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Warning: In this chapter none really but in later chapters.. if I continue: Language, Sexual Content(Mature), Slash, and Fluff so if you dont like.. don't read.. :)

AN: I thought of this so I typed it out. I want to write a story with more chapters.. so heres chapter one and if people like it I will write more :)

"Dra-co !" Pansy said in a sing song voice.

"What, Pansy my darling, do you want?" I asked her. She made her way over to the couch I was sitting on in the Slytherin commons room.

"Well," she started, her face blushing slightly, "I was wondering, if it's true."

"If what's true?" I asked nervously. Rumors had been pretty bad around this time at Hogwarts. There was no telling if the words that were about to come out of her mouth were true or just another rumor started by a rather big mouthed Hufflepuff.

"Okay, so I was sitting in charms when I heard Goyle telling Crabbe that he heard Finnigan telling Dean Thomas that he had heard a group of first year Hufflepuffs talking about you-"

"What did they say?" I pushed. I knew what she was about to say in the back of my head. What if everyone knew? I hadn't told Pansy the truth yet, and I don't think I want to.

"Being gay." She finished her sentence sounding a little annoyed because I had cut her off from finishing.

"What?" I tried to sound as though I had no clue what she was talking about. I guess I wasn't very convincing because she gave me that 'I know you're lying to me and you better tell me the truth' look.

If anyone found out about me being gay, well I don't even want to know what my mother would think. Father died shortly after being taken to Azkaban he had lost his mind and well died. I didn't really feel pain. I never liked him for the way he treated people. Thats was okay though because I still had mother. Would mother care? Maybe not but I don't think I'm ready for the whole world to know that me, Draco Malfoy, was indeed gay.

"Draco Malfoy, if there is something you're not telling me and I find out about it later I might hex your ears off."

"Pansy, I would tell you but I'm scared." I probably sounded stupid telling her that I was scared of the truth. I was really just scared of what people would think of me. They would think, 'Look it's Malfoy the bloke lover.' I don't think I would be able to handle it.

"Awh. Draco. You know you can tell me anything." She reassured me. I believed her. She was like my sister.

"It's true." I told her, sounding rather cowardish. "Happy?" I snapped at her. I didn't mean to, it just came out that way.

She just looked at me for a while and pulled me into a hug. I couldn't tell if this was a 'I pity you' hug. Or an actual hug telling me that she still loved me even if I did fancy blokes.

"Well who's the lucky boy?" She asked finally pulling back from me, a huge smile pulled across her face.

"I. Am. Not, telling you that much." I smirked at her.

"Do I know him?" She said sitting up a little straighter anticipating my response. I couldn't help myself from laughing as I watched her.

"Yes, actually you do." I told her. She burrowed her brows in concentration. I knew the next question she was going to ask. Should I answer it though?

"What house?" There is was. That one question. Gryffindor I thought to myself. Well if I don't give her an answer now she might just go back on the whole 'hexing my ears off'. So I swallowed hard. How stupid was this? Me, Draco Malfoy, nervous over telling his 'practically sister' what house the bloke he liked was in. This is going to be a long conversation and I knew it.

"Are you going to make me guess until I get it right?" she asked, seeming a little annoyed because I wouldn't just give her an answer.

"Yes. What would be the fun of telling you when I can make you guess?" I asked smirking at her now.

"Ravenclaw?" She asked.

"NO!" I shouted.

"Slytherin" She wriggled her eyebrows. I laughed.

"Nope."

"Hufflepuff?"

"OH YES!" I threw a hand on my forehand sounding sarcastic.

"Wow Draco. Not even you would stoop so low. So it must be someone from-" She cut herself off realizing that the only house left was Gryffindor.

"Oh. My. Merlin." She said gaping. "Draco, are you serious."

I could feel my face to begin to flush. I should have just told her it was someone from Slytherin. Maybe then she wouldn't be giving me this face of uncertainty.

"G-Gryffindor?" She stuttered, her voice shaky.

"Yes, Pansy, Gryffindor." I held up my hands in attempt to show defeat to the conversation she was about to press.

" Draco, thats wonderful." She said so quiet I almost didn't hear her, but I did. I am so confused. Why is she okay with that. If I would have told any other Slytherin I would have gotten punched in the face and called a traitor. But Pansy was okay with it. Which, don't get me wrong, I was thankful for.

"So you're not mad?" I asked. She shook her head fervently.

"Merlin no, Draco! If you like someone from a different house, that's totally up to you. As long as this person isn't also known as the, 'Chosen One' or the, 'Golden Boy'." My face flushed. My heart did a back flip and I think I almost passed out. Just referring to his name made my heart skip a beat. To top all of that off Pansy noticed it.

"Potter?" Pansy squealed. I thought she was going to fall over and die. I was wrong she kept on talking. "Really? So this whole time you've liked him? Why haven't your ever told me? Does he like you? Is he even gay? Are you going to talk to him about it?" She finally stopped. She drew in a big breath obviously about to continue before I stopped her.

"To answer all of your questions, yes, I like him and I don't know if he's gay and even if he is I doubt he will like me." I whispered.

"Well talk to him!" she yelled. I gave her the eye to tell her to calm down before someone started asking questions as to what we were talking about.

"You don't understand." I looked at her. "He might just laugh at me and think it is all some big joke. Or worse he will go along with it, make it feel real and then dump me and use it all against me to ruin my reputation." As if I really had a reputation to keep all thanks to my wonderful father. I thought about that for a while just two days ago. I had been contemplating on dropping hints to him in potions. Snape always puts us together to work so I knew that was when I could put my plan into action. But then I got to thinking about it. Thats when I changed my mind. It would hurt too much to know what it felt like rather then not knowing what it felt like at all.

"Draco. Thats very un-slytherin of you. The Draco I know would go straight up to him and ask him. Not sit in dormotories and mope around all day like you've been doing." She tried to encourage me.

"He's still with that Weaslette though. Remember? They're deeply in love. So I know that he's not gay, and either way I would never have a chance with him. He probably hates me because of all of the horrid things we've done to him in the past." After saying this Pansy got quiet. Then her face lit up.

"Draco Lucious Malfoy, I Pansy Parkinson will help you, get the love of your life, The Chosen One, The Golden Boy, and The one who holds your heart, Harry Potter." She smiled. "Come on. You'll never know if you don't try." She said standing. I grabbed her arm and pulled her back down to the couch. "What?" She asked.

"I don't think this is a good idea. And besides it's too late to go find him now." I said. Trying anything I could to get out of having to 'make harry mine.'

"Look, will you atleast talk to him to find out information?" Pansy asked. I nodded my head slow and reluctantly. I was too tired right now to argue with Pansy. Besides it was pointless she would win in a heart beat. I was hopeless against her.

"Fine." I told her. She gave me a small but, true smile.

"Good." She said standing again. "Now I am going to shower and then to bed, tomorrow is Monday." She informed me as she started walking away. No need. I knew what tomorrow was, I had potions, with Harry bloody Potter, 'the one that holds my heart' as Pansy had put it.

"Pansy! Wait!" I called out after her.

"Yes Draco?" She turned back to me.

"I don't know what to say." I said. She crossed the room back to me.

"Don't worry. I have a plan." She said her tone light with a hint of evil.

AN: Cliffhanger I know. Sorry :) So should I keep writing? Yes, No? TELL ME PLEASEEE!