Feelings' Suck

Rella Ferne (Thanks to for coming up with the name!)

Summary

Bella Thorne is always wondering why she blushes around her good friend Roshon Fegan. Roshon Fegan is always wondering why he gets this weird feeling in the pit of his stomach when he's around his good friend Bella Thorne. The more time they spend together the more they come to terms with their feelings. Along the way they learn that even age can't stop love.

XXXXXBella's POVXXXXX

"So Bella! You think me and Cody should do another Ro and Co show?" Roshon asks me with his cute dimply smile. Wait, uhhh, what did I just think? Did I just think "cute"? He is kinda cute... Oh wait! Am I blushing? "You gettin' a fever? 'Cause you're lookin' kinda warm!" Roshon adds and puts his hand to my forehead causing me to blush more. Oh my god! Why am I blushinig! It's just Roshon! Roshon, the hot guy that they're thinking about making Cece's love interest... Snap out of it Bella! Roshon's just the guy that- that you really wanna kiss right now... Kiss? Well that was uncalled for!

"Oh I'm uhhh fine... Just a little tired, I guess." I say smiling. "You should defanatly do another show with Cody. You guys are awesome."

"Well..." Roshon says in a bragging tone. I know what comes after this! I'll have to listen to him brag about himself all day! He may be teasing, but it still goes on all day!

"Don't even start!" I command with a grin. He's just so cute! Wait, what am I doing? He's twenty and I'm only fourteen! My mom would never be okay with that! Why am I even thinking about this? I will not, nor will I ever, date Roshon Fegan. But I could... No!

"Well then... Maybe I just might, not take you to the next uhh, place?" Roshon says. Something tells me he was trying to think of something clever to say. Haha! I love Roshon so much! He's hilarious and he- did I just think that I love him?

"Ooh I'm scared!" I say smirking.

"Hmmm I think I recall, you being very ticklish..." He says while slowly moving closer to me, causing me to blush more! Oh crud! I can't help it!

"Well, I was uhhh, lying..." I say hopefully. Yeah, not so much. I am so ticklish!

"We'll see about that." He says and suddenly lunges at me causing us to fall to the floor together.

"Wow uhhh, you guys havin' fun?" Kenton asks after walking in the room. This looks 'interesting'... I can only imagine what kind of awkward talk we're going to get from him... He's a really fun guy to hang out with, but when he gets serious! Ugh! Those talks are terrible!

"He said he isn't going to take me to the next place." I say in a pouty voice.

"Uhhhhh..." Kenton says his mouth gaping.

"So, she decided it'd be a good idea to talk back to me and well, I made the great decision of tickling her." Roshon says seriously.

"So, uhhh, why don't you like, get off of her?" Kenton asks looking at Roshon with a look so funny I can't help but snicker at.

"Because she needs to learn her lesson? Duh!" Roshon says.

"We need to have a talk..." Kenton says and takes a seat on the couch. Here we go... "I just think that it's kind of innapropriate for you two to always be all over eachother and dating." He starts awkwardly.

"We're not all over eachother and we're not dating though?" I say slightly nervous. Do we look like it? That would be totally cool! Oh wait... No it wouldn't because I don't like one of my bestfriends like that.

XXXXXRoshon's POVXXXXX

"We need to have a talk..." Kenton says and takes a seat on the couch. Here we go... "I just think that it's kind of innapropriate for you two to always be all over eachother and dating." He starts awkwardly. All over eachother? We are not! Well, ok maybe a little... But it's not my fault she is drop dead goergous! And has the most amazing personality a girl could have... Lately I've been getting these 'weird' feelings when I'm around Bella. Like I feel like I could vomit at any second because I'm so nervous. It's just, she's 'Bella Thorne'! The beautiful girl starring on Shake It Up! And I'm just 'Roshon Fegan'. The guy everyone thinks is a player.

"We're not all over eachother and we're not dating though?" Bella says sounding a little nervous. Do we look like it? That would be totally cool! Uhhh why am I thinking like this? I. Do. Not. Like. My. Best. Friend. She is like my bestfriend since Cody and I haven't been hanging out as much.

"Well there are tons of rumors and stuff going around that you are. The pictures that you post don't exactly help your case either! I mean could you guys be any closer?" Kenton asks annoyed.

"You jealous?" Bella asks with a snicker and Bella and I just had to share a highfive.

"Ha-ha." Kenton says mockingly.

"What are you guys fighting about now?" Zendaya asks with a chuckle once entering the room. You see? Why can't I like her? She's atleast a little closer to my age! Because Bella is the most sweet, caring, funny, and overall amazing girl you know! Stupid feeling in my stomach...

"They're always all over eachother and the fans are getting ideas!" Kenton exclaims.

"What are you talking about?" Zendaya asks clearly confused.

"Oh that one!" Bella says and breathes a sigh of relief.

"Is there more?" Kenton asks shocked. Dang it Bella! We were almost home-free!

"Maybe..." I mutter embarrassed.

"So..." Zendaya says awkwardly. "Are you two a thing?"

"Us? A thing? Dude, there's like a six year age difference between us!" Bella exclaims laughing. Is it just me or did that seem a little forced? Meh, I'm probably just thinkin' things here 'cause I 'like' her. Wait, what? Since when do I 'like' Bella? Gah! Feelings suck!

"Yeah, there's a better chance of you guys dating!" I say laughing also. Zendaya's body quickly stiffens and she chuckles a nervous laugh.

"That's ridiculous! I'm not allowed to date until I'm sixteen!" Zendaya says nervously.

"You're dating?" Bella asks confused.

"No! It's just ummm hurtful that you would think I'd, uhhh like, not listen to my dad..." Zendaya says and moves away from Kenton a little. I'm gonna have to talk to him about that later.

"Wow guys! Have you seen this site before?" Adam asks while walking in with his laptop in hand.

"What's it called?" Bella asks smiling.

"." Adam says happily.

"I've heard of it. People say it's pretty cool." I answer cooly.

"Yeah, you should see the fanfictions' about Shake It Up! Oh my god..." Adam says and his eyes go huge. Suddenly he starts laughing out loud and trying not to drop his laptop. What the heck?

"What?" Bella asks annoyed.

"Roshon... Check out this girl. Hahahaha!" Adam says laughing harder while handing me his laptop.

TrinitylovesRoshonfreak wow... Thiss girl is obsessed with me! Almost everything on her profile either has to do with me or me and Bella!

"Uhhh woa." I say shocked.

"What?" Bella asks looking over my shoulder. "Wow, that girl really likes you."

"Actually she really like us." I say while looking through her stories.

Cy, Cy, Cy, Ry, Cy, Cy, Cynn, Cy, Cy, Cy, Cy, Cy, Cy, Cy, Cy, Cy, Reuce, Cy, Cy, Cy, Tandre, Cy, and Skilly. Wow this chick has got a LOT of time on her hands! The girl has twenty-three stories! What does Cy even mean?

"She's a Cy addict." Bella says with a chuckle.

"Cy?" I ask confused. What could 'Cy' mean?

Bella's cheeks immediatly heat up. Uh oh... "It means Cece and Ty." Bella explains awkwardly. People like 'Cy' that much? Half the fanfictions on the Shake It Up! place is about Cy!

"So, do you think this is one of the reasons they're putting our characters together?" I ask equally awkward. Does Bella and I have that much chemistry?

"I think they did say something about that." Bella says smiling.

"I feel like we're interupting something..." Zendaya whispers to Kenton.

"Hey look! She likes Runther!" Bella says pointing to where she says she likes Runther. Ok, what the crap is 'Runther'?

"What's that?" Zendaya asks confused.

"Rocky and Gunther." Bella explains grinning.

"People like us together?" Kenton asks confused.

"There's not to many fanfictions about you guys, but some do so, yeah." Bella says smiling knowingly.

"How do you know so much about fanfiction?" I ask confused.

"Well, I like to read in my spare time and this site is pretty cool. TrinitylovesRoshonfreak is actually pretty cool too. She really likes us together, Ro." Bella says grinning.

"You talk to her?" I ask shocked.

"Yeah, I've read a couple of her fanfictions." She says and her cheeks get really red. Wait, so she reads the Cy stories? Does that mean she likes us together?

"So you're a Cy fan?" Zendaya asks smirking.

Bella was about to reply when...

"For zhe lazt time! VI vill zot go vout viz you!" Caroline exclaims annoyed. Uhh why's she talking with Tinka's accent?

"Come on, babe! Ya know you love me!" Davis says cheekily while doing the spin and point move that 'Ty' taught him.

"What are you guys doing?" Bella asks with a scoff.

"We're practicing our lines." Caroline explains. "Flynn is supposed to have a crush on me and keep bugging me to go out with him."

"Yeah, and I'm supposed to annoy her so much that she agrees." Davis says with a laugh.

"Oh yeah! I read about that. Ty's supposed to be sad that Tinka don't wanna go on another date with him and Cece comforts him! I think that's how they're gonna get together." Bella says happily.

"I'm glad, 'cause no offence Bella, but I didn't wanna be your love interest." Kenton says with a playful smirk. How could he not wanna date Bella? I would do nearly anything to- uhhh, I need to stop thinking about Bella like this!

"Haha, none taken! You wouldn't be my first pick either." Bella says and sticks her tongue out.

"Personally, I think the way they were putting you together was kinda lame." Adam says cooly.

"Yeah, it was kinda boring." Bella agrees when her phone goes off. "Hello?"

XXXXXBella's POVXXXXX

"Yeah, it was kinda boring." I agree when my phone goes off. "Hello?" I answer.

"Bella?" My moms voice says sadly.

"Uhhh, yeah, mom?" I ask confused.

"It's Voodoo." She says uncomfortably.

"Is he okay?" I ask nervously.

"Remember the pitbulls?"

"Yes?"

"Well uhhh, they chased him out into the road and he- he got hit, Bella."

"What?"

"Bella, Voodoo got hit and- and he didn't make it." She says and by the sound of it, she's crying. Voodoo died? No. Voodoo died...

"Ok... Ummm I gotta go." I say sadly.

"Ok. I love you." She says confused of why I'm not sobbing yet. I hang up without saying "I love you too.".

"Who was that?" Roshon asks.

"I gotta go." I say hurriedly then run to the bathroom.

No! He can't be dead! He meant so much to me and now he's just gone... This can't be happening! Why am I crying so much? He was just a wolf...

"No!" I sob. He wasn't just a wolf. He was my friend and I love- loved him. This is all my fault! If I would have just- just sued those idiots with the pitbulls this wouldn't have happend!

"Bella?" Roshon's voice echos through the bathroom and I stay silent. I don't want him to see me like this. I look terrible! My mascara and eyeliner is all smeared. "I know you're in here! I seen you run in here!"

"What?" I ask bitterly.

"I- errr, we were just uhhh, kinda worried about you?" Roshon says confused.

"Oh well uhhh, there's nothing to worry about." I say as happy as I can.

"You don't look like it." He says and I then realize he's looking through the cracks in the stall!

"You know you could get a job as a peeping tom, right?" I ask with a sad chuckle.

"Well, whatever 'job' I get, I need you to get away from the John." He says causing me to laugh.

"Fine." I say in a whiny voice and open the door.

"Now are you going to tell me why you're crying?" Roshon asks genuinely concerned. Awwww, he's adorable! Feelings suck! He could never love me.

"Voodoo died." I say sadly.

"How?" He asks equally as sad. He always liked Voodoo. That sounds bad don't it?

"The pitbulls! They chased him into the road and a- a car hit him!" I sob and fall into Roshon's strong arms. Should I notice how strong his arms are? Or how firm his chest is? Or how his smile makes my heart flutter? Or-

"I'm so sorry, Bella!" He says holding me tighter.

End Chapter

A/N

Well, here it is! Something that I have been obsessing about for a while because lets just say I am obsessed with THEM! :D I don't know what it is about Rella's chemistry, but it truely is amazing and special. Not every actor and actress can have so much chemistry. I know there's an age difference, but I read somewhere that they could date if their parents okayed it! Haha if their parents say no, I will come to their house and yell at them ;D Rella Ferne forever, dudes! :D

Trinity Out

Peace!