I am extremely sad to say that the laptop with all my stories written on it got a virus and all my chapters that I'd started writing were deleted. I've lost all my ideas for Last Sacrifice which is why I've deleted the story. I promise I'm going to try to update more and I will be posting a new chapter of Breaking A Rose soon! This is a new story to make up for deleting Last Sacrifice. Please read and Review.

Hands running up and down my body. I couldn't control my breathing or heart rate. I was sweating everywhere and it felt great. Free. The one feeling I never truly had in my life. You want to know why? Because I'm not the one feeling free. I'm not the one breathing uncontrollably or having perfectly manicured hands running all over my body. It's Dimitri Ivaskov's, the spoiled royal Moroi who happened to save my life and caused me to be boned to him. Sounds wonderful right, well it's not. We grew up together since birth, my mom was his dad's guardian so were always together and became best friends. Once we got into high school things changed, he got into partying, sleeping around, and all the other things royals do. Don't get me wrong I have nothing wrong with partying, I happen to do it myself, but not only has it changed things between us, it's changed him.

"Ms. Hathaway, would you care to answer the question?" Stan Alto's voice cut through my haze and pulled me out of Dimitri's head.

"Uhhhhh…" I stuttered, not only could I not remember the question but I was still traumatized from Dimitri and Avery Lazar's mad sex scene.

"Just what I thought," Stan sighed, "Rose this is the third time this week you have 'zoned out'" he quoted my words from when this happened yesterday "in my class. Go to the office." He pointed to the door with a pissed look on his face and I didn't even want to argue.

I stormed out and found myself trudging through the cool day air (night for humans) to the Ivaskov's personal house on campus. When I got there I didn't even bother knocking I just used the key I'd been given a long time ago. "DIMTRI!" I yelled at his door. "Open the damn door now or so help me God I chop off your dick and shove it so far down your throat so far you chock on it and die!"

"You don't even believe in God," Dimitri said as he opened the door. Thankfully he hadn't gone far enough with Avery to loose his boxers so he stood in front of me shirtless, sweating, and with sex hair.

I rolled my eyes as I shoved past him, grabbed Avery's cloths, and threw them at her, "Get dressed and get out." She was about to say something but the death glare I quickly gave her shut her up. I turned to Dimitri who was leaning on the wall smirking, "Get dressed then meet me in the kitchen." I started to walk out but turned back, "And don't even think about starting up where you left off."

"Too late," Dimitri chuckled as he slammed the door in my face.

Fifteen minutes later I was sitting in the kitchen eating all of Dimitri's favorite cereal, Reeses Puffs, when Dimitri's cousin Adrian walked in. "Hey Rose, didn't expect you to be here."

"I wasn't expecting to be here," I grumbled with my mouth full. Adrian just laughed as he grabbed a spoon then pulled up a bar stool next to me and began eating the cereal out of my bowl. Usually people eating my food would make me mad but this was Adrian and that's why I loved him. Things were simple with us, he wasn't scared to piss me off or tell me straight up that I was being a bitch like other people, he was just Adrian to me and I was just Rose to him. To him I wasn't just that chick bonded to his cousin or that girl everyone always talked about, and to me he wasn't that guy everyone always talked about or the crazy drinking partier.

"So little dhampir, how ha your day been?" He smiled at me with milk running down the side of his mouth and cereal pieces all over his mouth.

"Well I wound up here talking to Dimitri, so pretty damn horrible."

Adrian sighed as he put down his spoon and looked me in the eyes. "What did he do now?"

"This is the third time this week he's hooked up with someone just during Stan's class and I've been pulled into his head every time and I can't help it! So what exactly am I supposed to do? Because I can't learn with him doing this to me and if I can't learn I won't be prepared to protect him and if I can't protect him then he's going to die and if he dies what am I going to do?" I looked at the floor and took a deep breath to calm down. Adrian wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into a hug as I just let all my anger out. Not only had Dimitri been torturing me with his sex life but something had been bothering him to the point where I can no longer control the darkness that flows into me from him.

"Rose you are so strong, you'll get through this. I'm always here for you and I would never let you go through this alone." He kissed my hair and ran his fingers through it.

This was one our perfect moments. This was one of those moments where I wished I was bonded to Adrian instead of Dimitri. He cared about me and he wasn't afraid to show it. He let me vent to him and in return he talked to me and let me in when he didn't want anyone to see him. We were perfect for each other and these were the moments I always wanted to shared with the guy I loved… too bad it wasn't Adrian. And too bad someone always ruins these moments.

"Enough with the sob fest," Avery's annoying voice made me and Adrian pull apart. "You can stop crying over how crappy your life is and get over yourself. Just because your life isn't as amazing as mine doesn't mean you have to be so jelly."

I stood up and thank the God I don't really believe in that I hadn't started crying while Adrian was holding me. "First of all, Avery, I'm not jealous of you. Second, I have not reason to be. And third, how did you pass the third grade no one says 'jelly' in high school."

"Obvi I say jelly so someone does. And you're jelly I have Dimitri." She smirked at me and giggled.

"Why would I be jealous you're Dimitri's slut? I get enough of him as it is."

"Whatever, he would never fuck you!"

"That's not what I meant you twit! I meant—"

"Rose," Adrian cut me off, I looked back at him and he had a desperate look on his face. I guess I should mention no one outside of our families knows me and Dimitri are bonded except for Lissa, because she's a spirit user too so she could see the bond in our auras, also because she's my best friend and I needed someone to vent to. I thanked God again when Avery's phone rang and she ran out the door, that's three times in one day I've mention God and that's what I'd like to call progress. "Dang she needs to stop watching Awkward, I hate when people talk like that." I looked at Adrian after he said that and we both bust out laughing.

"What are you two so happy about?" Ladies and gentleman evil incarnate has arrived in nothing but flannel plaid pajama pants. "What the fuck happened to all my cereal?"

"We ate it." I said looking at him like he was an idiot.

"Who's we?" He asked.

I turned to look back at Adrian only to find he wasn't there. He was walking up the staircase to his room. "Adrian? You said you wouldn't let me go through this alone!"

"I meant the other 'this'," he looked back at me and smiled before slamming his door shut.

I sighed and looked back at Dimitri who was smirking at me, "What?"

"I don't know, you were the one who showed up here, ruined my sex, and ate my cereal." He walked over to the living room and plopped on the leather couch. "You tell me what."

"I would have already told you if you bothered to listen." I said dejectedly as I walked over to sit in the chair across from the couch.

"I'm sorry what did you say, I wasn't listening." He chuckled at his own joke.

"This isn't funny Dimitri!" I yelled as I stood up. "You never listen to me. I'm always putting up with your crap. Especially you constantly fucking the one girl you know I cannot stand. Keeping your secret so everyone won't know you saved that girl. And I'm not even sure why you did because I know for a fat you don't care about me. You haven't cared since we became bonded and that's not my fault so I'm not sure why you hate me. But ever since then you've treated me like shit and I have done nothing but put up with it. Dimitri this was your choice, I never asked for it, and honestly I really wish you'd let me die rather than put up wit everything you've done to me." I finished and there were so many tears running down my eyes that I could barely see. The darkness was leaving me and I felt so relieved for finally saying everything I'd needed, but I was also reliving all of the pain he'd put me through. So many emotions were running through me, and not just my own, but his as well. I couldn't process all of it and I couldn't stand to be here or near Dimitri for one more second, so I did the only thing I could. I ran.