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Chapter 4

Hikaru and I have been together for half a year now and it was still fantastic being with him but I don't think that it is going to last much longer. I like him really but it's just that, I just like him. No more no less. He was my first and i don't regret anything but he is just not the one I want to be with forever. I was on good terms with his brothers and i had met some of his friends. We spend much time together and our physical relationship was great. I was really curious and we experimented with many things in and outside of our bed. I loved it when he pounded me from behind and I love it when he is a little bit rough.

Currently i was just waking up. We were partying last night and I think I drunk a bit too much. Usually I am an early riser but today I felt really drowsy. I pulled myself free out of Hikaru's arm which held me to his naked flesh. I was equally undressed so I picked up his shirt and put it on and I also took his boxers. I love wearing his clothes and he loves seeing me in them and then undressing me. I stumble through his apartment and make my way to the kitchen to make some coffee and breakfast. I realize to late that his two brothers are up and already in the kitchen. They look up as I come in through the door and both blush at my appearance. I don't really care much. I'm not this shy little girl from Kyoto anymore. I am a grown up woman. I go and pour me some coffee into a mug and I sit down by the table.

"Morning guys. I thought you weren't here today. Hikaru said something about you guys sleeping elsewhere."

"Ähm... we were going to sleep at a friends house but he had to cancel at the last minute so we came back home."

So we talked a little bit till Hikaru came into the kitchen and sat down heavily in the chair next to me. I stood up and poured him some coffee. He accepted it gratefully. I gave him a kiss and sat down to eat my breakfast. After we finished we went to take a shower. We didn't have much to do that day so we took our time and made love in the shower. After that we got dressed and I went home to change. I was meeting with Kanae today. Kanae is my best friend. We met at TBM studios were I was waiting for Hikaru because we had a lunch date. She is an actress and she is really beautiful and many men find her attractive. On that day she was harassed by one of her co-workers some guy I don't know the name of. He was constantly bugging her for a date and I took pity on her because I could see that she didn't really like him. So I went and interrupted him pretending I was her friend and that we already had plans and that we needed to go because we were already late. So I took her hand and hurried away from him.

She was really grateful and we became fast friends. She didn't have many friends because there aren't many people in the industry that are sincere. She also had some bad experiences from school where some girls pretended to be her friends but turned on her because they were jealous of her beauty. Today I was going to her agency LME, the same as Hikaru's. I decided to wear a black corsage like top which ended just above my belly button, jeans hot pants and high healed sandals. My hair was longer, a little bit under my shoulders but the color was still the same burgundy red and I let them hang loose around my shoulders. I put some light make-up on and took my bag and went out of my apartment. Some men were staring after me and that gave my ego a little boost. I always got looks when I went out and I liked it to some extend when it wasn't to leering. I got into my car and made my way to meet Kanae. After a while I arrived at the LME building. I never actually went inside the building Hikaru and I always met somewhere else and the same with Kanae but today Kanae had much to do and little time so we decided to meet here so that we could still spend some time together and talk about what happened recently in our lives. Kanae and I met at a cafe called LAHearts. We chatted about everything and I told her that I was thinking of ending the relationship between me and Hikaru. She understood what I felt and she encouraged me to end things with Hikaru if he wasn't the one. It wouldn't do us both any good if we stayed together when it wasn't a relationship that would last forever. We bade each other good bye and I walked down the hall to head out. I was just turning the corner when someone bumped into me and I fell down on my butt.

"Oww..." I said and looked up to see who bumped into me. I looked into deep brown eyes and a handsome face. He was handsome and tall. I was used to Hikaru who was about the same hight as me but this man before me was the tallest person I have ever met. I knew who he was. Of course I knew it. He is japans number one male celebrity. Ren Tsuruga, actor and model. He was the most beautiful person I have ever seen but that is just his appearance who knows how his personality is. He could be an arrogant ass and it wouldn't matter how good he looks.

"Oh I'm sorry I didn't look where I was going. Here let me help you up. Your not hurt are you?" he asked me and held out a hand. I accepted and let him help me up.

"Umm... I don't think that I am hurt anywhere." I was saying when suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my ankle and stumbled into him. He caught me around the waist. He helped me to stand upright. "I think I sprained my ankle." I told him.

"Let me help you. There is a doctor on floor three, he can look it over."

"Thank you." I said gratefully and looked down to see if I had dropped something on the ground when he bumped into me. I saw my keys on the floor and was about to pick it up but ren was faster. He picked it up from the ground and lifted it to his eyes. I held my hand out and wanted to thank him but then I saw his eyes. They were fixed on my keychain. It was as if he was remembering something from looking at it like something from the past that he had forgotten but remembered again while grazing at my keychain. It is a stone. A blue stone filled with my most treasured memories.

AN: sry for the wait but I am no writer and I need some time to write something. So can you guess which stone ren is starring at so intently. (:D