Friday, October 20 (day before)

Last night was amazing. Roy and I had sex for the first time in months, before all this shit that had come up between us. You want to know what's more amazing? He cut me, not a lot, but he cut me. I was so happy I started crying. He started panicking, asking if he cut too deep or if something else was wrong, which made me cry even harder. I shook my head and hugged him tightly, not wanting last night to ever end.

Though it did….