Disclaimer: I do not own Super Junior or anything else that is, already copyrighted by other people. Also please read eastseafishy's fanfics, she was actually the main reason why I am writing this now her newest EunHae tory has inspired me.

The alarm was blaring beside my head, I could smell the breakfast umma was preparing in the kitchen. Groaning and popping various bones, I crept to the bathroom. It was my second year of high school and my band mates were eagerly getting ready to become big. Oh, did I forget to tell you my friends and I, had formed a band first year. Yeah, it is called Super Junior; personally, I don't think it will stay formed after graduating.

"Lee Donghae get down here right now and eat, if I don't see this plate empty before you leave for school I will not allow Eunhyuk to come over for a week!" my mother called from the kitchen. I flinched, when it came to my health she was not to be ignored, not since appa passed. Making my way to the table, I took my seat and began quickly eating the food prepared.

"So, will you be staying late at school again for practice?" my mother asked.

"Ne, we have a competition next weekend and Leeteuk wants us at our best." I explained eating my toast as my mother placed another plate beside me and some strawberry milk down. I shot her a confused look before she pointed to the door and began mouthing the countdown. As she made it to zero the door sprang open and Eunhyuk occupied the seat beside me.

"Morning Hyukjae," my umma greeted the monkey. I shook my head as the two traded greetings and ate. After finishing, I stood and poked my hyung's shoulder.

"Ready?" I asked shouldering my messenger bag and handing him his discarded one. He nodded and after saying bye to Umma, left for school six blocks away.

"So, did you ask her?" Eunhyuk asked after a few moments of silence. I shot him an annoyed look before sighing.

"I would have if you hadn't barged in on breakfast as usual." I retorted checking my phone for the time. Eunhyuk pouted beside me before throwing an arm around my shoulders. I immediately felt my face heat up and my heart thump faster. I really hoped he couldn't hear it.

"If you don't get permission by Friday Hae, you can't go to the competition and Teukie- hyung will have your head." Eunhyuk whispered into my ear. I could feel his hot breath on the lower shell of the ear and released a shaky breath of my own, and nodded. What was wrong with me?

"You okay Hae, you look abit read?" he asked worried and all I could do was smile and nod, stupid me.

Once we arrived at the classroom we shared, our friends quickly called us over.

"The principle wants our permission slips by Thursday." Leeteuk announced earning groans from the small group.

"Why did he change the deadline?" Siwon asked placing his school book down.

"Don't know, but we only need two more permission slips, Eunhyuk, Donghae?" he asked eyeing the both of us for our slips. A small chuckle left Eunhyuk's lips as he once again threw an arm across my shoulders.

"We forgot again, sorry hyung." He smiled. I mentally kicked myself for staring at him like some love struck girl. I was not gay… was I?

"Whatever, just don't forget tomorrow." Leeteuk told us before taking his seat next to Kangin. Siwon and Kibum had once again immersed themselves in their school books. Sungmin and Kyuhyun were busy playing a game on their Psp's under their desk and Han Geng along with Heechul were auguring to one another about something, perhaps Hee's choice in hair accessories? Yesung and Ryeowook were both staring absently at the board, droll falling from the corners of their mouths. Shindong was eating ramen and watching the teacher carefully. Thankfully Hyukkie and I sat in the back of the class room and next to a window.

"Hey, Hae wanna listen to my iPod?" Eunhyuk asked after an hour of mathematics. I nodded, not at all surprised to hear H.O.T blaring through the speakers. Hyukkie and I had become quick friends in middle school when I spotted him dancing in the gym. I had quickly shown him my own moves and now we were inseparable.

I must have dozed off because I woke to Hyukkie poking at my hair gently.

"Hyukkie?" I moaned licking my lips unconsciously.

"Wakey, wakey sleepy head." The male dancer grinned, once again sending my heart into overdrive.

"Hi," I whisper as he took my hand and led me to the eating area to meet our friends. As we walked to the court yard, I took the opportunity to let Eunhyuk lead. This gave me both a chance to clear my head, and also to examine him more closely. Ok, so that last part sounded really perverted. Crap, Appa forgive me, I'm so confused right now. Yeah usually on stage and infront of what little fans we have I'm all cuddly with the members, but when it comes to hugging or skin ship with Hyukkie, I just can't help myself and I have to blush or become a little more lovey dovey. Could our fans see the obvious more than me? And what obviousness is their exactly. Hell even Sungmin thanks something is up and he and Kyuhyun are usually clueless. I released a frustrated growl earning strange glances from both my friends and passerby's.

"Ah, sorry, sorry." I apologized as I took a seat beside Han Geng. The Chinese exchange student was a fellow dancer in our group, one of the best after Hyukkie, but it still confused me how he could live with Heechul every day.

"You okay Hae?" Han Geng asked me quietly. I gave my friend a smile and assured him I was fine. He returned my gesture with an I don't buy it look. Figures, the man fakes not knowing Korean yet he can tell my emotions. Ok not really that hard, appa did use to say I was an open book.

"It's nothing Han, just thinking about stuff." I said hoping to curve his thinking. It seemed to work since he returned to speaking with Heechul, who was upset about the costumes we would wear that Saturday. The rest of lunch and school I spent watching Eunhyuk. As long as he never noticed it, I would continue my secret crush because I was not gay, and Eunhyuk more than likely wasn't gay either.

"Hae, your spacing out again, should we stop?" Eunhyuk asked worried. We were currently practicing the dance routine for the new song we were performing that day.

"Ah, no sorry hyung's." I apologized blushing at causing us another hour of practicing. Worse was that now Eunhyuk had a worried look to him and he now kept watching me. I felt so self-conscious under his gaze. Fans and others never caused this reaction, only Hyukkie.

"God help me!" I screamed completely forgetting the room full of my friends who now were eyeing me like I was insane.

"Maybe we should stop here, Eunhyuk take Donghae home and give him some medicine. Great, going home with the cause of my insanity.

"Just fuck me," I whispered unaware of Eunhyuk beside me.

"I would but, you haven't giving me consent." His low voice whispered in my ear causing me to jump.

That night I lay in bed staring at Hyukkie's picture I had taken last year when we won best new band award at school. I really did love him, my plan to get Lee Hyukjae initiates tomorrow.

"You will be mine my anchovy." I whispered fist pumping the air above my face.