Summary: Zach left Cammie a year ago…but he left her with something that she never wanted and will die to keep.

Disclamier on my page but I am not Ally Carter, I only own the plot.

Please use your imagination when you see *** (I like to keep my stories clean.)

Here we go…

One year ago…

I stood in Zach's hotel room, the room he was currently upholding because of his mission. I didn't move. My lips were in a tight line. I stand at the foot of the bed, mad beyond belief. Why? Because I had just found a pair of black and red thongs on the floor beside the bed and they weren't mine.

Before I tell you about what happened when Zach came in, I should tell you about the people we are today. We're both graduated. A year, 28 days, four hours, and 18 seconds since we graduated. He had been on 12 missions and me 13 missions. Zach had just finished his 13th mission and was about to go home. I had decided to surprise him, maybe even sleep with him for the night (we had actually done 'it' before he left a week ago) but, of course, I find a pair of red and black thongs like the cheating ******* he is.

So, Zach comes in and doesn't expect to see me there. I hid and waited for him to come in.

"Bye, Chelsea," I heard Zach's cocky voice. "I'll see you around."

I heard some soft, silent whisper and Zach laughed. Then he closed the door and turned around. I had left the panties on the bed and he noticed them there. He looked around while grabbing his knife. I came up behind him, flung the knife out of his hand and pinned him against the wall.

"What the ****?" Zach yelled but not loud enough to call that girl back.

"Hello, Zachary," I said and let him go. I backed up so I could give him more room.

"Gallagher Girl," Zach smirked. "I thought it was you."

"To **** you thought of me," I sneered at him. I wasn't going to be the girlfriend that seduces him into admit his cheating. I was going to let him know I know.

He frowned. "What's wrong?"

"Oh, you should know," I said with venom. "Were you not thinking of me as you screwed that *****? Were you not thinking of me as she screamed your name?"

He glanced at the panties and seemed to put two and two together.

"You think…"

"I don't think Zach, I know," I said. "You know, you are a cocky *******! I let you in, Zach! You force your way into my heart and I let you do it with me and then what do you do? Break it. You break my heart with some ***** that won't last with you for a week! Are you happy, Zach? You finally got what you wanted!"

"And what," he said each word slowly, as if he was refraining from breaking the wall. "was I after?"

"You know every girl practically drools after you," I said. "You couldn't stand that I didn't. So you came after me. Forced your way into my heart and now your breaking it! Why? Because Zachary Goode doesn't know how to commit to a girl for more than a year. I might've well been just another mission to you!"

"Cammie," Zach said, really slowly this time. "that was never my intentions. I really lo-"

"**** you, Zach! You never loved me!" I was almost in tears.

"I did," Zach said. "I always did."

"No," I croaked, my voice breaking. "you never did. You couldn't stand the fact that I didn't drool after you. That's all I was to you. Just another girl. And you know what? I'm tired of being just another girl to you, Zachary."

"Well, I'm tired of your ****!" Zach exploded. "You just proved you don't trust me! I would never cheat on you, Gallagher Girl!"

"Right," I said sarcastically. "Then what are these?" I picked up the red and black thong from the bed. "Because they are not mine."

Speechless, Zach looked at me. I could see his conflicting emotions in his eyes and I immediately felt bad. Then I remembered what he did to me and rage took over once more.

"Those…are for the mission," Zach said.

"Mission," I sneered. "my ***."

"You know what, Cammie," Zach yelled. "I'm done. I don't have to explain myself."

My heart broke into a million pieces and I almost broke down in tears but I held it together and whispered the last word I would ever speak to Zachary Goode.

"Fine."

Weeks later…

I was in the bathroom, awaiting the answer from the white stick every girl fears. My friends didn't know I had bought a pregnancy test. Well, actually, only Bex knew and she was in the living room, also waiting to see what it would say.

I kept glancing at the stick. No answer…no answer….no answer…an answer! I snatched it up and saw two pink strips.

"No…" I whispered. "No!"

I ran out to my apartment living room and saw Bex sitting there, chewing her lip and playing with her fingers. She knew instantly when I was in the room. Bex spun around and saw my tear stained face.

"Did it…did it come out positive?" she asked with round eyes. I nodded and a sob went through my body.

"Oh, Cams," she hugged me and rocked me while my sobs racked my body.

I was having Zachary Goode's child.

So this is just, like, a prologue. I hoped you liked it, even though it was a little boring.

~SnixX321