Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter, Bellatrix Lestrange, ect, ect, ect.

*If this story seems similar to yours or others you've read, I'm sorry. This came to me randomly and I've never read any others like it. If your ideas are similar I'm sorry. (Please note: I DID NOT COPY ANYONE!)

Bellatrix's lament

"I killed serious black! I killed serious black! I k-killed s-serious black! I-I-I ki-killed ser-ser-serious b-b-b-bla-ack. I Kill-killed Siri-siri…I killed Sirius."

*Hiccup, hiccup* I killed him. I killed my cousin. I killed my little, prank-loving cousin. I killed the only one to make me smile. The first one to make me laugh. And the only one I loved. I killed to little brat that put itching powder in everyone's underwear drawer right before he left. I killed my little light, my little bundle of joy. I killed my cousin and my one reason to live. I want to end it, but I won't burden him with my presence after he's finally found peace. I just have to live with myself and all my burdens.

I killed Sirius Black; my little light, my only friend, my only joy, the only one to make me laugh, the only one to make me smile, and with him goes my soul.