down to your knees. Before I let you kick them off completely, I grab your penis in my hand and slide it up and down a few times watching as you close your eyes and moan again.

Your pants finally end up on the floor.

I take you in my left hand, keeping eye contact , I lick the entire length of it making sure to pay attention to the slit at the tip. Your hand comes up and rubs my breast as your breathing becomes a grunt. I take you in my mouth and suck gently. I come to the tip and swirl my tongue over it. Now that it is wet with my saliva, I pump you hard and fast a few times, your hips bucking as a few 'shits' leave your lips.

I lean back down and slowly take your balls gently into my mouth as I slide my finger over your anus.

Your groans are driving me now. I love making you sound so guttural. I lean back on the bed and you look at me questioningly. "Kneel over me. I want you to fuck my mouth."

As you begin to thrust I take you deep into my throat, each plunge producing a gag that squeezes your length. You speed up and with a cry I feel your warm, salty cum slide down my throat. I grab your penis and lick your head making sure to watch you shiver with pleasure as I look you in the eye.

You fall onto the bed next to me heaving.

I roll over to you, kissing you as you wrap your arm around me. I lay my head in the crook of your shoulder and slowly my lids become to heavy for me.

I wake up and realize it must be early morning.

You have yourself wrapped around me. In this moment of entwined limbs and covers I feel safe and sexy.

Slowly I untangle myself. I close the door to the bathroom relieving myself I look in the mirror. I feel sexier and love that I have swollen lips as visible proof of the memories I have made.

I dress quickly and quietly and lean over to kiss you on the cheek. "Goodbye," I whisper hoping he doesn't wake before I can leave.

I head to the elevators.

I have a long drive ahead of me.

I'll wait to hear when our next meet up is but I hope it's soon.

xo

A/N This is just a story I've had running around in my head. Thank you for reading this. If you don't mind taking a moment to review I would love for you to share your thoughts and also let me know if you would like to see this story continue.

I need to thank two people I love to roll in the grass with. Stephk0525 thank you for pre reading and giving me awesome feed back! Suize55 what can I say? You pushed me and and hung with me. And you made a bad ass banner that made me cry and horny at the same time. I'm just bummed that I won't get to lick any shot glasses with you all at comic con.

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