Frank

I crept down the stairs. Mr Way must be in bed by now. I licked my lips. It's weird to be able to taste your best friend on your lips. I always thought it would be the taste of Gerard, But it's the taste of Mikey. That was unexpected. But, although I hadn't wanted to kiss Mikey, it didn't feel wrong. I stopped when I was close to last step. i placed a finger on my lips, feeling them. I wasn't sure anymore if that had really just happened. I sighed and carried on down the stairs and into the living room. What i saw wasn't what i had expected...

Mikey

I can't believe I did that! Why couldn't I of just held back my feelings a little longer! I held back my crush since we were eight! Only back then, I didn't know it was a crush. I just knew I 'adored' my best friend! It wasn't until I was 10, and got a crush on a girl called Sophia in my class, that realised something... They were the same feelings. Back then I didn't know what gay was. I was really confused. But a year or so later, Frank told me he was gay. i had raised an eyebrow and asked what he meant by that.

"Don't you know what it means, Mike?" He had asked me

"No..."

"If you gay, you fancy people of the same sex"

"what?"

"I fancy boys..."

I was shocked. I really couldn't believe it. That explained alot to me, but also gave a sudden thought...

"Oh! Oh , thats cool" I said smiling at him

"It is? i would of thought you wouldn't want to be friends with me any more..." mumbled Frank, slightly trailing off at the end.

"Yes. No biggie. You still my best friend Frankie!" i beamed.

Frank smiled back, his was bigger. I loved that day. I gave me the hope that i had the chance... I obviously don't. Or, maybe I do. He kissed me on the lips afterwards... Was he hinting something? Or just trying to mess around with my head?

I decided something. Until i turned 13, in 3 months time, Frank isn't going to see me as a equal. He see me as slightly younger. I might as well be 9 not 12. Oh well... I will get him. I love him. I was sure of it now.

Frank

I stared. I couldn't believe my eyes. Gerard had never done anything like this before, or at least not around me.

Gerard was hugging himself in the corner of the sofa. He lifted his head and revealed to me tear-stained cheeks and red eyes.

"Gerard..." I whispered. I saw another tear roll down his cheek

"Gerard...Gerard, what's wrong? You can tell me" I came and sat next to him.

His red eyes stared into me. Those eyes hid so much. So much that they looked tired.

"please, Gee. Tell m-"

"You. I'm crying because of you!" He interrupted me.

"What? Was it because of the picture?"

"Yes-No! I-I don't know!" He panicked. "yes I do. I do know. No it isn't because of that damned picture! It's just you!"

I couldn't believe that I had made my best friend cry and I didn't even know how!

"But how did i make you cry? Gee, I'm so sorry! I'm really sorry! Please, tell me what i did!" I begged him. Gerard was crying harder now, rocking backwards and forwards. He ignored me

"Gee! Tell me!"

"Because I love you okay?" He half yelled. I hope wasn't loud enough for Mr Way or Mikey to hear.

I stared Gerard. He looked away and dove his head into his hands

"What..." I whispered

"I'm sorr-" He tried to stand and walk off but i took his hand.

I stood up and step in front of him so we were eye-to-eye. Or eye to nose, due to my height. I quickly jumped to my toes and placed a kiss on his soft lips.

"I love you too" I whispered.

We were about to kiss when I suddenly realise something. I walked to the side quickly, making Gee almost fall forward.

"But I think I love Mikey too" I said.

Gerard stared at me his eyes big.

"I didn't know anything was going on between you two..." He whispered,

"It isn't, well, it wasn't" I said. Gerard flashed me a confused look.

"We kind of kissed him upstairs..." I mumbled.

Gerard simple nodded, before falling back on to the sofa. I thought he would have been more shocked about me and Mikey's kiss. But he seemed more disappointed than angry or confused. Which was how i had expected him to act. I walked over to him and sat next to his head. I stroked his dark hair thoughtfully.

"I still love you. I love you more. I've loved you for so long, but... Mikey ..." I mumbled, my words mazing into each other

"for a long time as well?" Gerard finished my sentence.

"No. only about 10 minutes" i said, half laughing

Gerard sat up and moved his head so his lips were to my ear.

"well maybe this could change your mind" he whispered

Then... It happened. He kissed me. I kissed back, then slowly, our heads turn to the side slightly.. and opened. My tongue felt his away around his mouth. It was warm and sort of welcoming. i felt his tongue against my own. I suddenly became unsure of what to do next, so i simply wrote 'Frank Anthony Iero' with my tongue. I felt my whole body relax. He did the same. We just sat there, two boys kissing...Two boys kissing...

Oh my god! I'm kissing Gee! Oh god! I've been wanting to do this for a year, and it felt like one bloody long year! I suddenly realised how desperate I had been for this moment, that I began to make the kiss less romantic, and more rough. I pushed my mouth on to his, and moved my head in tiny circles as we kissed.

Soon, the kiss relaxed back to sweetness, and i felt Gerard place his hand on my leg, the other to my chest. I felt myself slowly fall backwards., so we were kissing lying down; him on top of me. I could feel his heart beat against my own... We'd never been this close before...

Kissing was as far as it went. But it was enough

Sorry that it took me so long to finish this chapter! Next chapter up tonight of tomorrow! x

ages:

mikey: 13

frank 14

gee: 15

This story is currently on hold, but I WILL be finishing it. I've started other stories since then.