Chapter 1 – Taking Over

The first day back to school is coming up fast and I'm dreading it, of course! But it is exciting. Unfortunately, I'm practically frantic to find a place or at least someone who needs a roommate. It would suck to move in after school starts but it's becoming hopeless! My sophomore year of college is about to begin and here I am hardly better than a bum. This is the worst feeling ever! But I'm going to keep my hopes up! There is surely somewhere left.

I hurry to the school because they have this ridiculous little bulletin board where everyone tacks up news. And one whole side! I can see it. Roommate needed! I dig through them like treasures! Flipping through a few notes I frantically skim over the summaries but I always have a heart attack when I see the price. These are all way too expensive! All the ones conveniently close to campus seem to be out of my reach. It's becoming hopeless the more I read! I seriously want to cry. Then suddenly there's a pain in my side and I'm laying on the ground. What the hell! Ow… now my butt hurts. Looking up I realize my hand is being taken and I'm on my feet again.

"Hey, I'm sorry. I didn't realize you were behind me."

I'm looking up into the crystal blue eyes of a silver haired boy twice my size. No wonder I'd been flattened, he is covered in muscle. Never-the-less, I can't stop staring. "Oh… um, yea! That's okay, haha." Why can't I look away!? He's completely distracting, making me laugh like I'm nervous.

He glances at me and then at the board, smiling, "Here, I'm sure you're looking for this." He shoves a piece of paper into my hand.

I take it without looking. I'm such an idiot! I can't get my head out of wonderland, "Thanks." My eyes are scanning over his chest in that clingy T-shirt. I'm about to melt. He looks so edible. I bet he tastes like…

"No problem." And he's gone.

It takes me a second to blink. The wind is combing through my brown hair when I notice I had been holding my breath. That or my lungs had frozen. I start breathing again thinking: I wouldn't mind seeing that face again.

Feeling returns to my fingertips and I remember the paper. Lifting it up to my face I nearly have another heart attack. I can't even read it. Roommate wanted! For an extra room in a four bedroom house. Not too pricy. Oh my god, it's a silver haired miracle! Practically dropping my phone as I yank it out of my pocket, my hand shakes as I dial the number on the paper. I don't remember it even ringing when a deep voice answers.

"Hey, this is Leon." The voice calls.

It doesn't sound familiar. Damn… not who I thought it would be. I remember to talk. "Oh, um, I was calling about the extra room."

His voice loses the boredom in it, "Oh. Yea! What year are you?"

That was a strange first question, "I'm a sophomore." I didn't even get to ask for a tour yet.

"Oh good! You can have it. As long as you can pay, it's yours."

My voice breaks, "Really?" This is too good to be true. He assaults my brain with the address and a mental map of the house. Confusing! My room is upstairs on the left. Obviously the empty one with a bed. Then he tells me the names of the two other guys that live there and hangs up. Wait what!? Everything was so quick I didn't have time to remember the names! But more importantly I didn't write down the address! Luckily it's on the paper that cute guy handed me too.

Quickly I dial another number. A girl's voice answers in a questioning tone, "Sora?"

"Kairi! I got a room! I'm not a hobo!" I'm practically crying out of happiness. She screams in my ear in excitement and makes me temporarily deaf for half the conversation too. I walk as I explain the detail of my day to her, including the silver haired hotness part. She is very persistent on details as my feet take me where I want to go. Finally she tells me to come over and we hang up. A moment later I'm knocking on her door.

It flies open and she laughs, "That was fast."

This is really the day I've been waiting for my whole life, moving into my own place. Once she's ready we run out to her car and rush to get my things. The guy I talked to on the phone, now that I can't remember his name, had said I could move in whenever so now is that time! Why can I never remember anyone's name!? Oh well, I'll worry about that later.

Time flashes before my eyes and we jam all my shit into Kairi's car somehow. I don't really have much so it won't take long to unload or unpack. My brain is so busy thinking of what the place might look like that when the car stops moving I realize I missed the entire ride. We park in front of a little blue house that looks perfectly normal on the little block of matching houses. No one would ever assume college kids lived inside each one.

Kairi turns to me with a smile, "Ready?"

Letting out a deep breath I smile back, "Yes. Let's get this done!" We open our doors in unison and step out of the car. I grab a bag from the front seat and look up at the porch as Kairi digs through the back seat. There's a gleam of black and red when suddenly I notice a guy standing nearby. Where did he come from!?

"So you're the new guy." He's tall and thin with tight pants and a muscle hugging shirt. What is with the tight shirts today? He has messy red hair, but his smile is relatively welcoming. "Leon didn't tell us your name or anything, that idiot. Need any help?" Actually his smile kind of looks like he might eat me.

My eyes must be huge because he makes a face at me before I can open my mouth. "Sure, who are you?" I could slap myself for sounding so rude.

Luckily he just laughs, "Axel. My room is on the second floor too."

"Oh, sorry." I try to laugh a little. "I'm Sora." I feel a little better hearing his name, remembering the guy on the phone mentioning it earlier. What'd he call him, Leon? Only one left to find and he has to be in there somewhere. I remember him asking to help and put my mind back on moving, "Sure, grab anything. Thanks a lot."

He grabs a box and the three of us head into the house, Kairi introducing herself without hesitation. I try not to roll my eyes at her enthusiasm. I'm focusing intensely on my every move as I creep up the porch steps and grab the handle of the front door. Opening it, I let them in as I mentally hyperventilate. My head is spinning and all I can focus on is Kairi's jabbering as I follow her up the stairs and through another doorway. I come back to my senses a little when the sunlight brightens inside the little room. Letting myself look around I can't help but smile. It's a nice size everything! Nice size room, nice size closet, nice bed, nice window! Maybe I'm easily pleased but I even love the pale green walls.

Turning around I notice I'm alone! I was so taken with the room that they've gone back to the car and I'm just standing around like an idiot! Hurrying out the door I rush down the stairs and nearly run over a brunette twice my size. Is this 'get run over by sexy guys' day or what?

He grabs me by the shoulders, helping me not fall over. Curse my clumsiness! "I'm sorry! I didn't see you!"

He's really tall too. Why is everyone twice my size and covered in muscle? A black leather jacket hangs open and this silver lion necklace sparkles in my vision. His brown hair is long and unusually silky. "Who are you?" I recognize his voice from the phone.

"I'm-" Am I suppose to have this terrible luck!? He didn't even ask my name on the phone. "I'm Sora. You told me I could have that room upstairs…" I say, hoping he'll remember.

It takes him a minute but something seems to click, "Oh shit! Sorry, yea. I saw Axel bringing stuff in. I hadn't expected you so soon." He laughs when my eyes go wide. "It's okay. It's cool you're here already. Well, go get your shit, I'll see you later and tell you about rent." He walks away and I stumble out the door after Kairi and the redhead shove past again. Is the house full of attractive guys? I guess that's a good thing. At least unpacking will go by fast.

With the three of us, the car empties out within the hour and my room is piled with boxes and weird things I can't live without. Kairi, making some odd excuse, decides to leave after finishing and I find myself in my room to unpack alone. The redhead peeks in a couple times but doesn't seem interested in helping. I wouldn't be either if anyone else could do it for me. Somehow if he had helped he'd probably find the one box I'd be embarrassed for him to unpack. Like my underwear or porn or something. Now I'm more thankful than ever.

I'm not really paying attention to the clock as my room slowly starts to come together. There's some activity downstairs but I'm in my own world as I plug in my TV and set up all my electronic junk. Eventually I move onto the closet, hanging all my clothes when there's a knock on the door.

"Hey, new kid." I turn and come face to face with the silver haired boy from earlier. "Hey…" A smile replaces the smug look that had been there first. "I recognize you." He stops leaning on the frame and actually steps into the room. I forget what my face is doing as he speaks. "I guess you really did need that paper."

"You have no idea." For some reason the words burst out of my mouth. When I realize what I'd said I turn away to hide the fire that ignites on my cheeks. Great… making a fool of myself is always at the top of my list of things to do in front of a super hot guy.

Soft laughter flutters to my ears. "Well, you're pretty moved in already. We're all eating dinner if you wanna come down." I feel his eyes on me.

Wait… dinner? Is it really that late already? "Yea, of course. I'll come down in a minute." I can't bring myself to turn around. I act like I'm fixing my clothes. I probably just look like an idiot.

"Sure." I listen as he walks away, hearing the footsteps disappear down the stairs.

When I'm sure he's gone I smile to myself. It really is a house full of hot guys. He's just the one I was hoping to run into! I throw myself onto the bed, now covered in a dark blue comforter. My face is buried in my pillow as I think my smile can't get any bigger. This really is too good to be true! After a spasm of happiness I sit up with a sigh. I'll never stop smiling at this rate. Time to head downstairs!

Walking into the kitchen, everyone is eating already. An army of Chinese food takes over the counter, several different kinds. Leon and the silver haired one sit at the table with plates piled with food. The redhead, Axel, is leaning against the counter eating out of one of the cartons. I greet them all happily!

They all look at me but Leon is the first to finish chewing and talk. "I'm glad you're so happy, Sora. We need someone interesting to compete with Riku's obnoxious negativity." He stuffs a fork full of noodles into his mouth, receiving a glare but ignoring it.

'Riku! That's his name!' I think absently as I look for plates. They're stashed in a cupboard and I pull one out and start piling on food as Riku scoffs at Leon's comment. He has a snide comeback but I'm too busy marveling over how good the rice looks to hear it. Grabbing a fork off the counter I take my equally large mountain of food to the table. They all fall silent as I open my mouth to eat. Then laughter ignites in the room.

I'm already stuffing my face. "Wah?"

Axel's laughing behind me. "How can such a little guy eat so much food?" He can hardly hold on to his almost empty carton using the counter to keep from falling. Leon snickers but doesn't say a word. Riku is still laughing.

"But I… I have the same as you guys." I look at the plates on the table for a second but decide eating is better and stuff my face again. Soooo delicious.

They all laugh again but don't argue. Maybe they're realizing this is how weird I'll always be from now on. As I eat Leon decides to tell me about the house again. His room is down the hall, past the living room. Riku and Axel have rooms upstairs. Riku's is on the right, almost across from mine. Axel's is at the end of the hall, closest to the bathroom. Something about food. He eats in between fits of talking. I think he's enjoying being able to talk to someone new; obviously this doesn't happen much.

"Leon!" A voice calls from the doorway behind me suddenly and I would have dropped my fork if it hadn't been in my mouth. Turning in surprise, another tall blonde thing of beauty is standing in the kitchen doorway. I'm glad I swallowed my food because I would have been spitting it out. He strides in with no shirt on, obviously no cares in the world. Has he been here the whole time?

Leon looks up, but doesn't seem surprised at all as the other man comes in and, leaning forward, kisses him on the lips. Expecting it, the brunette lifts his chin to meet his lips.

Ooooookaaaaay. Who is this!? I think my heart melted a little. I soooo want to do that. Why don't I have a boyfriend…

Leon notices my expression. "Sora, this is Cloud. My boyfriend." A nice little title to add onto the already unearthly name. He seems proud to say it. "Don't be surprised to see him, he's always here."

The blonde interrupts him. "Come on, hurry up!" He's crawling out of his skin with impatience. Is that normal? I look over at Riku, who's still eating. Must be normal. Axel doesn't seem bothered either as he continues to eat as if nothing happened.

"I'm eating." The brunette makes a face.

"Your plates empty now." The blonde makes the same face back at him.

This just brings on a smile and he stands, grabbing his plate and putting it in the sink. He doesn't say anything as he follows the blonde out of the kitchen. I guess they head in the general direction of his room. Not only do I live with sexy guys… they have boyfriends?

I look at the other two as Axel slides into Leon's seat. He seems to notice the longing look on my face which draws Riku's attention towards me before I can remove the expression.

"Leon's the only one with a boyfriend…" His silver hair is half hiding his face, but it sounds like he's a little sad about it.

I turn to Axel just as he leans close to me. "You wanna be mine?"

My eyes go wide again but before I can say anything Riku slams his hands on the table and is on his feet. We both look at him in surprise. The expression he gives back to us is like he surprised himself too. He clears his throat. "I'm done eating. I'm going upstairs."

I shove the last of my food in my mouth. "Me too!"

The larger man nonchalantly takes my plate from me and puts it with his in the sink. "Axel's got dishes." It's a statement, but he doesn't seem to care to reason why.

"What the fuck!?" Axel's on his feet now too, but I'm already hurrying after Riku up the stairs. I can't help but wonder how often that happens.

When we're upstairs I nearly walk passed my door, thinking too hard about following Riku, but he stops and I ran into his back. I'm rubbing my nose as he turns around. Am I proving myself to be an idiot or what?

His hands fall heavily onto my shoulders. "It's cool you're here now." And then he turns around, stomps down the hall, and slams his door.

It leaves me confused and blinking in the hallway, alone. That was an odd situation. I go over it again in my head as I walk into my room and close the door. Is there something I'm missing? I can't tell. Well, back to unpacking!

The sun is shining on my face. I really need to put up curtains…

The sun! My eyes shoot open and I wake up in a pile of junk on my bed. I fell asleep after unpacking everything! So stupid! Good thing school hasn't started yet because I would have been so late. I let myself sigh my worries away for today.

I'm laying on my bed in my room. My room. I finally have a place and all I need to do is finish cleaning up. That's my responsibility for the day. And maybe go buy some curtains.

A loud bang echoes outside in the hallway and I know I'm really awake now. What was that!? I wait for another sound but nothing happens. It's quiet again. Am I going crazy? Getting up I grab some clothes, deciding to use the shower as an excuse to see what happened. Shyly opening the door I peek out. No one's there. Opening the door wider I step out into the hall. Still, no one. The bathroom is close enough to my room but I look around as I go, trying to remember if anything seems different than the day before. What was that noise!? It's driving me crazy!

I open the bathroom door and walk in before I notice someone's already in there. My hand's glued to the doorknob as I come face to face with Riku again! He's bare chested and has a hand in his hair. The button of his pants is already undone and I can see his black briefs, his leather belt on the sink. I open my mouth as he realizes I just barged in on him. Am I thankful he's not naked or disappointed?

Everything happens so quickly it takes a moment to register. Hands are on me. He covers my mouth because I think I'm about to scream in embarrassment, but that obviously doesn't happen. I'm jerked into the bathroom, my hand flying away from the handle as it slams behind me and my back crashes against the door. A strong hand holds me it as the other finally let my mouth breathe. Not that I can breathe very well with him standing so close to me. Can he tell? He doesn't seem to be breathing right either.

"I'm sorry…" Seemingly confused he backs up. "I don't know why I did that…"

I can't say anything. It's not like I know why he grabbed me either. All I can do is stare at him.

"Sorry. You need to take a shower. I can take one after you." He grabs his belt and pulls me forward, away from the door. "Sorry about that." And he's gone again, out the door with it closing behind him.

Okay. I need to sit down before my head explodes. Did that just happen? I go to sit on the edge of the bathtub and practically fall in! Thankfully I catch myself on the curtain without ripping it off the wall. Reaching under me I pull out some cloth realizing it's a shirt. He forgot his shirt? Was he trying to leave so fast he couldn't even remember his clothes? What just happened!?

I take a few deep breaths, trying to decide what to do. He probably needs this shirt. Surely he has tons of other shirts. But maybe he wants to especially wear this one today! Wouldn't the nice thing be to give it to him? Honestly the damn shirt is just an excuse to see him. But what if I knock on the door and he grabs me again. Ah! My brain is overloading. Somehow I gather the courage and decide to give it to him. Another deep breath and I stand up, opening the bathroom door.

I gasp when Riku is standing just beyond the threshold with his hand up, about to knock. He's still shirtless and all I can do is stare in shock. Why is he always scaring the shit out of me?! And so… shirtless… and hot.

He has to make the first move as he puts his hand down. "Sorry, I came to get my shirt."

Nodding I hold it out for him to take without saying a word. Awkward moment. He takes it without speaking either and we try not to look at each other. I close the door as soon as he turns to walk away.

I wish I wasn't always so embarrassed! If I was brave I could be making out with him already but instead I'm slamming doors on him and making him feel awkward. Or am I the only one feeling weird? Great way to start out. And all I was trying to do was figure out what that stupid noise was!

And now he's waiting on me to take a shower! I am such an idiot! I turn the water on and it warms up pretty quick. I throw off my clothes and try to shower as fast as I can, hoping he won't get irritated having to wait. When I'm done I turn the water off and jump into my towel. At least I didn't forget that because I definitely left my brain in my room. Opening the door slowly, no one is in the hall, so I rush to my room before anyone can catch me, slamming the door.

What a ridiculous way to start my first real day of living here. I reflect on all the stupid things I've already done as I get dressed. Sighing, my stomach is growling, transforming into the breakfast beast that hasn't been fed. I give into hunger and leave my room to go get some food. Seriously, when am I not hungry?

Somehow I haven't noticed how nice the hall and stairs looks since the day before. It has that tan/brown color carpet that every house has but it looks really nice. Don't guy's houses always look messy and cluttered? Guess it's different with these guys.

Walking into the kitchen, today it's empty. There are bagels on the counter and my stomach agrees that sounds pretty good. Looking in the fridge for some cream cheese I hear more noises coming from down the hall. A blush comes over my cheeks as I realize it's voices I'm hearing. Should I be able to hear them all the way in the kitchen? It's definitely Cloud because Leon's voice is much deeper. Ah! What the hell! Am I listening to them having sex right now!? It's embarrassing just knowing my brain is able to tell them apart!

I toast my bagel with an excessive amount of whistling and butter it with cream cheese, running upstairs as soon as the knife is in the sink. I'll come back down and clean that later. Eating on my way up, for once I notice Axel coming down the stairs and I do NOT run into him, which saves my bagel from getting everywhere.

He smiles at me as I nod, pushing past him. I think he turns back to ask something but I've already run into my room too fast. I don't hear his voice chasing after me so I don't bother waiting to close the door.

It's like a war zone in this house! I have to dodge all these guys and there are always crazy noises coming from everywhere! Already there's a knock on my door and I choke on my bagel. I fall to my knees and they let themselves in as I smack my chest. A hand is on my back and someone's kneeling beside me as I swallow the piece of deadly food. Another eventful situation. Even the food in this house is dangerous!

"Are you okay?"

I turn to meet those crystal blue eyes. He came in my room to help me stop choking. That's so nice! I try not to let my imagination get too carried away. "Yea, I'm okay. My bagel just tried to kill me."

He stands up as I do but I still catch the snicker he tries to hide. "Why are you eating up here anyways?"

My face catches on fire again. Do I really have to say this out loud for him to know why? It's too embarrassing! He seems to notice.

His cheeks turn a little red. "Leon and Cloud, huh?"

There's a moment of silence; it's time to change the subject, even if it's obvious I'm trying. "What did you need?"

He seems happy to change the subject but hesitates to answer at the same time. "I was just…" He doesn't finish his sentence.

"You were just?" I realize suddenly how close we are and blush. Turning away again, I hope he doesn't notice, but he's swallowing the knot in his throat which tells me otherwise. This is so ridiculous. I move away and try again. "Um, what do you think of my room? Pretty unpacked already?" I laugh and sit on my bed.

"Yea, it looks great. It's nice to have someone in here now." He clears his throat and closes the door slowly, leaning against it. "Yea… I just wanted to… apologize about Axel yesterday. At dinner I mean."

"What?" I didn't see that coming at all.

"And I guess about me freaking out. That was… I dunno. I surprised myself." He's looking at the floor. Is he embarrassed? I can't help but be attracted to this side of him too.

His embarrassment is actually giving me a little courage, but I know my cheeks are getting red already. "That's okay." I decide it's too blunt to ask why he freaked out. I can't do it! I don't know what he'll say so I don't want to ask. "I really should thank you anyways. You saved my life giving me that paper yesterday." I was going to tell him eventually so might as well do it now.

He looks up and smiles. Oh that really won him over. I want to pat myself on the back but I'll wait until he leaves to do that. There's a twinkle in his eye now. "Awesome. You seemed like you were lost. I probably owe you a lot though because I practically ran you over that day. Sorry."

A fit of laughter leaps from my mouth before I can stop. "I never watch what I'm doing so it was probably my fault! That's okay." Wow, I'm finding it weirdly easy to talk to him all of a sudden.

We laugh for a few minutes as he crosses the room and sits next to me. As the laughter dies again I look at him and meet his eyes without meaning to.

"I'm sorry…" He pauses, but he isn't about to stop this time. "…that I grabbed you this morning."

Now I'm the one swallowing the knot in my throat. What am I suppose to say? I'm a broken record with 'it's okay'. What else is there to say? "It was my fault for not knocking. I'm sorry I surprised you." It's becoming an apology-fest.

He's shaking his head, but he's smiling. There's something he wants to say but I don't know what. When he looks at me again it seems like he was going to tell me. "Sora… I've only known you a couple days really… but I feel like I've known you forever. It's weird."

I laugh a little, but I'm not sure what to think. "That's good though."

"You don't think it's weird?" His eyes are boring into me and I can feel my cheeks starting to burn. Why is his gaze so intense?

I resist the urge to blush as best I can. "It's not weird. Is there… something else you wanted to tell me? Like," He makes me act more courageous than I feel, "Why you freaked out at the table?" My cheeks are on fire now and I have to look away from those eyes that see inside me.

This time he looks away too.

"Hey, Sora?" There's another knock on the door. Why is everyone knocking on my door today!? The day just started! It's Axel's voice this time.

"What the fuck." Riku whispers under his breath, standing up.

I look at him with large eyes! He said it like there was some underlying secret. "What?"

"Fucking Axel wants you. But he's not gonna get you."

"What? Why?" This is happening way too fast.

"Because I want you." He's too angry to realize he just gave away his secret to the one person he wasn't suppose to tell yet.

I'm about to pass out because my face was so hot and red. What kind of confession is this? I watch him as he walks over to the door and opens it. All I can do is watch. I can't even hear him as he talks to Axel. They're arguing maybe… until my hearing comes back.

"Yea right, prove it." Axel scoffs in disbelief.

Oh god, what's about to happen!?

Riku doesn't say anything, but he opens the door all the way so Axel can shove his way in too. They both walk over to me, Axel a few paces behind. And suddenly Riku's hand is on my cheek and he's leaning down until I gasp as his lips are on mine. My whole body is melting as I feel his weight sink onto the bed next to me and I start to kiss him back. My hands are in my lap but I feel them moving like they have a mind of their own, wrapping around his neck. I never imagined it would be like this so soon. His lips are moving against mine still. Did he mean for it to be like this? I think Axel left the room after a jealous scoff and the door may have closed but I'm not really paying attention. I feel Riku finally pull away and I bite my lip to calm myself down. My heart is racing because I responded so quickly, like I want to gobble him up.

My vision is blurry and all I can see are his feet and hardly any of his legs. My neck must be broken because I can't bring myself to look up and see what expression is on his face. Somewhere inside I'm afraid it might not be an expression I'll want to see… but he's the one who kissed me first. Somehow I find my voice and I don't even know how I get the words out of my mouth I'm so embarrassed. "You want me?"

I feel his hand on my chin again and it forces me to look up at him. Our eyes meet for the hundredth time, but his gaze is different. This is definitely a face I wouldn't mind always seeing. "Yes," hardly leaves his lips. His breath is shaking but he's leaning forward again whispering, "Yes," a second time until I feel the light touch of his lips again.

I think maybe I'm whispering the same thing but his other hand is on my shoulder, pushing me back slowly, so I don't notice. I close my eyes as I'm pushed onto my back and I feel him crawl on top of me, his lips beginning to move on mine again. It's so warm and sweet. I can taste the flavor of him in our kiss and I memorize the feeling of his lips. His fingers brush against my chest through my shirt and the fabric almost tickles, but the pleasure spreading like fire make me ignore it. My arms are snaking around his neck until I feel the silk texture of his hair on my fingers. So soft and cool, not hot like his mouth, and warm and teasing like the hand that's on my stomach. I feel his tongue against my lips suddenly and I open my mouth only a little, the tip of my tongue feeling the moisture of his. My breath catches when the heaviness of his hips weigh down on mine and the wandering hand finds its way to my pants, threatening at the edge of my boxers. My cheeks hurt with embarrassment as I shrink away from the kiss. His lips linger as he must have noticed me stiffen beneath him. The silence is so loud.

I open my eyes when I feel him pull away a little and he's staring at me. I can't place the look he's giving me… is it good or bad!?

After a moment he completely pulls away, getting off the bed and clearing his throat. "I'm sorry… this is too much, isn't it?"

I can't answer. All I seem to do is frown at him in apology.

He laughs a little. "I'm sorry. I'll go. You probably need some time… I kind of attacked you." Smiling, he walks towards the door throwing, "see you later," over his shoulder as he leaves.

What am I suppose to doooooooo!? Well, I know what my body decided to do… sit and stare at nothing! Thinking about nothing except when little flashes of Riku pop in and I shake them out. What even happened!? I try to think back.

We were just talking. Well maybe… sort of. And then Axel knocked and suddenly Riku was on top of me! And then suddenly he was gone! Again! Why didn't I stop him!? My mouth was broken! Needless to say I enjoyed the feeling of everything, even if it was happening too fast. But thinking about it now is worse! Think about what!? Did he want me to think about something specific? It sounded kind of like that's what he was hinting at. Was my body's obvious response too confusing or something? Okay, driving myself crazy thinking too hard is dumb. But what am I suppose to do!

Trying not to hyperventilate I think about how it felt. It felt… amazing! It felt like something I want every second of every day. Wait… what does that mean? Does that mean… I like him! Well I thought he was hot the first time I saw him. And he has beautiful eyes. And an amazing body. Is that something someone normally notices if they meet someone for the first time? Does… does that mean… I'm in love with him!? I'm freaking myself out!

If it's something ridiculous like that then I have to ask Riku how he feels too. Maybe it's a little soon but he's the one who practically jumped me. Well, not 'practically' but 'literally'. OKAY! It's decided. I'll go to his room and ask what the hell just happened!

With a gulp I try to gather my courage. It not working quickly enough because even crossing the room my nerves die down and my hand shakes as I pull the door open and walk out. My breath is trembling as I walk down the hall. Nothing is really happening but I feel like I'm suddenly in a horror film and the hall is getting endlessly longer. Unfortunately the endless hallway comes to a sudden stop and I'm standing practically eating the door I'm so close to it. I raise my hand but don't move for who knows how long.

I have to do this before… before he opens the door and runs me over! It would look so stupid if he found me standing here like this. My hand, now a small fist, flings forward and creates the tiniest knock I can spare. I wait with shaking breath.

Nothing happens.

Did he maybe not hear me? I knock again, a little louder. Still no one answers. I lean forward and put my ear against the painted wood. "Riku?" It doesn't sound like he's in there at all, unless he's asleep. How long had I been thinking in my room? Might as well destroy my courage while he isn't here. I open the door.

His room is a cool grey color with grey carpet and an array of strange things. He, on the other hand, isn't anywhere in this room. I step in and leave the door cracked. Walking a little ways in I look over at the bed. It would have been embarrassing if he had been in here and I'd opened the door. On the other hand I probably wouldn't have had the courage if I thought he really would be in here. I think for a few more minutes about what I want to say before deciding to come back another time. My courage is nonexistent now but I'm not shaking anymore. Maybe I'm a little disappointed. Oh well, time to leave before I got caught.

I turn around and the door is open. My heart falls to the floor when I look up into Riku's face, completely surprised to find me standing in the middle of his room. Obviously now he knows the culprit behind the open door. How could I think I'd sneak out even for a second! I'm the worst sneak in the world! Curse myself for forgetting!

A smile suddenly crosses his lips. "You must have been looking for me." He seems to be telling himself this, not really talking to me at all. His eyes are looking over me like hungry lions and I feel my face flush a little. I've blushed more today than I have in my whole life.

"Riku." He's blocking the doorway, no escape. I might as well go for it! Maybe courage is more like blatant stupidity right about now. "Do you like me?"

He snickers and begins to walk towards me. I thought he'd attack again but he walks past me and sits on the bed. "Isn't that answer obvious?"

I'm more red in the face; I can feel the heat! "I, um…" I try to get a hold of my mouth before I start stuttering. "I wanted to hear you say it." I don't turn to look at him, too embarrassed.

The sound of shifting fabric whispers in my ears until I feel his breath there too, "Sora." I can feel him right behind me even though he isn't touching me… yet. "I like you. I wouldn't have kissed you otherwise."

I'm already second guessing myself. "But why?" Ah shut up mouth! I can't stop myself. "You just met me. How could you like me?"

I'm not sure if he knows I'm feeling insecure or not but he turns me around. "I just know. I don't need a reason." His voice is so honest, no doubt in it at all. He begins to lean forward and I snap my eyes shut. His lips touch my forehead momentarily before disappearing. "Tell me and I'll back off if you want."

I open my eyes and he's laying on the bed. "No, I didn't mean it like that." Me and my big mouth, he's starting to think I don't like him because I'm freaking out so bad. I'm having an internal fight with my own morality. There's a childish side of me that's embarrassed about being seduced. On the other hand there's a part of me that wants to tear his clothes off and jump him.

He seems to understand and smiles. "You have to make the first move then. You already know how I feel. Now show me how you feel."

I'm so shocked my mouth almost falls open. He's completely serious and puts his arms behind his head like he's just watching TV. Well, his TV is definitely not on. There's a lot of bravery I'm supposed to be committing to today, how did that end up happening? Slowly I crawl onto the bed. He turns to watch me as I crawl up next to him. I think for a second if I should copy what he did in my room and pull myself on top of him, my legs straddling his waist. "I really like you too." I begin to lean down but it must be too slow because his hands snake up on my jaw line and he jerks me forward against his mouth.

"Riku, do you still have my CD." There is no knock at the door because the voice interrupting us is loud and clear. I don't even want to turn and look at Axel's face. All I can think to do is burry my face in Riku's shoulder.

He sits up suddenly, sighing in frustration, his arms holding me against his chest. "What the fuck Axel. When'd you forget how to knock?"

His voice gets defensive. "How was I suppose to know you guys would be in here making out!?" He slams the door and stomps away down the hall.

Did that just happen again!?

"Sorry Sora." Picking me up as if I weigh nothing, Riku helps me to my feet. "You should go back to your room. I'll talk to Axel."

"Talk to him? About what?" Surprisingly I've already forgotten about that moment of complete embarrassment. As if we've always been this intimate he wraps his hands around my waist and kisses me on the forehead. "What was that for?"

"Sora." He smiles down at me with those deep piercing crystal eyes. "I want you to be mine. I'm not going to give you to Axel. I'm gonna tell him to back off." Leaning in he suddenly kisses me again, for the second time I feel his warm tongue push into my mouth, sliding across my tongue, sucking the breath out of me. "Go finish your room." Suddenly he's gone again, leaving the door open for me.

I fall back into a sitting position on the bed. How does this keep happening…?

Wandering around the store with Kairi I'm in the middle of telling her about my day with a bizarre amount of exaggeration. "How did this already happen!?" I'm practically pulling out my hair trying to understand how this all adds up.

We're in the middle of the curtain isle and Kairi's staring at me. "All I asked was… do you like the blue or purple better?" She raises an eyebrow at me, holding a box of each color and ends up putting them both down. "Sora... You like this guy and he likes you too. What's the problem?"

I hug the shelves nearby. "You make it sound so simple! But I just met him and we've already made out and he practically…"

She shoves a box in my hands. "Shut up. You're acting like such a girl today." Walking away she forces me to chase after her.

"Kairi!" I chase her down the aisle. "Then what would you do?" I glance at the box and notice thick blue curtains. I nod at the good choice. It fits my personality. "Wait! I have to grab another box!" I turn around and run off, hoping she'll follow me.

Thankfully she does… after a few moments. "You're living in a house of hot guys. This isn't exactly a difficult choice, is it?" She looks at me like I'm an idiot. "He likes you… what his name?"

"Riku." I say idly as I look for a matching curtain.

"Riku… right." She shakes her head. "Anyways… You live in a house full of hot guys. And one of them likes you. So what's the problem? He wants to have crazy sex and take advantage of you, and you're embarrassed? I thought that's what you wanted?" I practically choke on my own saliva. She ignores it. "You've been dreaming about having a hot boyfriend right? So why don't you take control and fuck his brains out!?" She holds a fist of triumph in the air. "What happened to I haven't had sex in blah blah number of months Sora?"

The outburst scares away some people within hearing distance. "Keep your voice down, what's wrong with you?" This time I shake my head. "Anyways… I can't just jump his bones. I just met him." Then again… does that really matter? Finally I grab a matching dark blue curtain. "Not that it's ever stopped me before."

"How many windows do you have in your room?" She asks.

"One."

"Does it have a curtain rod?"

I glance at her with a raised eyebrow. "I… don't remember. Yes?"

She glares at me. "Don't say yes like you're asking me a question. Just get a curtain rod in case you're an idiot." She knows me pretty well so I can't really argue. I grab one that looks decent and follow her to whatever it is she's shopping for. She's the one with a car so it's not like I can complain since she brought me to the store in the first place. We're looking at shampoo when she looks at me. "What about that redhead. Does he have a girlfriend? He was really cute."

There's no doubt she asking because she's interested. Considering he was interested in me I doubt he'd go for girls. "I'd say forget about him. I think he's gay too so you don't have much of a chance."

She makes an annoyed sound. "That's unfair. Everyone you live with is smoking hot and they all like guys? You must be loving that." She sounds so jealous but I really can't say much this time. "Don't get me wrong Sora. You've had some cute boyfriends but these guys…" She makes a face like she's about to orgasm. "So hot. I hope you eat them up."

"Okay." I'm on the verge of concern. "Calm down. School will start pretty soon so you'll meet tons of cute guys." She glances at me like she's blaming me for all this. "They won't all be gay. It's not my fault, stop looking at me like that." For the rest of the shopping trip we continue to make faces at each other. When it's time to check out I still buy her things like I always have. The clerk always thinks she's my girlfriend which makes her cry inside a little more.

When she drops me off she practically kicks me out of the car and leaves. "How could this be my fault?" I yell after her as she drives off. I know she heard me because the windows were open but I still shake my head. Oh well. Heading inside I go straight to my room to put up my new curtains… otherwise I might never do it. DAMN! She was right about that stupid curtain rod… spitefully I set it all up. It doesn't take long to drive in a few screws and hang the curtains. I'm stepping back to look over my work when a voice catches my attention.

"Looks nice." I left the door open so when I turn I'm not surprised to see Leon standing in the doorway. "You're getting settled in then?"

With a smile I nod. "Yes. I think I'm done unpacking." I try not to say anything awkward about them having sex this morning. "Oh. I meant to ask you. Did you make a key for me yet?" The door is always unlocked so it's not like it matters but it doesn't hurt to ask. That also holds off the silence.

"Oh! Right." He laughs like he was thinking about it all along. "Actually I have one. Let me go grab it." He walks away but appears in the doorway a second later. "If you come with me I can tell you about rent."

Is he a bit scatter-brained sometimes or is that just me? Maybe he's just happy from the sex. "Sure." As if I could talk. So I follow him downstairs and he explains everything about rent and house-keeping. Who does dishes on what day and when we trade off taking out the trash. Oddly enough he knows Riku cons Axel into doing the dishes all the time but trades him other things, though he doesn't say what. When we get to his bedroom I hover in the doorway. His room is… messy… I try not to stare. He looks at me. "You can come in."

Are you sure? I might get eaten by all this crud. I laugh. "That's okay." He continues to talk while he digs for a key. Eventually he comes back to the doorway and hands a silver key to me. "Thanks." I can't stop looking at his room. It's just so… dirty. The blankets and pillows from the bed are on the floor and everything that might have lived on the desk seems to have been thrown off as well. He notices my gaze. Why am I always so obvious!?

I blush bright red when he smiles at me. "It's a bit messy right now. It's usually clean but when Cloud comes over and we have sex I tend to throw everything everywhere." He's so unembarrassed that it embarrasses me.

"Oh." Escapes my mouth before I can stop myself. Why did I say anything! Now he's going to assume I want to talk about it.

"Does it bother you?" He asks.

Honestly that's not the reaction I expected. "I'm sorry?"

"I could have told you on the phone I guess. Are you straight?" Is it normal for people to be this forward and completely unconcerned? It's intimidating.

I just stare at him. Why won't you work mouth!? "…no... I…"

"Obviously you know now. I'm sure you heard earlier considering you're up now. He's not exactly quiet." He shrugs.

"You mean Cloud?" I could just slap myself. Shut up!

"Of course. His voice isn't as deep as mine."

Why did I have to actually notice that? I want to cry. "Sure. Sure. I'm gonna go back upstairs now." I try to focus on the rent part of the conversation and not the awkward sex part. He doesn't say anything as he watches me go. I head upstairs to my room. After writing down when rent is due I lay on my bed and think. This day is seriously lasting forever… or is that just me…

So Leon is basically the property owner. From what I can tell so far he isn't in school anymore. I'm the youngest of the four… and I think Riku and Axel are both in school still… and a year older than me. Or is it two years? I should just ask. Still it's better having a place to live than no place at all, right? Especially living across the hall from Riku.

I set up my speakers for my computer and remember I didn't ask Leon about internet. As my computer starts I realize I don't even have a password for the internet either and know I have to go ask now rather than later. Maybe it would be easier if I asked Riku? Without thinking, I head to his room and knock on the door. He doesn't answer, even after the second knock. Maybe he's out this time.

I hear footsteps at the stairs and turn, hoping it's him. A mess of red hair comes into my vision and I realize it's Axel. He greets me with a smile like usual. The general awkward feeling of him barging in has basically dispersed.

He gives me a look as he approaches, noticing I'm in front of Riku's door. "He's out still. He gave me an earful because of you." He softens when I look guilty. "Did you need something?"

"Actually yes." It's dumb of me to be embarrassed. I'm asking a simple question. "I just needed the internet password."

He smiles. "Right. Let me write it down for you. You have some paper?"

"Sure, in my room." I lead the way back to my room and he follows me in, leaving the door open. Walking over to my desk I pull out a piece of paper and grab a pen for him. He glances around before scribbling it down. "Thanks. That's really helpful of you."

He shrugs. "It's just a password. You live here now so anyone could have told you." He heads towards the door. His attitude has completely changed towards me. What exactly did Riku say to him?

"Axel." I call after him and he stops.

"Yes?" He's leaning against the doorframe.

It's a simple question… so why do I feel weird asking. "How old are you?"

He smirks at me with that little grin. I can't say he's not attractive, but Riku is more my type. "The same age as Riku… or hasn't he told you?"

"…I… haven't asked…" I stare awkwardly. "Are you angry or something?"

He actually sighs and shakes his head. Walking back into the room he sits on my bed. "It's not you… sorry. I'm just pissed at Riku. Ask me the question again."

I raise an eyebrow, still standing at my desk. "How… old are you?"

He looks up at me and I'm a little startled by the intensity of his eyes. "I'm 22. The same age as Riku but I'm a year behind because I started later than him. That's what you're asking, right?"

I wrinkle my eyebrows. Why does he seem so upset just telling me something so simple? "I guess… yes." I look at him but he's just staring at his hands. "Are you okay?"

He grunts a laugh. "Yea. I'm fine." Standing up he looks at me with piercing eyes. "Look. I don't want to not be friends with you just because of Riku. So," That cocky smile returns to his face. "If you have any friends that are looking for a hot redhead, send them my way." He winks at me and heads towards the door.

"Wait! Axel!" I yell before I know what I'm even asking.

"Yes?" He turns around.

I've already stepped towards him without thinking. "Uh…" I smile and then Kairi pops into my head. "Do you… ever swing both ways?"

He immediately gets what I'm asking. I'm endlessly thankful he doesn't get mad. "You mean guys and girls? It depends on my taste… did you have someone in mind?" Now I have his full attention.

Somehow he ends up back in my room and I talk to him about Kairi for a half hour. By the end I almost feel like he wants to ask her out.

He heads out the door for real. "Bring her around some time so I can meet her. I can't say helping you move in let us talk much…" He shrugs and says his goodbyes before disappearing into his room.

Closing my own door I continue to organize my room until I get tired and lay down on my bed which takes me into unconsciousness.

"Sora." I feel a heavy hand rubbing my back. "Are you hungry?" The voice beckoning so familiar… I feel gentle fingers brushing my hair out of my face. "Sora?"

"Mmm." As if I can't control my body I turn over and feel the hand on my cheek. Then I feel a soft touch on my lips and I open my eyes. At first my vision is blurred by the bright light but it focuses on the beautiful crystal blue eyes becoming so familiar. "Riku?"

"You fell asleep. Did you want to eat something?" He helps me sit up, still a little out of it.

I sigh heavily, still sleepy. "I dunno if I want anything. I'm still sleepy."

He keeps me from falling back onto the bed. "At least change out of your jeans. Let me help you." Somehow I sit up while he closes the door. When he crawls back onto the bed he begins to take off my shirt and I lift up my arms to help. I take a deep breath of relief and shiver at the cool air as he tosses my shirt aside. His fingers tickle my stomach and I fall onto my back as I laugh.

He unbuttons my pants. "Are you trying to take advantage of me?"

He stops suddenly. "I hadn't planned on it just now. Why?"

Feeling a little more awake I push past his fingers, popping the button open and unzipping my pants. "Well, I had a talk with my friend today. I was feeling a little confused."

"Oh?" He just watches me as I get out of bed on my own. I can feel his eyes on me as I walk to the closet.

"Yes." I slide my jeans down and don't even think about it as he watches me grab my shorts. I realize I shouldn't just pull off my boxers and slide my shorts on overtop… temporarily. "She said I should..." I suck in all the oxygen I can.

He just stares at me. "You should what?"

Damn, now I'm wide awake so I can't avoid this. "Let's go down for some food." I try to pretend I don't remember the sentence I was in the middle of saying.

Riku grabs my wrist before I can even head towards the door. "Don't be embarrassed. Just tell me the truth." Sometime he talks to me like we've been together for years.

His voice soothes me in a way that's never given me such confidence before. "She said I should fuck your brains out." I try to swallow the knot in my throat but it would rather kill me.

I watch nervously as he bites his lip. There's a gleam in his eye that I haven't seen since I made out with him earlier. Hell… that wasn't long ago. "Do you have lube in here?"

I stare at him. "What?"

He looks at me in complete seriousness. "If you don't, I have some in my room." I think he's waiting for an answer.

Actually… I'm sure he is. Well, shit… "Food first?"

He just smirks. "Alright… go down and eat. Come to my room when you're done." In the silence he stands up and walks towards me. With a rough hand he grabs my ass before leaving. I can hear his door slam. Oh shit… I'm going to die of bashfulness. For some reason I grab my phone and text Kairi before heading downstairs, grabbing a shirt and pulling it on as I walk down. My phone instantly beeps. I open it to read the text.

Are you an idiot?

I glare at the tiny screen. Like a zombie I go through the kitchen, still texting questions but she keeps texting me back unhelpful advice. Like Just go rip off his clothes!

I eat everything before realizing what's on my plate. Cloud and Leon are at the table beside me watching me text furiously.

The brunette finishes a bite. "Are you alright?" Cloud is just watching.

I swallow the bite I'm chewing. "Did you cook?" They both nod so I'm guessing it's a couple effort. "It's delicious." I smile my genuine smile. They seem flattered and that takes care of the curiosity problem. When I finish and head back upstairs I decide to call.

She answers right away. "Sora… what's keeping you from doing this?"

I sit in the middle of the hallway with a confused face. "I don't know."

"You've been talking about it all day." Her voice calls. "Obviously you want to." There's a long pause. "Is he not what you expected?"

I scoff at her. "No way. That's not it at all."

"Not hot enough?"

"Hell no, super hot." I try not to talk too loud in case he can hear me.

"Is he too small?" She asks.

"What?" I stammer. "No! I haven't even seen it! And… no, not from what I felt earlier… definitely no." Now I'm getting nervous again.

"Dammit Sora! Then what 's the problem!?" She pauses again. "You felt it?"

"Be quiet. It's just been awhile." I finally admit.

She sighs loudly to make sure I can hear. "So tell him that and he'll treat you nice. Sora, you're such a girl sometimes. And I'm saying this as a girl."

I frown at the phone. "Okay! …you're so unhelpful sometimes…"

"You're welcome." I can hear her smiling through the phone.

I wrinkle my nose. "Thanks."

"Bye Bye. Tell me all the details tomorrow." She hangs up.

Standing up, I gather my courage. I make a quick stop in my room to drop off my phone before heading towards Riku's bedroom. Why am I so nervous? It has been a while but he's ridiculously hot and I practically fell in love with him when I saw him. What the hell… why not. My nervousness melts away as I knock on the door.

A moment later the door opens and Riku is standing there, inviting me in with that dreamy voice of his. I step inside and he shuts the door. Just as I'm about to ask him to lock it I watch him do so. I let out a sigh with a little smile and he smirks at me. "So we don't get interrupted again."

I just nod. We walk slowly towards his bed and he pulls my shirt off. I look up at him. "May I?"

He just smiles. I could just die every time I see that sexy smile. "Whatever you like." He helps me remove his shirt and he tosses it aside as I unbutton his pants. When I unzip them I quickly move to grab mine. Suddenly his hand is on my chin, pulling me up into a kiss. It nearly takes my breath away. He picks me up and sets me down on the bed.

In a small panic I look at him as he pulls his jeans off. "It's been a while… for me…"

He tosses his jeans to the floor, looking at me with the same gentle eyes. "I understand." He leans down to leave kisses on my stomach as he slides my shorts down. I'm not even naked yet and his lips already feel this good. My pants are suddenly on the floor beside his. He crawls up to kiss my lips, practically burying me beneath him for a long moment before pulling away. "Sora. Can you move up to the pillow?"

"Sure." I slide up the bed so we're both all the way on and my feet aren't hanging over anymore. It's a good suggestion in my opinion.

His fingers play at the edge of my boxers for a second before he looks up at me. "Is it alright?"

He's being almost too generous. I can't help but smile. "Of course." He slowly removes my boxers and suddenly I feel his hot mouth on me. I clench my teeth in surprise as he swallows the length of my arousal, his hand caressing me at the same time. I burry my hands in his long hair as he sucks on me. This is almost too much too soon. I nearly whimper as he pulls away and the warmth of his mouth is gone. I'm sure he can tell because he's smiling in that perverted way. Moving away for a moment he opens the drawer of his side table and pulls out lube. Of course it's in the side table. He squirts a little on one hand and begins to run it over me, moving down to my ass. One finger rubs against my opening and I moan at the feeling. He drops the bottle on the bed for later and leans in to kiss me again. I answer by sucking on his bottom lip as he rubs on me, already pushing one finger inside. "Are you sure it's been a while. It feels like you want me."

Even my ears are bright red by now. "I can't help it," somehow comes out of my mouth in little gasps. "Your mouth feels so good."

His smiling lips move down to suck on my nipples one at a time, his free hand slowly rubbing my cock. So much stimulation… I don't know which one feels better, the lips teasing my nipples one after another, the strong hand giving me attention, or the second finger pushing inside me. Maybe I was a little hungry for a good fuck. He teases me for a while longer and when the third finger begins to feel good and I'm whimpering a little louder than usual I ask him to stop.

"Can I play with you for a little while?" I ask and he melts, rewarding me with another sexy smile. It's impossible to resist those bedroom eyes.

He helps me turn over as he lays on his back in my spot. He also helps himself out of his black sexy briefs, giving me a clear view of his erection. He's bigger than I thought, but I only think that inside as I lick my lips and let my hands play. He grabs the headboard above him as I spread his legs, moving in to let my tongue run across his length. He sighs at the warm sensation. He's so hard I'm sure it's been a while for him too... maybe. I lick him once more before pulling his tip into my mouth, sucking on it slowly. His deep moan tells me he likes it so I swallow him deeper and his sigh is almost painfully longing. After a few teasing sucks I let him out and rub on him until he calls my name in protest. "Sora, please." I like the way my name sounds rolling off his tongue.

Grabbing the lube I open it and squirt a little more into my hand, discarding it again. Rubbing the slick liquid across his hard dick he groans at my touch, hungry for more. For only a moment I climb on him to rub my own hardness against his, thinking how big he is again. When I'm ready I rub his tip against my entrance, slowly letting him inside. My breath catches at the thickness of him, but I relax slowly and push him deeper inside until he's all the way in. His hands slide across my thighs in a soothing manner at first, attempting to control himself. I can feel him throbbing inside me, waiting for me to move. My face feels like it's on fire; like he's already hitting the right spot.

Maybe I get use to him too quickly. I was so hungry for this… I begin to move against him, moaning quietly at each thrust as he begins to move with me. At first, as we start slow, I'm in control, moving over him and leaning in to kiss him as he answers back with hungry lips. After a few moments I hear his voice in my mind, through the pleasure. "Can you be on bottom?" In a haze I nod, but feel empty when I pull away from him. As he sits up I kiss him and he slides his tongue across mine. It's a delicious feeling. On my elbows and knees he gets behind me, rubbing against my entrance in a teasing way. "You wanna be fucked from behind?" I'm blushing but I don't deny it. He pushes inside me again and his thickness fills me up, so much that I moan just at the fullness. He slowly begins to thrust, grabbing my hips as he pushes harder. If I was close enough I'd grab the headboard; instead I bury my face in the pillow as my moans get louder.

Finally he reaches around and begins to stroke me and I can't stand it. "Riku! Harder!"

Immediately he answers my plea and thrusts faster, deepening my pleasure and I'm almost screaming. The rhythmic sound of his skin against mine drives me crazy. He seems to notice the change in my tone and pulls back slightly. "Not yet, Sora." Turning me onto my back again he's inside me like he never left, thrusting as he bends down to kiss me. Uncontrollably I wrap my arms around him and moan into the kiss. This position is so intimate for him to be fucking me so hard. The thought, in addition to everything else, peaks my pleasure to the point of exploding. The sudden pressure of me climaxing abuses him as he slumps over me, finishing inside me. He pulls out and falls beside me, his wetness slowly spilling out of me. I glance down knowing I'm covered in my own fluid as well.

"Lay still." I hear him say in a gentle voice and I'm obliged to do so. As if I could get up. He's propped up on an elbow beside me, looking down with a little smile I'm seeing for the first time. I can't help it; I reach up and move his hair out of his eyes with ginger fingers. When his breathing has calmed down he gives me a peck on the lips before getting up. I watch curiously as he digs out some shorts and slides them on, leaving the room shirtless and closing the door. A moment later her returns and helps me clean up. His touch is so soft and gentle that his lingering fingers make me feel flush all of a sudden. He kisses me several more times before handing me my shorts and helping me to my feet. "Can you walk?"

It's true my legs feel a little weak still but I nod and leave the room to finish cleaning up. I'd planned on thinking for the few minutes I had alone… but reflecting was too strong and I end up back in his room before I've thought at all. He's already pulled the blanket up to his waist but moves it aside to invite me in. Maybe I accept a little too hurriedly but I can't help it. Climbing in beside him I almost instantly pass out.