I freely admit to feeling like a total psycho whilst writing this, but it was so fun XD Yes, Tabitha is a mental case. Yes I freaking love her. She's so... screwed up. My inner sociopath 3

Disclaimer: Dun own anything but the Chaos poem thing and Tabitha

A few days ago

In a land very close

There was a young girl

Brighter then most

Her smile could make bright

A dark dreary room

Her shining tears

Held the impact of a monsoon

You'd think she an angel

You'd think her a saint

Yet if you saw her inner self

You'd scream before you fell faint

You see, the little angel

Oh so kind and bright

Is naught but a demon

Killing in the night

Watch out, you can't flee

Your life shall be lost

Maybe one night you'll fall

Screaming "Chaos, Chaos"

Me? Well, I was a normal girl. Outwardly, that is. No extraordinary intelligence, I got A's and B's, I wasn't ugly nor was I too beautiful. I wasn't short nor tall, thin nor large. Just me. My name was completely normal too – Tabitha Smith. Of course, that was my adoptive name. I was an orphan technically, though my adoptive parents were respectable citizens.

My mother was a house-wife, my father a steady businessman. We had a dog named Kori and a cat named Hulu that I loved more than anyone or anything.

My life was completely ordinary. It was utterly boring.

In the same way, that life was a lie. I may smile politely, hang out with people who call me a friend and do my chores, complain ever so often because its suspected of me, yet that Tabitha is a front.

I see life as a game. My mask is my technique to win it. Completely underestimated, so its easy to surprise people, though humans are a rather stupid race in general though I technically am one of them. I purposely don't do perfect on my quizzes, though it's technically not my fault that I was born with a photographic memory. I retain all knowledge I see, read, hear, taste, smell, and feel. So, yes, I am rather smart if you want to label me.

Some people would say I was psychotic. When I heard about Kira from my "friends" at school, I gasped and said how horrible it was, but when I got home I collapsed on my beg and began to laugh hysterically. Oh how fun, how much more interesting life would get! Kira was already brightening up my day. I was almost tempted to do what I had already dreamed of in the back of my mind – murder another human being, maybe get caught. What way is more dramatic to go then be killed by Kira?

I've always wanted a dramatic death.

Yet I held back, smiling to myself at each knew name on the news. I still comforted my "friend" Angela when her uncle who had been in prison died of a heart attack, while I was actually doing everything I could not to laugh.

I admired Kira, and L too. I found what Kira was doing was fun, but at the same time L was an interesting player in the game they had created. I wanted nothing more then to become a part of it.

I wondered, if I was Kira, would L be able to catch me? Possibly not, I was an average person, standing out in no way once so ever. Yet still, having everyone know my name as Kira... what a dramatic way to exit the world.

Still, those dreams were only that – dreams. Until something fell in my hands, leaving me another player in the games L and Kira had created. Fate must have liked me.

Because whats more beautiful than Chaos?

BWAAAAAAAAAA~ Haven't completely decided on her appearance yet, though I have a few things I want to add but there a little cliche . Sigh.

Song of the Chapter: Hirari Hirari - Hatsune Miku