I can't believe I'm starting another but this bunny was relentless. I will go through most of the ten seasons but only those really crucial episodes. Its super ambitious. I hope I am up to it.

This is short but the rest of the chapters will be longer. I promise.

As always enjoy...


"Dr. Paula Gyson?"

"Please come in. You must be Detective Alexandra Eames."

"I am. I was told you wanted to see me."

"Yes. Please have a seat."

Eames sat down in the offered chair and waited.

"I'm sure that you are aware that I cannot share anything Detective Goren has said in session."

"That's why I didn't understand why I was called here."

The doctor looked very serious and pulled out a notepad. "I would like to ask you a question, detective and I would like you to give me the most honest answer you can." Eames said nothing and Gyson continued. "I would like to know if you love your partner."

"Yes. I do." Eames said without hesitation.

"Good. Then I need you to help me help him."

"How?"

"I believe he harbors feelings for you but I can't seem to make him see them."

Eames swallowed painfully. "Maybe they're not there."

Gyson leaned back in her chair and studied her, "I believe they are but they're buried very deep. So deep that he's forgotten they are there."

"Look doc. I'd really like to help but I couldn't say anything to you that Bobby wouldn't tell you himself and any secrets he tells me are locked up tight."

"I know, that is why I am turning to you for help. Robert has had so many terrible blows and disappointments. What if we could turn back the clock and change them."

"Time travel? Now I know you're putting me on." Eames rose but she was stopped by the Doctor's voice.

"You claim you love him yet you aren't willing to sacrifice to help him."

Eames slammed the door and turned on the doctor. "You know nothing about me or Bobby or us! I would do anything for him. I would die for him and him for me. Don't you ever question what I feel for my own partner!"

"Very good, Alex. Let the anger out and you can help him."

"I don't understand."

"I have found a way to go back into the past, to erase those things that have helped to hurt Robert."

"Nicole Wallace."

"Yes, among others; his mother, his brother, his nephew, his mentor and you."

"Me?"

The doctor nodded, "you have hurt him most of all."

"I would never…"

The woman put down her pen and got up. She approached Eames until she was face to face with the detective. "You have not given him the love he craves. The love he feels he is unworthy to have, your love. You denied him too long. You've denied yourself."

"You're crazy." Eames said backing up against the door.

"Take the leap of faith. If you care for him as you say you do then do this. It will change your life and his but you must sacrifice something."

"What?"

"This future, your nephew. If you sacrifice this present you can build a new future with your own child, with your own husband. A future that has the partner you love, whole. Will you do that Alexandra Eames? Will you let go of your present and fix your pasts?"

Eames thought about Bobby. The sadness that had etched itself on his face and the way he no longer carried the self-confidence that had made him a formidable opponent in their early years. The stress that horrible woman, Nicole, had put him through.

But most of all she thought about the gun in her face, his gun in her face. The job that he'd kept secret from her to get back to them. The betrayal that wasn't totally gone. She saw all this in a split second and nodded.

The doctor smiled and Eames focused on the one time he had wrapped his arms around her and she him. Then the world went black.