Epilogue:

It's been a year since Jun Pyo's death, and things have changed tremendously. The F4 had broken up not long ago, though we still remained close of course, it just didn't feel right without him. Yi Jung had moved to Sweden so that he could regain his pottering skills after he had broken his hand, carrying along a miss Chu Ga Eul with him. I suppose it took seeing Jan Di suffering at losing the one she loved to make him realize what he had with her. Woo Bin had taken over his family's business, and also had calmed down with his 'social' life which was nice. And then there was Jan Di, who after she had came to terms with Jun Pyo's death she went back to medical school with me and began feeling happy about things again. But even with that I still saw sadness in her eyes at times, and in those moments I would wrap my arms around her and just let her be sad. Recently, though, she had been looking at me in a different way, the way I had always looked at her, but even though I know that there will always be a place in her heart where Jun Pyo is that I can never fill, it makes me happy. We're the only two who still live close to each other (in the same house as a matter of fact) , but even so, today we had all gathered to go and visit Jun Pyo's grave and that's where we were all headed now, each of us driving our matching sports cars at a speed nowhere near legal.

We all silently walked through the cemetery to where Jun Pyo's grave was, Jan Di firmly holding onto my hand. We probably looked like a small parade with how everyone walked together dressed in black, even the majority of my suit was black. We reached the gravestone that read Goo Jun Pyo and stood there in silence for a moment.

"Jun Pyo," I heard Jan Di said and looked down to see her smiling softly, "We all came to see you. Yi Jung even flew all the way from Switzerland just to be here. He's been living with Ga Eul, isn't that funny? And Woo Bin is here, he's not such a player anymore. He's a great business man now like you were…"

"Nowhere near as good…" Woo Bin quietly interrupted her, smiling as he scratched his head.

"And me and Ji Hoo have been studying really hard so we can be doctors. He's a lot better than me though because I still make a lot of mistakes but I guess you would know about how I make a lot of mistakes…" I saw her tears through my own and I knew she was trying to hold them in. I squeezed her shoulders and she looked up at me and smiled through them again, "Ji Hoo has been taking good care of me though, so you don't have to worry…" She sniffed and wiped her eyes wanting to be strong, "Don't worry…" she said again, "Even though I miss you so much it hurts, we'll all be ok."

I stared at her, admiring how brave she was. She made me fall even more in love with her every day, and today, right now, was no exception. She leaned against me, closing her eyes and I looked around to see everyone wiping away tears and holding onto each other. I kissed her temple and felt her breathe in a shaky breath. We all stood there not saying anything for awhile, not knowing what to say, just having everyone's presence in one place made it such an emotional moment that any spoken words couldn't summon it up. Jan Di broke the silence though, when she saw the sun begin to set over the graveyard.

"Well I guess we better go…" She smiled sadly before reaching into her bag, "Here, Jun Pyo, I made you some food. Everything you like, and maybe next time I'll bring more and we can have a picnic." She placed the container on his headstone before turning around and walking towards my car, glancing back once before she got in, not waiting for anyone else.

"She probably doesn't want us to see her cry…" I heard Ga Eul whisper and saw as Yi Jung wrapped his arms around her and whisper something about flight times in her ear before they too departed with a quiet goodbye. Woo Bin and I nodded to each other before he too left, and then it was just me, staring at the grave of my best friend.

"Goo Jun Pyo," I whispered, "She'll always love you. But, for right now, for this life, I'll love Jan Di enough for both of us, until I die. Then you can have her again in heaven." I smiled as I turned to walk back to my car where I knew Jan Di was waiting for me.

She smiled through her watery eyes at me as I entered the car and looked back at her.

"Hey," she whispered.

"Hey," I said as I kissed her softly on the lips, cautiously seeing how she would receive it. She kissed me once back before pulling away. Though we had moved on to kissing each other I knew it would take awhile for her to get completely used to it, unlike me where I was always thrilled to have my lips against hers.

"Mm, what did you and Jun Pyo talk about?" she whispered, blushing.

"The same thing we always have and will talk about," I grinned at her as I started the car.

"You."