I DON'T OWN KYO KARA MAOH OR ANY OF THEIR CHARACTERS. Mina and Aguile are mine though...

Chapter 1

I hate this world. I wish I could be transported to one of the anime worlds I like, but I know that it won't happen. I don't deserve it, why would I? Still I can't help but want it so badly. If I can't go to a different world at least end the one I'm in now or just my existence would be fine. It'd be enough to just end it... I felt myself waking up. Why wake up when all I'm going to see is my regular life, why go through the effort? But something startled me awake. I feel like I'm lying on dirt. I sat up and realized that I was sitting in the middle of a bloody battlefield. I opened my mouth at the horror before me but no sound came out. I wasn't frightened over the mutilated corpses I was frightened over the fact that I was in such a fresh battle zone. That made me feel guilty, inhuman, and scared for my life all at once. I started shedding silent tears for what I was seeing before me. Finally, I stood up and looked closer. Everything was anime, including me, but which anime? When I looked down at myself I was wearing different clothes, and it reminded me of Kyo Kara Maoh. I held back hysterical laughter. Whoever has the power has granted my wish, but has done it in a fashion that will most likely end with me dead. Thoughts came rushing to my head then. This is too real to be a dream, so I'm actually here which means that I'll never see my parents or my friends, can never use technology, will never see my pets again. I started to cry hard, loud and outright then. I was going to die here, pitifully, without anyone to mourn my death. Suddenly I felt something cold and sharp pressed against my back. A sword. I'm going to die.

"Stand up." The voice seemed familiar, but my mind was too full of terror to think coherently. "Turn around." What I saw when I did so made me hold back a round of hysterical laughter. Lord Gwendal Von Voltaire. The character whom I had a childish crush on is the one who's going to kill me. I guess this isn't that bad a way to die. My knees gave in and I fell on them hard. I heard clicking noises behind me, but I wasn't paying attention to that. "I said stand up!" He looked so cold. The tears started to flow silently now and I heard myself speak in what was the most calming tone of voice I think I've ever used.

"I don't think I can." I looked down, no longer able to hold his intense gaze. I looked at my legs, thinking how pointless and boring my life seemed compared to this one moment. "Please just do me this mercy and end my life right now." I realized how much I wanted this to actually be true. Sudddenly, something hard and boney grabbed me from behind and lifted me into the air. The boney tribe started to surround me as if protecting me.

"What do you think you're doing?" Gwendal yelled astonished." Bring her down this instant!" He sounded really angry. The boneys started to clatter and it sounded like defiance in my ears. "This is treason against the great demon kingdom! If you do not release her this instant, you will all be destroyed." What?

"D-don't!" I managed to stutter out." Please put me down, my life is not worth yours, besides-" I stopped short realizing what I was about to say, "I asked for this in a way, please leave me to my fate." I noticed that my speech changed, too. It was a lot more polite than my thoughts. I saw the boneys chatter and look at me, concerned. "Please..." I couldn't see Gwendal because the boneys were blocking my view so I couldn't see his face when he spoke.

"You can put her down, I'm not going to hurt her," he sounded annoyed, but serious. Why? "But I don't understand why they're defending you." I saw his annoyed expression as I was put down and he spoke. I wiped away my tears and looked as dignified as possible. If he wants to act tough then so will I.

"And I'm supposed to?" I asked in what was a failure in sarcasm. He seemed amused at that. Instead of getting angry I just felt tired. "Why aren't you going to kill me...?" I said the last part so quietly I doubt he heard me. I really do want him to.

"Why do I need to kill you?" His retort surprised me. I am so confused. It's not like he's going to sweep me off my feet and take me to Blood Pledge Castle, unless I'm his prisoner.

"Are you going to imprison me then, or just let me wander and die somewhere else?" He twitched. "Even if you don't kill me now, whatever decision you make will lead to my death, so as I said before, do me this mercy and kill me now." I held back the tears that threatened to come. I saw his shadow block mine. He was right in front of me, but I didn't look up.

"I am not going to kill you or let you be killed." I looked up shocked and he looked at me angrily. Why? "You are coming with me to Blood Pledge Castle." He grabbed my arm roughly. I pulled back.

"Let me go! Why are you taking me there? Why aren't you going to kill... me...?" Everything started spinning and before I knew it, all I saw was black.