He left me. Five years ago...for Tasha!

Flashback.

"Rose he left with Tasha Ozera an hour ago...he didn't tell you?" Alberta said standing right in front of me.

"You're kidding right? Where is he?" I asked.

"Rose I`m sorry. I know that he was more the just a mentor to you." She said.

"Is he really gone...Was it that obvious?" I asked.

"No...But I know you and I know him. When you guys were together I could tell something was up." She explained oh... "Are you going to be okay?"

Tears stung in my eyes "I don`t know." I managed to cough out. I started crying and Alberta came over and gave me a hug.

"It`s going to be alright." She told me. I pulled myself together and Alberta told me to go to the nurses' office to go and sleep. She offered to walk me over but I told her I needed time to be alone for a while so I walked over there thinking of what did I do wrong? He told me he loved me, he took my virginity and he had the nerve to waltz out of here and go start a family with Natasha Ozera I walked in the office and said Alberta had sent me here.

"Okay Rose, go sleep" Doctor O. Said. And I did just that. I woke up and glanced at the clock. Shit! I slept for longer than I thought. I woke up and Doctor O. Was with a thin brunette moroi who was coughing up a storm. She noticed mw and told the moroi that she'd be right back.

"Guardian Petrov came here earlier and told me to just let you sleep." She said kindly. I smiled well, faked smiled. God, I was so upset. "Is there something you want to talk about?" She asked. I chose that time to run to the bathroom and throw up? What the hell? Dhampirs never got sick. I walked out and felt Doc's stare on me. "Are you okay?" She asked. Was I? I felt the tears blur my vision.

"I don't know." I cried out.

"Rose have you been um...Sexually active?" She asked. I whipped my tears and stared at her. Was she crazy? "You know...have you had-"

"Yeah. I know it what it means!" I reassured her. She started at me waiting for the answer. "Just with a Dhampir. And I'm not pregnant." I stated with a smirk.

"Then you wouldn't mind talking a test for shits and giggles." She asked.

"Why? I'm not pregnant. I've only had sex with a Dhampir, okay?" I yelled. "I'm sorry I'm really stressed for um...grad." I lied. That was a terrible lie, stressed for graduation Rose, really?

"Rose Dhampirs don't just throw up out of the blue. Please?" She asked. I sighed and nodded.

I went in to the bathroom and freakin' pissed on a stick. I walked out and waited ten minutes. Not that I need to because I'm not pregnant.

"Well congratulation Rose you are pregnant." I looked at her and burst out laughing. "Rose there have been studies on Dhampir girls getting pregnant when having a certain amount of moroi in them. You were brought back by Vasilisa you got part of her...you are pregnant with another Dhampirs baby." I stopped laughing and looked at her with that are-you-kidding-me look."So you are pregnant." She told me

"You couldn't have told me that before I slept with him!" I said to her making sure the moroi didn't here. "So like pregnant like, with a baby?" I asked.

"Yes, what else? Rose I'm going to need to know the father." She told me...yeah right.

"I can't tell you." I said. She gave me a look saying that it would be confidential I could see it in her eyes that she wasn't going to tell anyone. "Dimitri." I said softly. Doctor O.'s eyes went huge. "He is the father.

"ARE YOU KIDDING ME?" Someone screamed. I turned around. Lissa. Shit.

"Lissa calm down please. I'm so sorry I didn't tell you." I broke, I started crying again. I felt guilt through the bond.

"Rose. I`m sorry. I just heard that and over-reacted. I didn`t think you would start crying." Lissa said. Doctor excused herself and said that we should talk.

"He left to start a family with Tasha. He doesn`t even know." I sobbed.

"Rose it`s going to be okay. I promise because I have some news to." She said. I looked up at her. "I`m pregnant," She told me for the second time today I burst out laughing.

"So Christian grew a pair?" I asked still laughing. Lissa faked slapped.

"Rose!" Lissa yelled. I snickered.

"Lissa that`s great." I said and hugger her. "How far along?" I asked.

"6-7 weeks." She confessed. I flared with anger.

"And I`m only finding out now!" I screeched. She smiled this I`m-so-innocent smile. How can you stay mad at that? "I forgive you." I stated. "At least you told me." I got up and hugged her.

"What are you going to do about Belikov?" I cringed at his name.

"Nothing. He chose to leave." I stated.

"Rose-" She started but I cut her off.

"He doesn`t deserve it, he doesn`t deserve to know...and I`m going to need you to respect that decision." I told her sternly. She nodded.

"I understand." she whispered.

Flashback ended.

Nine months later Lissa`s baby boy was born. Andre Christian Dragmir-Ozera. He was beautiful; he had black hair like his father and his mothers jade-green eyes. I month later I had my baby girl. Vidia Vasalisa-Viktoria Hathaway. Yeah, a lot of Vs . It`s just that I wanted some connection and I remembered he had a sister named Viktoria. So that`s the reason for the Vs. She looked like Dimitri She had light brown hair and Dark brown chocolate eyes.

"Hey Rose do you want me to pick Vid since I`m going to go get Andre?" Lissa said through the bond.

"Yes. Because I`m too busy freaking out that Tasha and Dimitri are coming in three days and you decided not to tell until yesterday." I said through the bond.

"Sorry." She replied.

"I`m just kidding." I reassured her. Even though I`m freaking out I`m not ready to see him and what about Vidia? Just then Eddie ran by me.

"Rose. Tasha and Guardian Belikov are here now. They came early to surprise Christian!" He said to me. I told everyone about the baby and Dimitri. He mumbled something else.

"What was that?" I asked him sternly.

" I don`t know if I should tell you but um..."

"WHAT?" I screeched.

"Tasha`s pregnant." He finale said. OMFG. Pregnant. "Rose calm down." Eddie told me and pulled me into a hug.

"Lissa just told me she is going to pick up Vidia and bring her home." I told him.

"Yeah, I know she is there now with Andre and Vidia she told me to come find you and warn you in advance." He said. Me and Eddie were teaching Classes at St. Vladmirs while Christian and Mia teach offensive magic and Lissa and Adrian are still trying to figure out Spirt.

"Okay, I`m calm." I replied.

"Christian freaked out; when he saw that Tasha was pregnant." Eddie said, god that hit me like a ton of bricks. "I`m really sorry Rose." He said. I smiled a sad smile.

"Is it even his?" I asked with a little bit of hope left. He nodded

"She made that very clear when she arrived." He said to me.

"Really?" I asked. We`re two minutes away from the house.

"She was all `Dimka this, Dimka that, Dimka and I are so happy`" He said. Damn.

"What was his reaction when he saw Vidia?" I asked. He didn`t know did he?

"He doesn`t know." Eddie said as if he read my mind. "He almost looked hurt-anyways were here." He said as we walked up the steps onto the porch. I was breathing deeply. "Hey guys were home." Eddie said as we walked in the door.

"Really?" I whispered to him with sarcasm.

"Mommy!" I heard my little monster say. I heard these of beat footsteps as she came running over a hugged me. I picked her up and carried her into the living room where everyone's eyes were on me.

"Rose, I'm so glad you're here how are you?" Tasha asked. I'm sure she really wanted to know/

"I'm good." I replied. "How are you feeling?" I asked.

"Good. Sometimes I get sick but not so much anymore." She said.

"She looks a lot like you, you're daughter." Tasha stated. "Who is her father?" She asked. SHIT! I didn't know how to answer that.

"Ummm...Just some moroi, Adrian. Actually." I replied unconvincingly. I saw Dimitri tense up. It was the first time I acknowledge his presents.

"Rose I can't believe you told them it was Adrian." Lissa said.

"What was I suppose to do?" I asked. "Tell them who here real father is?" I asked.

"I guess you're right." She said.

"So you and Adrian are together?" She asked. Bitch.

"Not anymore." I said. "Where's Andre?" I asked.

"He is watching a movie upstairs." Christian said.

"Mommy can I go watch it with him?" Vidia asked. I put her down on the floor and she ran up the stairs.

"So Aunt Tasha, why did you decide to come earlier?" Christian asked. I could tell he was like- you're sorta unwanted.

"We thought we'd surprise you." Tasha said.

"We were shocked." I said in a rude tone.

"ROSE!"

"We'll we couldn't wait to tell you about the baby." She said and smiled devilishly right at me.

"Well-" I started.

"Were really happy for you." Lissa interrupted and glared at me. "Both." Lissa said nodding at Guardian Belikov.

"Thank you Princess." He said. Oh my God, his voice. It was like a taunting nightmare, edless nightmare.

Just then Adrian walked in. Shit he didn't know he was playing fake daddy. "Wow, everyone is here." He stated.

"Isn't it great." Eddie said sarcastically.

"Lissa can you watch Vidia, Adrian and I need to talk." I gave Adrian that look that was like play along or die.

"Yeah we do." Adrian said. I grabbed his arm and walked outside. "What are they doing here? I thought they weren't coming for another week. And she's friggn' pregnant." He said.

"I know. She asked me who was Vidias father and I couldn't just be like it's your boyfriend and she sorta put me on the spot-"

"What did you do?" He asked.

"- I sort of told them that you were the father."

"Rose." He said.

"I'm sorry. I just had to; can you please play along with it?" I pleaded. "Please."

"What the hell happens when she sees me and calls me Adie." He asked...good question.

"We can just say that we didn't want her to know. Or something." I stated and put on a super cute-innocent smile.

"Rose your something else." He said and smiled.

"That's a yes. I love you."

"Yeah I'm pretty amazing." He said and pulled me into a hug. We walked back inside to the familiar long dark leather couch olive green walls and gold art work living room. They were talking about Lissa's wedding arrangements. Yeah, Christian purposed.

"So Mommy and Daddy worked everything out." Christian teased; He also knew I was lying. Dimitri tensed ant the word Daddy.

"Yes Pyro, everything is all good." I said with a smirk.

"So, Rose how did you come up the name Vidia?" Tasha asked me. Where were sitting in the living room she and Dimitri were sitting together on the couch, Lissa in one chair, Christian in the other Eddie on the other end of the couch and Adrian and I on the floor.

"Well, I don't really know. I just sorta thought it up or something. What about you do you have any names picked?" I asked politely. Lissa looked at me and smiled.

"Well, Dimka and I for a girl really like the name, Lena and for a boy we really like the name Alek." She stated.

"Those are cute." Lissa said. I liked Roses name for a boy um...what was it?" Lissa asked. Oh, yeah she was obsessed with that name.

"Jabar." I said.

"That's a cute name." Tasha said.

"Well anyway I have to go home and make dinner, so I'll talk to you guys later." I walked out of the living room and walked up the stars in to the familiar dark blur sports theme room that belonged to Andre.

"Vidia? It's time to go sweetie." I said. She truly did remind me of Dimitri. She was like him in so many ways it made me want to cry.

"Okay, Mommy. Bye-bye Andre." She said. And waved to him, I went over and kissed him on the cheek.

"Bye Auntie Rose." He said.

"Bye." I replied. Vidia had already ran down the stairs and I could hear her loud voice.

"Bye Auntie V. Bye Adie" She said. I walked back into the living room and said bye to everyone I was about to leave when Tasha asked another one of her repulsive questions.

"Why doesn't Vidia call Adrian 'Daddy'?" She asked faking a polite smile. Seriously what does he see in that scar-faced Bitch?

"We decided that to avoid complications that we weren't going to introduce Adrian as Daddy, because he can't always be around and we didn't want her to think that he didn't care for her cause he does." I replied. Then she turned her head to Adrian.

"You okay with this?" She asked.

"Does it matter?" I snapped.

"So Aunt Tasha, what's it like in L.A.?" Christian asked clearly covering up me being all bitchy.

"Anyways, Bye." I said I heard byes in the distance as I walked away, with Vidia hand in hand.

"Mommy, who was that giant sitting with Lady Ozera?" She asked. Was she referring to Dimitri? That's hilarious.

"What Giant?" I asked.

"The one with that talked funny." She said. I picked her up because I could tell she was tired of walking already.

"His name is guardian Belikov; he taught me how to fight." I told her. She looked amazed. She was going to be an amazing guardian one day, like her dad.

"Will he teach me?" She asked. I froze. Ummm...

"Maybe if you ask him." I stated. I didn't know if he would, but he might. I walked up the familiar driveway and onto the steps. I set my baby girl down and found the keys in the bottom of my purse and opened the door. My house as a lot smaller then Lissa and Christians. Mia lived with us to. She was a huge help with Vidia, when I was teaching. I walked and made some spaghetti for Vid. Just then I heard the door open and close.

"Where is my Lil' Vidia?" I heard Mia ask. Walking toward the kitchen...or so I guessed.

"Auntie Mia!" She shouted and jumped off her chair and ran into Mia's embrace.

"Careful." I told her. "You know how I feel about you jumping off the chairs." I said.

"Sorry, mommy."

"What's got your panties in a twist?" Mia asked. Opening the fridge and pouring some juice into a glass.

"Guess who decided to come a week earlier?" I asked.

"No!" She exclaimed. Spitting out her juice she he had a wide grin and her doll-like face. Her bright blue eyes sparkled with the light over the counter.

"Yeah!" I replied.

So I started this story and I know it's done so many times before but I really wanted to try so here is the first chapter. Please, please, please review. I have been kinda down cuz of lack of reviews in my Mortal Instrument story so I hope that a lot of people will review and like my story. Please I'm open to criticism. Shanks!

~Hermosa Pesadilla