Chapter 1 Flashback

Louis POV

I woke up with hands around me and hair in my face. I looked over to see my beautiful boyfriend Harry lying in bed with me. We have been dating for 2 years now and everyday is like the first. Filled with lots of love and passion. I remember all out first.

Flashback

(The day we met)

I was crying because my name wasn't called to go to the judge's house for the x-factor. Then they called 5 names and that is the day I met the love of my life and 3 best friends.

"Guys we don't find you good enough as individuals but were going to pass you through as a group." Simon says

We were all so happy that we all decided to get to know each other but by then all I wanted was Harry. The five of us all sat around the fire at the x-factor house and got to know each other. That was the first night Harry and I stayed up all night talking. That was the night I knew I Louis Tomlinson was in love with Harry Styles.

End of Flashback

I laid there looking at Harry; he looked even more beautiful when he was sleeping. I wonder how I got to be so lucky to get Harry as mine. There are so many other people out there yet he chose me. The thought just brought a smile to my face.

Flashback

(First bromance)

'Were going to be late, lets go' Liam shouted.

'Sorry, Harry wouldn't wake up and he was laying on my arm' I said

'You guys are so weird' Zayn said
'your just jealous because you don't have a best friend like Harry'

'Oh that's not it. You both act like more than friends.' Niall said

'So?' Harry said

'We got to go' Liam said stern

We left our flat to go do an interview. We have been a band for 3 months now and boy, are there a lot of interviews.

'We have 'One Direction' with us today' Jeff said (Jeff is the guy interviewing us)

'We he tons of questions about the Larry Bromance, would either of you like to let the fans know what is going on between you two'

'We are really close friends…best friends.' Harry said

My face was so red I had to turn away.

'People want to know what you think of your names smashed together 'Larry Stylinson'' Jeff said

'We never actually heard about that before but if fans want to think more is going on then let them.' I said

'So there is nothing romantic going on between you two?' Jeff asked

Harry and I both looked at each other then said 'no'.

End of Flashback

There was more of the interview but nothing that has to do with my love for Harry. That was the day I found out about 'Larry Stylinson'. Which I looked up as soon as we all got home. It was amazing how fans come up with that stuff. I can say that I cried that night. I always knew that Harry and I were perfect for each other. Even our fans knew it.

Flashback

(First Kiss)

We just got voted off the x-factor about 3 weeks ago and got a record deal and everything was going great. I got into bed next to Harry and was going to go to sleep but turned over so I was facing Harry.

'Goodnight Lou' Harry said putting his arm around me.

"Night Harry' I said pressing my lips to his. After a few seconds of shock Harry kissed me back. We kissed until air was needed then we laid there silent until we both fell asleep.

End of Flashback

Harry never said anything that night but he did lay closer to me than he ever did before. I know that it was wrong to love someone that was straight but I couldn't help it. The Closer we got the more I fell for him.

Flashback

(The talk)

'The other day when you kissed me…why?' was all Harry said

'We always kiss each other' I said

'Not like that Louis and you know it'

'Just felt right I guess'

'So kissing me feels right?' Harry said

'Yeah I guess it does'

'You're my best friend and I love you for that but are you…umm…'

'Yes Harry I am'

'Really why didn't you tell me?'

'Yeah, iv always been gay, always been into guys. Is that going to be a problem?' I asked hoping he didn't freak out.

'No, it doesn't change the way I feel about you…I was just wondering'

'Good…how do you feel about me?' I asked even though i don't think I should have asked him that.

'Well you're my best friend. We can tell each other anything and we can be together without being together. Basically you're my everything.' Harry said.

'Anything, I can tell you anything?'

'Of course you can'

'I like you Harry a lot actually, and I mean really like you.' I said waiting for him to yell at me or hit me but instead he leaned over and kissed me.

'Please don't hate me Harry' I said

'I could never hate you Lou. But did you not notice, u did just kiss you' Harry said smiling.

'You like me?' I said shocked

'Duh' Harry said laughing slightly.

'So what does that mean?'

'What do you want it to mean?'

'Will you…be...my…'

'YES! I've been waiting for you to ask me. Took you long enough.' Harry said smiling.

'You knew I like you? Wait you've been waiting for me to ask you…exactly how long have you liked me?'

'I thought you liked me, but I wasn't sure and I have liked you for since the day I met you.' Harry said

'So?'

'So boyfriend what do you want to do now?' Harry said

'I love hearing you call me boyfriend…we could watch so TV. and cuddle' I said smiling huge.

We laid on the couch and I leaned into him and wrapped my arm around him and we cuddled all night.

End of Flashback

That night made me so nervous because Harry had never been with a guy before. On the other hand I have been with a guy before. We acted the same way we did before we were together because people thought we were together anyways and we didn't have to act any different. I didn't want to make the first move as Harry had never been with a guy before so I didn't want to do anything until he was ready. I wanted him to be comfortable with me so I couldn't do anything that would ruin us. A few days after Harry and I got together Harry asked me out on our first date.

Flashback

(First Date)

'Louis?'

'Yeah?'

'We should go out on our first date tonight'

'Really? I would love to' I smiled

We both got ready for our date.

'Louis?'

'Yeah?'

'Are you coming?'

'Yes just wait a few minutes…where are we going anyways'

"You'll see' Harry said with a smile.

'Fine don't tell me, I'm ready by the way.'

'Wow Lou, you look great'

'Thank you so do you' I said smiling then leaned in for a kiss.

We then got into the car and Harry started to drive us someplace.

'Harry why won't you tell me where we are going?'

'I want to surprise you' Harry said very lovingly.

We pulled up to a really nice restaurant and walked in.

'Reservation for two under Stylinson' Harry said as he looked over at me.

It was the cutest thing ever. He grabbed my hand and we followed the host to our table. Our table was outside on the deck they had with candles all over.

'Here you are, your server will be right with you.' The host said

'Wow Harry this place is really nice what are we doing here?'

'We have been out a lot together but now we are official so I thought we would come to a fancy place to eat and then maybe go walk on the beach.'

'That is so sweet, thank you Harry'

'You're welcome Louis'

'This is perfect' I said and Harry smiled.

End of Flashback

I always wanted to believe Harry was mine but it wasn't until that day of our first date that I knew it was true. I laid there watching Harry sleep, thinking about how lucky I am that he is mine and only mine.

Flashback

(First 'I Love You's')

Harry and I have been together for 3 months now but we have known each other for about 8 months. We are happier then we have been in years. We are watching TV. with the guys but we were cuddling. We tried making dinner together but it didn't work so Niall ended up making dinner as usual. After we ate dinner I looked over at Harry when he grabbed my hand. He looked me right in the eyes and said 'I Love You Lou'

I was shocked at first because I have loved him for so long but never thought he felt the same.

'I Love you too Harry' I said and then we kissed

We said 'I Love you' too each other all night.

End of Flashback

I think about that memory every day because I was never in love before but knowing that Harry (the person I love more than anything) feels the same way about me mean the world to me and I wouldn't want it any other way. I now can not stop smiling.

Flashback

(First Smut)

Harry and I were the only ones home and it was exactly 6 months that we have been dating. We were making out on the couch instead of watching the movie we put in. We were all over each other so Harry picked me up and carried me bridal style to my bedroom that we now share and shut the door. Mean while my lips never left his. We were laying there in our boxers because we got carried away. Harry started rubbing me through my boxers.

'F-Fuck Harry'

'You like that?' Harry said rubbing harder.

'Y-Yeah' I said

Harry was being such a gentlemen because he wanted to pull my boxers down but he asked first.

'Is it ok?' He said and I knew what he meant so I said

'Yeah'

Once my boxers were off Harry was steering at me.

'What are you steering at?' I asked

'You…you're perfect' Harry said smiling.

He leaned up and kissed me. Then next thing I knew he had his tongue on the underside of my dick licking his way up.

'Oh Harry' I said then shut my eyes and threw my head back as he took in my whole length. It just felt too good. That tongue of his is really talented I'm surprised he hasn't done this before.

'Harry oh GOD'I said then Harry started humming around him dick.

Harry pulled off me with a confused look on his face.

'I'm going to cum' then I came into Harry's mouth

'Did you enjoying that?'

'I was enjoying that very much but I want to pleaser you now' I said

'Do you just want to give me a blow job or do you want to make love?' Harry asked me.

'I defiantly want to make love, but…I want to taste you first' I said then sat up so I could lay Harry down on the bed. I slowly took off his boxers and tossed them to the floor.

'No teasing' Harry said chuckling.

I smiled at that and I then gave him the best blow job ever.' Lou I'm close' Right as Harry was saying that his warm white liquid invaded my taste buds.

'Mmm you taste great' I said licking the last little bit of cum from my face.

'Do you want to make love now? Its fine if you don't' Harry asked

I laid down on my back and spread my legs open wide.

'Make love to me Harry'

'Oh you just assume your bottom' Harry said

'Yeah, why is that bad?'

'Not at all I just assumed that we would argue over whose top, it happens in porn all the time'

'Well I don't mind either. I will do either one' I said

'Are you sure you want to do this because I have no problem waiting' Harry said

'I'm sure I want you to make love to me. Iv been waiting to long and I don't want to wait anymore' I said and Harry smiled.

'You're just so adorable' Harry said

'I know' I smiled

'Hahaha' Harry said leaning down to kiss me.

'Please start slow it's been a while?'

'Yes I will sweetie, I don't want to hurt you' Harry said

All I could do was smile up at him. Then I felt something cold so I jumped slightly.

'Sorry' I said

'Sorry I should have warned you, it's just lube sweetie we can't do this without lube.'

He was being so genital with me. This was defiantly not just sex for me it was interment and special. Making Love was the perfect word to use. He had one finger inserted then two and by the time he added the third finger there was almost no pain for me.

'Louis?'

'Y-Yeah?'

'Are you ok?

'Yeah'

'Are you sure this is what you want to do?" Harry said

'Yes Harry, I'm ready'

'What about condoms?' Harry asked

'I don't have any' I said

'Me either'

'We don't need them anyways' I said

'Are you sure?" Harry asked

'YES it's ok" I said and Harry slowed down the pace of his fingers and opened the lube with his other hand.

After he got lots of lube all over himself he pulled his fingers out. And of course I whimpered at the loss, it was starting to feel great. Harry positioned himself at my entrance. I couldn't hold back my smile. I nodded for him to start pushing in. He pushed all the way in and waited for me to get used to the intrusion. 'Just let me know when your ready." Harry said

'I'm ready Harry' I said

He pulled out till just the head was in and then slowly pushed back in. I couldn't help it I needed more.

'F-Faster Harry' I said and Harry picks up this pace. He hit a spot in me that made me cry out. He must have thought he hurt me because he stopped.

'Are you ok?" He asked me

'Yeah d-do t-that again' I said

He angled his thrusts to make sure he hit my prostate every time.

'Oh Harry I'm so close'

'Me to Louis' He said as he grabbed my cock and started stroking it. Then after a couple more thrusts to my prostate I came all over Harry hand and our stomachs. Not long after Harry came. He filled me up and it felt great. He pulled out slowly as not to hurt me and then laid down on the bed next to me.

'Wow Harry that was…amazing'

'Yes it was'

'I love you Haz'

'I love you to Lou' He said and then we went to bed.

End of Flashback.

Harry was starting to stir in his sleep so I ran my fingers through his hair. That always made him fall asleep. Its not that I didn't want him awake it's just that it's really early and he's cranky if he doesn't get enough sleep.

Flashback

(First promise)/ (future)

'Lou what's wrong?' Harry asked me

'Nothing, just thinking'

'About what?' Harry asked me

'The future'

'We've only been together a year baby, we have lots of time to think about that' Harry said

'I know but thinking about it makes it feel real' I said

'What do you mean, 'makes it feel real'?'

'Well…what if we break up then all I'll have are my thoughts of our future' I said

'I know how much the future means to you, so I bought you something that would remind you of my promise to marry you one day.' Harry said handing me a small box. I opened the box and there nestled inside the box was a gold necklace and hanging from the bottom was a gold ring, engraved with the lyrics 'you stole my heart with just one look' and our initials. He pulled it out and clasped it around my neck. I started crying like a little girl.

'I love you Harry'

'I love you too Louis'

End of Flashback

Present time July 2012

That last memory was my favorite. I can't wait for the day I get to marry my sloe mate Harry Edward Styles. Today is exactly 2 years that we been together and even though Harry promised he would marry me one day I'm going to official ask him. I bought a ring and everything. I got up and ran to the bathroom. Every morning for the past week I would wake up and need to puke and I don't know why. Harry came walking in.

I am going to leave it there and I think that chapter 2 will be up soon. Let me know what you think about it. Review it also because it motivates me to write more. Thanks to everyone who reads this. Let me know what you want to see you can pm me or leave it in a review because I don't know where this is going yet…read and review.