Summary: 16 year old Hathaway get's transferred back to St. Vladimir's after being gone for a whole year.

She's had a hard time during her one year gone, she has secrets, secrets that are killing her.

In a wheel chair after the accident that killed Lissa's parents, and forever scarred after being abused.

She's assigned a mentor: Dimitri Belikov... Can he help her?

Or will Rose shut him off?

A twist to the 1st book: the car crash happened, Lissa brought Rose back, but they all know about Spirit.

They didn't run away, instead Rose was sent to St. Basil's ;) where she was in another car crash that lead to her... abuse.

Enjoy

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Prologue:

People always say that you have to learn to let go.

That things always happen for a reason.

That eventually things get better.

And that you can make the pain go away.

I say otherwise.

I can't stand this pain, and I certainly can't make it go away.

What do you do when you scream for help, but no one hears you?

And I, instead of letting go, I'm trying to hold on. Hold on to memories, and to my life a life that was ruined, but that's only a thread.

I know I'm slipping off the edge.

I used to be outgoing and happy, a party girl.

Unfortunately that girl died, and instead there's me.

A useless girl, that needs the help of someone to move around.

A girl that can't fend for herself.

That can't be independent.

After all this time, I keep asking myself one thing: How could this happen to me?

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So new story! Lol.

It just popped into my head...

This is just the beginning, I really don't know where this story is headed, but I'm sure I'll have an epiphany or something.

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