Book 2 - iNeed you

Disclaimer: I may be a guy and I may write for iCarly but seriously im not Dan Schneider in disguise.

AN: Yay here I am with the sequel to iWant Freddie! I'm so excited about this and about iWant Freddie never did I even dare to imagine it would become as popular as it did I've had so much good feedback so this is a thank you to everyone who read that story I love each and every one of you! So here is the sequel I hope all of you are happy with this as always please leave reviews and/or constructive criticism, on with the story.

Just in-case you didn't notice this is a sequel to iWant Freddie while it's probably not necessary to read iWant Freddie you will probably get more out of the story if you read iWant Freddie first.

Dear Diary,

I know I haven't written in you since I was about twelve, sorry... I guess but I need to write my feelings down I need to explain what's going on and most importantly my feelings for a certain nub.

I guess I should probably fill you in right? Well me and Freddie started dating several months ago in secret. We didn't want anyone to know we didn't want the world poking in on our business and for all that time it was amazing, just me and him and at least for a while everything was great. Then Carly decided she liked Freddie and well I begged him not to go, I begged him not to leave he promised he didn't have feelings for her and he betrayed me.

That led me to stop eating I know what you're thinking Sam Puckett not eating? Well I can't really explain what happened I just stopped not by a conscience effort I didn't stop eating to hurt myself... I just stopped eating then Carly hit me and I woke up in hospital.

It's been a month since I got out of the hospital and me and Freddie went public with our relationship, man is it stressful I never thought I was the self conscious type but when wherever you go people stare at you. Well it gets to you okay?

I love him, I love him more than anything else in the world and I wouldn't have anyone else but I preferred it when are relationship was just between me and him and then the stupid world got involved and now every things complicated.

You're probably thinking why I don't go to Carly with these problems well I wish I could but I messed up... Bad. I said I hated her, why would I say that? Shes my best friend. We still do iCarly every week only it's not fun like it used to be now it's like a job I turn upon timeI say my lines in front of the camera then go home, there's no spontaneous friend activities; smoothies, cupcake stick or just hanging out watching Girly Cow.

Freddie's been watching this stupid Galaxy Wars: Droid wars or something I dunno it's some sort of animated spin off , it's not entirely stupid and I can just about bare to sit through the episode when I spend time with him.

So on one hand my life has never been better but on the other everything has gotten so complicated, I've lost my best friend, iCarly is no longer fun, and the dreams have stopped...

My eyes fluttered open as I brought up my hands to rub my eyes I noticed my diary still obstructed my vision I lifted it up to stare at the entry I wrote last night I remembered reading and rereading those few paragraphs over and over again.

-Flashback-

"Oh My God Carly is this? Do you have a diary?" I said holding up the book in question stifling my laughter.

"Where did you find that?" Carly screamed glaring at me.

"Exactly where you left it... Under your pillow" I stated "Your such a girl Shay" I continued.

"You can laugh but when you have no one else to talk to your diary will always be their" She explained, I rose my eyebrow in disbelief.

"Always!" Carly asserted taking her diary from my hands.

-End Flashback-

I drag myself out of bed after another dreamless night; it was the usual Monday morning routine a quick shower before curling my hair and throwing on some clothes before finally picking up my phone to see if anyone needed me.

Freddie ~ 06:30 am

Call me when you get up Princess, we need to talk.

I checked the clock on my phone it was seven thirty in the morning I had half hour to get ready and get to school before the first bell rings. I ran through the contacts on my phone until I reached a certain technical producer and hit the call button.

"Hey Sam" The familiar voice of my boyfriend said though speaker of my phone, "we need to talk" he started.

"Hold on let me put you on speaker" I told him grabbing the nearest jeans I could see and throwing them on.

"What's up Freddie?" I asked him worried about what he might have to say. I heard Freddie sigh heavily on the other end of the phone oh my gosh! Was he breaking up with me? I started breathing, what have I done to him what's made him decide to break up with me maybe it was the fight we had the other day about stupid galaxy wars. I'd said that Norm was a stupid faceless grunt who shoudn't have an episode dedicated to his stupid love of his commander and chief who was a female space warrior or whatever, Freddie obviously decided to defend the show being the fan boy he was and it got so bad I stood up left without saying good bye. Maybe I was jumping to conclusions but I couldn't help it.

"I'm worried about Carly. And about you Sam" I sighed heavily and cursed myself for being stupid.

"She's fine" I attempted nonchalantly.

"You know that's not true you two have never stayed angry at each other for this long and honestly Sam... I don't like it, infact I hate it Sam. I want to see you both having fun with iCarly again." he explained clearly exasperated.

"I'll speak to her" I answered him.

"You've been saying that for three weeks Sam!" he exclaimed "When will you talk to her?" he asked frustrated.

"When I'm ready Fredward that's when." I said.

"Not good enough Sam..." he asserted oooh assertiveness Mamma likey."You'll speak to her today Sam." He stated

"And what if I don't?" I challenged.