Sam sat at the bottom of the shower, hot water pouring down over him. He felt sick, he had hurt that girl and it had felt so good at the time. The feel of her blood pouring down his throat…he shuddered and banged his head against the tiles. He and Dean had always shared a close bond but somehow getting his bloodlust? That was ridiculous, wasn't it? How was he meant to save Dean and kill Castiel like he had promised that demon if he couldn't focus? As long as they hadn't moved he was so close to where Dean was being held but there was no way he could win a fight, even if he did have a way to kill Castiel. He needed help but who could he ask? Bobby would freak out if he saw what was happening to him and no other hunters really trusted them because of the mess caused by the apocalypse.

I know this is not what anyone wants to read but the time has come. I am sorry for this but I don't have as much time these days and I have really lost interest in Supernatural and Buffy. So a lot of fics are going up for adoption here and on Archive of Our Own.

Only two from Scififan33 – Croatian World

Not Your Sam

Kirallie – Baby Mine

Brothers?

Dawning Power

Double Trouble

Family Secrets Don't Always Stay in the Past

Heavenly Demon

I'll Always Save You

In the Arms of An Angel

Into the Darkness

Magic School

Naruto No Eating my Students!

Oops

Psychic Slave

To Save a Life

Please let me know if you adopt so I can send out the word and multiple people adopting the same story is fine, it means two different looks at the same idea.