I always noticed you.
I always wanted you.
I wanted you to see me, but it seems as if my efforts were useless.
I saw you as a beautiful person, a person who couldn't be touched.
I had to give you up though.
I was losing everything I worked for because you distracted me too much.
I didn't want to give you up.
Oh god, I never wanted to.
You were the sole object that made my day.
I am writing this note today, simply because I wanted you to know I want to die.
I couldn't take it when you died.
It hurt too much.
I fell into a depression.
My grades began to fail, and my hopes of a bright future were extinguished.
I couldn't live if I couldn't have you by my side.
I wanted to see you.
I wanted to hold you.
I wanted so much to bring you back, and make sure that you were fine.
I wanted you to be okay, and unharmed.
This was the reason I killed myself today.
I couldn't live without you.
I hope I will see you again.
Ich liebe dich.
I decided to finish this! And for any people who want me to actually start another fic to from this, please do say so, because I might have already have an idea. SO, I hoped you like it!