Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha although I wish I did.

When I looked into your eyes I saw what I've never thought I would have seen deep in its depths. I know that you know very well what it is but you choose not to acknowledge it. So tell me why ignore it when I know what you really feel. Why ignore what's really in your heart and I can see right to it? I try to help but you push me away, what have I done to you to deserve this? Grasping him I held him down and looked deep into those amber eyes. I can see the love but he won't let it out. I finally figured out that he no longer needs me here by his side. "Milord I see now that you no longer wish for me to stay here." I get off him and walked away when I heard my name called. "Rin come sit we need to talk." I walked over and sat down across from him and wouldn't look him in the eye. "Rin, I'm going to be getting married, and I want you to respect my mate like you respect me." I was shocked I couldn't understand why now that he chose to tell me. "I understand milord. I'll be on my best to your mate like I am behaving towards you." I slowly got up and walked towards my room I didn't even notice him calling my name to get me to come back. Shutting and locking my door I fell to my knees and cried my eyes out. This is the first time in years that I've done this.

What I didn't expect was Sesshomaru knocking on my door to get me to open. I dried my tears and got up. "Rin open the door we need to talk still." I know I couldn't face him not when I'm like this so I made up an excuse. "Milord I'm tired, please if you would be kind to leave my door I would like to sleep in peace." Just saying that doesn't seem right. It seems to be working as he stopped knocking and walked away. When I know that he was gone I changed into my sleeping kimono and laid in bed just waiting for sleep to take over me. The next day came like a flash. I was under the sakura tree just reading my book when I saw a beautiful demoness walk by and stood right in front of me. "May I help you milady?" She just looked at me with disgust I saw it very clearly in her eyes. "You must be Rin. Sesshomaru-sama was telling me all about you." Right then and there I knew this was the demoness who was to become the lady of the west. "Yes and who might you be milady?" I closed my book and stood up and bowed in respect. "I'm Yumi, soon to become lady of the west." I looked at her and saw what she wanted from milord and I decided it was best to get ready to leave. "It's finally nice to meet you milady, but will you excuse me I would like to return this back to the library." She nodded her head and I can tell already that when she becomes lady of the west I'll be kicked out for good. I walked past her and into the palace heading for the library when Jaken comes around the corner. "Rin you silly child, Sesshomaru-sama is looking for you and is waiting in his study to talk to you." I only nodded and walked to the library to put the book away and continued on to milord's study.

As I got there I heard voices speaking. One belonged to milord and the other I couldn't figure out until I finally found out when milord said her name. "Milord I suggest that you send that human away. She doesn't belong here at all. She will only get in the way between us." I couldn't believe what I'm hearing. "Rin will stay if she wants this is her place to her and if she wants to leave then she will leave I'll not force her." I could feel the tears forming in my eyes and I'm trying hard to not let them fall. "Well when we mate I'll make sure that she's gone from my sites. I can't stand her and I only met her not too long ago." I couldn't hold back my tears anymore as they fell down. I saw Sesshomaru sniffing around and I turned around and bolted as fast I can to my room. When I reached it I slammed the door shut and locked it. I heard thunderous knocks and I couldn't take it I just wanted to be left alone. "Rin come out we need to talk about things." "I'm sorry milord but I'm not feeling well please if you would excuse me for the day." "Rin we need to talk about things that we didn't finish last night now open the door." "Milord please I just want to rest." "Either you open the door and we talk about this or you can miss dinner tonight." "I'll miss dinner now please leave I want to be left alone."

this is my second fanfic so please enjoy.