A/N : hello every one! It's my fist post since the last time I posted the last chapter of her story. I bet you know why. Yeah, I'm so busy with school and so many assignments that my teacher gave me. And the worst is I feel like I'm a loony, they just so different. I miss my old friends and I miss fanfiction and the reviewers that review her story. Sooo, this is it, my first one shot. Enjoy!

Lucy looked outside her window, finding some inspiration for her English assignment. She didn't know what to write. She sighed, she needed an inspiration, and she had to do her assignment. When she scanned outside her window for the potential thing once again. She saw Edmund came out from his house and read his book. She stared at him, how beautiful he was. Then suddenly, the inspiration hit her and the words came easily.

Here I was again, sitting in front of the window, watching you. I didn't know how long I would wait until you notice me. I knew you felt the same like me, invisible. I wanted to blame you for everything, everything. If I never met you, I wouldn't hurt so much, I wouldn't fall for you.

Did you remember that day when no one believed me, even my brother, Peter? That day even you didn't know me before, you trusted me. That the sweetest thing someone ever done to me. I bet you wouldn't remember that day, why would you? It wasn't special for you, right? But that day was meant everything for me. Someday I would tell my children about that day, about my first love, about you.

But even you trusted me that day, I still invisible for you. Sometimes I wonder why you never give up on her. You know, she couldn't see how beautiful your eyes were, especially when they lit up. But what made me jealous was they would light up when she smiles, not when I smile. And I knew you would stop and stare whenever she walked by, with those beautiful eyes. And she didn't know how amazing your smile was, it could light up my day and takes me to a fairytale when the happy ending was exist, but once again I didn't make your smile, she did. She didn't worth your love, if you noticed me and knew how much I loved you, and you loved me back we could be a miracle, we could be so much better than that fairytale.

But then, I wondered why I never give up on you. You never noticed me, you never knew how my eyes would light up whenever you smile, you never knew how you made my days whenever you smile, you never knew how I would stop and stare whenever you walked by. And the most important thing was you would never know how much I love you. Did you worth my love?

But no, I couldn't give up my love. I didn't know why, I just couldn't do that. It felt so right loving you; even you would never notice me. So I think this is it, you would still love her like I would always love you. And if someday she would notice you, you would never notice me. Now I realized that my love was a fairytale, dark fairytale. Fairytale wasn't always had a happy ending, right? And so was love. Thanks for gave me that beautiful feeling. Funny, right? How I wanted to blame you for this feeling and then I thanked you for that. So, Edmund when you didn't know where to go anymore, I would always be here watching you from my window. You were the most beautiful person of my life.

Lucy read her assignment once again. She realized she couldn't give her teacher her writing it was like her confession of her feeling. And it wasn't good enough, she wouldn't get A. she ripped the paper from her book and threw it outside.

Edmund looked up from his book when he felt something hit his head. It was a piece of paper, he looked around searching the person who threw it. When he saw no one, he opened it. It said here I was again sitting in front of my window, watching you.

That's it, I hope you like it. Please light up my day with you review!