In my life I have done many things I am not proud of. Killed many people that were innocent just to satisfy my thurst. But the one thing I was most ashamed of I didn't even remember. For the one I had wronged the mosthad taken all those memories from me. Even after the pain I caused them, even after all the times I hurt them, they still saved my life. I always felt a quilt inside of me though, never knowing why it waas there or how to ease it. Just a constant reminder of what I had done, even if I could not even remember doing it.

A Life Time Ago

I wiped the blood from my lips as I walked into the house, the emptiness surrounding me instantly, almost as if it were trying to suffocate me. I sensed out for emotions, but found none. Where was Edward? Or Charlotte and Peter?

"Gone. They all are now" Bella's voice started me slightly and I turned to her.

"Bella, sorry, I didn't notice you there" I looked her over in confusion. Why couldn't I hear her heart beat? She was leaning againt the staircase railing at the bottom. She looked... different. More like a stone statue, or more like a vampire. I couldn't hear her heart beat because she no longer had one.

But that was impossible, I only saw hert his morning. The change couldn't have been that quick "You're a-"

"Vampire?" She finished cutting me off " Yes I am, don't worry you're not going crazy, I've been a vampire for a long time now. Almost as long as you"

I shook my head in disbelief and looked her over in confusion. "How...?"

"I have a rather special gift. That's all you need to know" she took a step towards me and I stiffened slightly "Don't look so worried Jasper" she whispered in me ear, suddenly standing behind me. A shiver ran down my spine when her lips touched my lips.

"You have nothing left. They have abandoned you. Left you because of their own selfishness. But I stayed. I am still here" her hands felt like fire as they slid down my chest. Her lips burning as they kissed my throat.

"One last time, for old times sake. I believe is what the humans say" she whispered. I fell my control snap like a twig and I have her pinned to the door behind me in seconds, my lips over hers and my hips rock into hers.

Her legs came around my hips and I pushed off the wall, using vampire speed to find a bed and push her onto it, covering her body with mine. I felt the majors cage shake as he tried to get out. I wouldn't allow him to be free though, I wouldn't let him hurt Bella.

I ripped off her clothes, my following close behind them, I take in the sight of her naked body, and something flickers in my mind of another time another place, but her familiar beautiful body, wrapped only in a sheet.

My thoughts jumbled as I was suddenly on my back with her hovering above me, her eyes looked like black fire as she stared down at me, her intentions clear in her eyes.

But my control slips and The Major rolls her back onto the bed instead and pins her arms to the bed, my name tumbles from your lips as I thrust forward, connecting us in a way that I have not been connected in, in a long time.

Our actions become rushed as I speed up, trusting into her harder before spinning us so she is above me, her legs on either side of mine. Her hips shifted quickly and I throw my head back, my hands gripping onto het thighs to keep her anchored.

I shift under you, my hand against your back keeping you steady as I wrap my lips around her nipple sucking it into my mouth, my name slips from her lips again when I thrust my hips up faster and I slip my free hand between us rubbing her clit roughly.

I could feel myself tensing slightly when she shifts her hips in a circular motion while sliding down on top of me before we both reach our peak and collapse onto the bed.

I feel her slide off me, wanting to stop her, but seeming not to have enough energy to even open my eye. I hear her stand from the bed and her lips touched my ear as she leaned over to whisper two words in my ear, I shot up, suddenly regaining energy, but she was already gone.

Super short, but I uupdated! I'll try to update again soon xx