Hello everyone!

I has been years since I have posted anything and for that I apologise profusely.

I looked back at the publishing dates for the first chapter and I was a teenager when I wrote this and I really think it shows. I read it back and I really don't like it (haha). I will keep it up on here because it will always hold a special place in my heart, it was the first thing I wrote that I published on a public forum and I am so appreciative of everyone's reviews and messages.

Story time now.

I stopped posting in 2014, I was in a mess basically. I had just moved in with my boyfriend at the time, I had been signed off from work after attempting suicide due to bullying at work. I had just started to recover from that and get back to work when I was in quite a serious car accident with my parents and my boyfriend and again I was signed off work to recover from my injuries.

Everything has turned around in the past year. I have changed my job and I am so much happier. I have also left my boyfriend which is a huge relief as it had turned into such a toxic relationship and I was so unhappy I had to seriously look at my life and make changes that were going to have a positive affect on my life. Downside to this is I now have to live with my parents but it gives me a chance to really look at my life and decide what I want to do with my life.

I am a bit undecided at the minute as to what to do. For years I have had an idea for a novel and I have never had the time or the skill if I am honest to actually write it. I love writing so much and I feel so inspired by so many things and I just feel like I can't effectively put them on paper and express them correctly.

I would love to go to college or uni and do a course but I don't really know where to start. I also want to get in some practise and carry on posting on here too. If anyone as anywhere where I post original work as well that would be great.

Thank you for reading my incredibly long ramble and I hope to be connecting with some of you soon.