Hey guys, so i got this little story idea in my head when i saw Blaine waiting for Kurt to come to the auditorium, so here we go !
I do not own Glee.
Blaine tapped his fists against each other lightly, pacing back and forth. He was anxiously waiting for Kurt to come to the auditorium; he had a new song he wanted to try out for glee club, but he wanted Kurt to hear it first.
He wanted Kurt to be the first in every aspect of his life.
He sighed, running his hands down his arms, letting out his breaths in a steady pattern. Memories over the past year flashed before his closed eyes and he felt his lip quiver; all the hurt he put Kurt through, the pain he made him feel. Sure, they were here now, but the road to get there was a long and twisted one, full of tears and anger and regret. He just wanted to do something to make it up to Kurt; he`d spoken to him about how bad he felt for everything many a time before, and Kurt always told him it was fine and he should move on because what mattered was that they were together now, but he couldn`t let go. He couldn`t forgive himself for his ignorance.
Kurt was the best thing to ever come into his life, and Kurt deserved the best as well. He bit his lip gently.
He was scared he wouldn`t be able to give that to Kurt.
He ran his hands over his gel-slicked hair, letting out another shaky breath. He`d be here soon, soon. Just a little bit longer. He put his fists against his mouth, still pacing.
He wanted to give Kurt the world; Kurt was the most caring, compassionate, amazing boy; no, man, he`d ever met. He loved everything about him; his obsession with fashion, his diva attitude, his sass, his smile, his laugh, the way his hips sway, his kisses, his touch, everything about him. He would hold him forever and never let go if he could; and he knew Kurt would let him, but Blaine felt he didn`t deserve that at all.
Blaine had put Kurt through so much pain, and it was driving him crazy. Life is short; he should have just woken up and gotten his head out of that whole `must-be-Kurt`s-mentor`state of mind, but he was stubborn. He was just too goddamn stubborn, and all it did was hurt Kurt- he had done what he had been trying to avoid.
Hurting the angel of his eyes.
That angel he`d seen on the Dalton staircase that one fated day.
`Blaine?`
Blaine turned, staring into Kurt`s eyes, his thoughts freezing in a quick snap. His blood stilled but his heart pounded, and the world died around him; it was all Kurt, just Kurt.
All he ever wanted was just Kurt.
Yeah. I don`t know what that`s really all about but It`s just something that came into my head.
Tell me what you think!
-Echo.