A/N - In my headcanon, Cooper and Blaine are brothers by marriage, so yes the fic is only 'sort of Andercest'. Sorry for the update taking so long! I've made this chapter extra long in case I don't get chapter 7 out quick enough!
Blaine's eyes fluttered open and he stared at his alarm clock. It read 6:45 A.M. He almost shot up, thinking he was going to be late for school. He quickly recalled it was a Saturday. He was awake at 6 o'clock on a Saturday. He remembered what happened between him and Cooper a few days ago and quickly threw the covers over his head.
They hadn't talked much at all, including the occasional 'good morning', 'hello', and 'good night's. He thought maybe Cooper was the one avoiding confrontation, but he himself hadn't said anything about liking him for about three months.
He got up, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes and yawning. He used the restroom and brushed his teeth, going downstairs next. He walked into the kitchen and was surprised to see Cooper already sitting at the table.
Cooper looked up from the newspaper he was reading and gave a small smile. "Morning." he took a sip from his cup of coffee. Blaine saw that he was wearing reading glasses and realized he had never seen them on Cooper before. They made him look hotter. He got angry at himself for thinking so.
"I see you decided to wear some clothes this time." he said as he opened the refrigerator. He heard Cooper give a small chuckle and smirked a little himself. Cooper cleared his throat "Uh, yeah. Last time was a little too embarrassing for my taste, so..." Blaine smiled wider and walked over to the table with his bowl of cereal.
He looked at Cooper again, who was back to reading the paper. He knew eventually they would have to talk about what happened, but right now he just didn't feel like it. Mostly because he knew it would be emotionally draining. Things would be said that he didn't want to hear, he'd come to realizations he didn't want to, and the pain would have to get more and more subdued as time went on. All because they had both decided it'd be a great idea to kiss each other.
"So," Cooper interrupted his thoughts. "Our, parents get back this Monday." "Yep." he put a spoonful of cereal in his mouth. "What do you think they're doing right now?" "Well, it's around one in the afternoon there, so they're probably on a beach or swan boat ride, or something." Blaine replied. "Do you think they've consummated the marriage?" Cooper gave a smirk. Blaine curled his lip "You're gross." Cooper laughed at his own juvenile thought.
"I'd like that though." Cooper sighed. "What? If our parents consummated the marriage? I mean, I'm pretty sure they've done it beforehand but-" "No, no." Cooper interrupted him and laughed again, his hand over his mouth. "To be married, and make love, not just have sex. To know that's the person you're gonna spend the rest of your life with. To be assured it's not just some passing fling and they actually love you. They actually care about you, and how your day went, and your hopes and dreams. Stuff like that." Blaine felt his heart beating faster and his cheeks flushing. He'd never seen Cooper like this before. So serious and open about something he believed in. He'd never said anything about acting or sports in the same way. He'd never had a glint in his eye before.
"Well, I can't legally get married in most states, so..." Blaine replied. Cooper looked sympathetic "Well, that'll change not too long from now. And I guess it's not really marriage, specifically, that I'm looking for. Just a partnership with someone. I mean both our parents have been divorced, so they're not exactly the greatest role models." Cooper looked down and had a serious expression. "I mean all marriage really is is a piece of paper and an expensive ceremony." He looked up and smiled a little "And some gay people have said ceremonies, so it's not like you can't have the experience of a wedding." Blaine noticed the conversation was getting very serious and felt uncomfortable. He didn't know what to say to change or lighten it, though. "But," Cooper stared harder at him, his blue eyes brighter than ever "I know that one day, hopefully in the near future, you'll be able to get married," Cooper suddenly grabbed his hand and stroked it with his thumb "-papers and everything." He paused, then softly smiled, his gaze holding for what felt like a dozen hours.
"Um..." Blaine cleared his throat and quickly took his hand away. He avoided looking at Cooper and opted to stare at his cereal bowl instead. "Yep, that'll be pretty neat when it happens." Blaine knew he would rarely say something like "pretty neat" but his brain wasn't running on all cylinders at the moment.
"So..." he cleared his throat again, trying to process what had just happened "Why are you so early today?" He stared into his bowl of cereal. "Well, a couple of friends are in town and I have some acting stuff I have to do in the city. Some of it requires me to be there at an early hour." Cooper paused and Blaine heard his paper crunch a little "Well, early for me." Blaine nodded and picked at the placemat.
"So you're leaving me alone on the Saturday?" Blaine joked, giving a small pout. Cooper laughed and said "You can have a friend over or something if you want. Just don't throw a huge kegger or something while I'm gone." Blaine chuckled a little. "Nah, I don't have enough friends to throw a get together." He stared out the window, wishing he had more of a social life. Even if he did have more friends there wouldn't be anything to do. They lived in Lima, Ohio.
"Do you wanna see a movie or something tonight?" Cooper asked. Blaine thought about it "No. I mean if I did it'd have to be on demand or something. I don't really feel like going out in the cold today."
"I see. Well, how about when I get done I pick up a pizza or something from wherever I go with my friends tonight?" Blaine instantly thought it sounded like a date, but told himself his brother was just watching him like he had been asked to.
"That sounds great." Blaine gave a small smile and looked at Cooper. "Cool." Cooper nodded and put the paper on the table. "I have to get ready, but I'll say bye to you before I go." "'Kay." Blaine nodded. Cooper walked towards the stairs, patting Blaine on the shoulder on his way there.
Blaine looked over and noticed Cooper had left his glasses on the table. He leaned over to pick them up and proceeded to put them on his face. He caught his reflection in the window and noticed how unattractive they made him look. He laughed and took them off, heading to the living room.
The day was pretty boring. Blaine worked on some weekend homework and mostly watched T.V.. Cooper would call him on his phone occasionally, telling him where he was and how many hours it was going to be before he got home.
Cooper finally got home around nine o' clock. Blaine heard him carrying a few bags and what sounded like a struggle to get the door shut. He walked into the living room and Blaine noticed he seemed a little tipsy. He was obviously still able to drive, but the same couldn't be said for standing up straight.
"Hey little brother." Cooper put his keys on one of the various tables in the room. "Me and my friends ended up going to Breadstix, of all places-" he paused to laugh a little "I hope fettucini alfredo is okay." Blaine smiled a little, finding his brother's slight drunkenness amusing. "That's great, thank you." Cooper walked over to the couch.
"So," he said while sloppily sitting down "What're we watching?" He draped his arm over the back of the couch. "Uh, one of the Batman movies. The first one Christian Bale was in I think." Cooper nodded and placed his hand on Blaine's shoulder. Blaine froze.
He didn't know how to react or what to say. Did he shrug it off and hope Cooper didn't notice? Did he just go with it and brace for the fact it might go further, especially since Cooper was drunk? He was too pleased by the fact it was happening that he didn't know what to do. He decided to just go with it and hope it didn't turn into anything else too suddenly.
"I saw this when it came out. Christian Bale is a big inspiration of mine. He's so method. Get's real deep into his work." Cooper slurred a little every two or three words. "He lost like, 150 pounds for The Machinist." Blaine nodded, checking out Cooper since he didn't seem to notice. He was too fixated on the T.V. screen.
Blaine grabbed the carton of pasta out of the bag. It felt hot enough to eat without having to walk to the kitchen to heat it up, so he grabbed the plastic fork too, being careful not to lean too much as to not let Cooper's hand fall off of his shoulder.
About fifteen minutes later and Blaine was done. Just as he was about to fish a few of the napkins out of bag he felt Cooper's hand grab his jaw. "What are you doing, Coop?" Blaine looked in his eyes. They were slightly less glazed over then before. "You've got some sauce on your mouth." Cooper kept his gaze fixated on it. "Uh, yeah, I know, I was just about to," before he could finish talking, Cooper brought his mouth to Blaine's and licked the alfredo sauce off. "Cooper..." Blaine mumbled, lifting Cooper's head off of his mouth.
Cooper stared at him hard. Blaine felt his stomach doing somersaults and like his cheeks were noticeably red. "You're drunk, don't do something you're just gonna regret when you wake up tomorrow." Blaine stared at the couch, focusing on the pattern.
"Blaine, I'm not that drunk." Cooper whispered, putting his hand on the side of Blaine's face and making him look up. He noticed Cooper's eyes looked like they were trying to convey something. Like they were filled with a withheld agony. He swallowed a couple of times, his mouth becoming very dry.
"And" Cooper started at him harder, his thumb pressing into Blaine's cheek "-don't think I ever regretted anything I did with you." It sounded like he was almost choking it out. Blaine's throat suddenly felt like it was throbbing and he felt his eyes starting to sting, like he was about to cry. He thought maybe it was because he was upset.
He quickly realized it was because what Cooper had said made him incredibly happy. Cooper had felt the same way he did when those things occurred between them. He wasn't angry or displeased about it. He was happy and maybe even a little overjoyed, like Blaine was.
"It's just. I've felt so confused these past couple of months." He wrapped his hand around the back of Blaine's neck. "I've never felt this way about another guy before. Especially someone who's supposed to be my brother. You're so young, and I feel like half the time I'm taking advantage of that. You're just starting to understand how it feels to be truly emotionally attracted to another person, and I don't wanna fuck it up for you. I don't wanna, scar you for life, or emotionally harm you. Do you get what I'm saying?" Cooper kept his eyes locked on Blaine's.
"Yeah, I do. But," Blaine glanced at the carpet, too scared to return Cooper's hard gaze "-emotions and feelings are hard. Especially romantic ones. If it was easy it would happen way too often for people. There wouldn't be plays and movies and songs about it. People wouldn't want true love so much if it was easy to acquire." Blaine looked up at him "I really like you and I'm so glad you feel the same way. Even if it's not as much." he felt a tear slide down his cheek. Confessing his feelings in the right, proper way, not just asking about the relationship itself, was really stirring something up in him. They were finally talking about it and he realized he still didn't feel completely ready for it. But he was glad it was happening.
"Hey..." Cooper whispered and wiped the tear away with his cheek "Don't get upset." Blaine chuckled a little. Cooper laughed with him, the air getting a little lighter. Blaine looked Cooper over. His face, his hair, his eyes, his sweet smile. He leaned over, planting a small kiss on Cooper's lips.
Cooper looked a little taken aback at first, but eventually gave a small smirk. "So you got me this time, huh?" Blaine smiled and nodded. "Well," Cooper leaned forward, breathing softly against Blaine's cheek "I guess I should return the favor." Blaine smiled as Cooper kissed him. He leaned back, allowing Cooper to be on top of him. The small kisses slowly started to become making out. Cooper's hand crept under his boxers and wrapped around Blaine's dick. He started shifting it up and down.
"Cooper..." Blaine moaned into his neck. Cooper stopped for a minute to whisper "If I'm making you uncomfortable, just let me know." Blaine shook his head side to side "No. Keep going." Cooper laughed a little and started to kiss Blaine on the neck. He continued stroking. Blaine moaned again, noticing he was getting hard. His toes curling in his socks and his hands trying to find a comfortable place on Cooper's body.
"Can we go to my bedroom for this?" Blaine pleaded. He heard Cooper laugh a little. "Who says we're going to get that far?" Cooper whispered closely in Blaine's ear. "Cooper please." Blaine begged, his lips pressed against Cooper's ear. "Fine." Cooper laughed again.
They headed up the stairs, stopping every few seconds to plant kisses on each other's necks, cheeks, and lips.
When they got to the room Blaine felt Cooper reach behind his back, trying to find the doorknob. He smiled against his mouth and got it himself.
They stumbled in, almost slipping up on the hardwood floor. Blaine laughed as Cooper laid him down on the bed and kissed his nose.
He couldn't stop smiling. Something big was happening. Sure, maybe he was a little young. But Cooper had asked him several times if he was okay, making sure he wasn't going too far. He loved the way Cooper's body felt so big and strong up against his almost frail figure. The way his big hands reached under his shirt to trace his stomach, his back dimples, his collarbone. How hot, wet kisses felt going down his arms and shoulders.
"Are you sure you want to go all the way, Blaine?" Cooper paused, pushing himself off Blaine to look him in the eye. Blaine smiled, loving that Cooper had asked for his consent once again. "Yes." Blaine leaned forward and kissed on Cooper's neck.
"It's gonna hurt a little you know." Cooper whispered in his ear. Blaine wrapped his arms around Cooper's neck and laughed "Coop, I don't care. I wouldn't want my first time to be with anyone else." Cooper stared at him again. Blaine almost thought he was stopping, but he leaned in, kissing Blaine deeply and passionately.
Cooper unzipped his jeans and reached into his pocket to pull out a silver square. Blaine realized it was a condom and almost felt like blushing a little. This was really happening. He shut his eyes and felt Cooper starting to pull down his sweatpants. His fingers brushed past his hips, his knees, and his toes.
He felt lips kissing on his stomach as his boxers came down. Small moans escaped his lips and he heard Cooper chuckle.
He opened his eyes, wanting to help Cooper take his clothes off. Cooper caught his gaze and laughed, grabbing his hands to lead him to his jacket. Blaine pulled the thick leather from Cooper's shoulders, taking in his physique. He spent his time on his shirt, feeling his abs from outside of the thin cotton fabric. He could feel Cooper's already fast heartbeat quickening.
He leaned forward to kiss Cooper on the mouth while he undid his belt. Cooper grabbed his hips, tickling the sides of Blaine's thighs as his jeans came off. Blaine stared down at Cooper's boxers and blushed, noticing his hard on. Cooper looked down and seemed a little embarrassed.
"I'll take them off if you want me to." he gave a small smile. "No, it's okay." Blaine kissed his collarbone "I'll do it."
His thumbs fixed their way under the waistband and tugged. He gulped. He had only ever seen an erect penis in porn and sex ed pamphlets before. He sighed and pulled them down. He looked up and noticed Cooper had his eyes shut. His mouth was twitching, almost into a smile. Blaine edged his hand forward, reluctantly getting closer and closer to Cooper's dick. He brushed it with his fingers and heard Cooper suck in air through his teeth.
"Are you okay?" Blaine looked at his face again. Cooper opened his eyes and saw Blaine's expression. He laughed "Yeah. I'm fine." his hand brushed the side of Blaine's face. "It just felt good, that's all." he smirked. Blaine nodded and mumbled 'oh'. He wasn't sure what to do. He had never had sex or done any kind of sexual thing with anyone before and didn't want to embarrass himself in front of Cooper.
He grabbed it again, Cooper's eyes fully open this time. "Shit, Blaine." he grabbed onto Blaine's arm and placed his head on his shoulder. Blaine started to move his hand. He felt Cooper's breaths start to accelerate, causing a slight moisture on his neck.
"If you want a turn you better slow down, hon." Blaine nodded, agreeing with Cooper. He took the condom out of Cooper's hand and slipped it on like he had also seen in sex ed. Cooper took his face in both hands. He kissed his cheeks and edged his way down to his neck, finally ending up at his ear. "Turn around." he whispered.
Blaine shifted to get onto his elbows. Coopers hands slid down to his hips, giving him goosebumps all over his body. "I'm about to go in..." Cooper whispered. Blaine braced himself, sighing a little. "Wait," he mumbled. Cooper looked up with one of his eyebrows cocked. "Let's get under the covers." Cooper smirked a little and nodded. "Sure." he whispered back.
Under the covers, Blaine repositioned himself as he had been. Cooper warned him again and edged his own body closer to Blaine's.
Blaine felt the sudden rush of slight pain and pleasure. He gave out a small grunt and felt Cooper laugh against him. "I've never done this before, so if I'm hurting you, let me know." Cooper said while starting to thrust at small, short intervals. Blaine breathed out a 'yeah' and shut his eyes.
He was glad he wasn't the only one who was experiencing something new or for the first time. This was the first time he had had sex period, but it was also Cooper's first time having sex with a guy. Keeping that thought in his head made things a little less nerve racking.
"Can I go a little bit faster?" Cooper asked, his lips pressing against Blaine's neck. "Y-yeah..." Blaine pressed his face against a pillow "-go ahead." Blaine felt Cooper's thighs starting to hit his at a quicker pace. He moaned and noticed Cooper starting to pant. "How does it feel?" he asked him.
He felt Cooper pause and heard him laugh again. "It feels great." He whispered into Blaine's ear. "Turn around again." Blaine furrowed his eyebrows. "Why?" he asked in a slightly whiny tone. "Because," Cooper said, stroking Blaine's dick a little, causing him to give out an almost too loud moan "I want you to look me in the eye." Blaine felt his heart flutter. He simply nodded and turned himself to face Cooper.
Cooper's bright blue eyes looked down at him, filled with warmth and a slight hint of lust. He entered again and Blaine tried his best not to shut his eyes. He looked at every part of Cooper's face he could take in at one time. His eyes, his lips, his cheek, his stubble, his smile, his hair. "You're so beautiful." he said. Cooper smiled. "You're not too bad yourself." Blaine laughed. He felt himself heating up and starting to sweat. He gripped tighter onto the sheets, panting and licking his lips. Cooper moved one of his hands to Blaine's face. His thumb traced Blaine's lower lip. Blaine brought his teeth over it, biting a little. Cooper got more quick, shutting his own eyes and bringing his chest against Blaine's. Blaine wrapped his arms around Cooper, still keeping Cooper's thumb in his mouth.
He kept feeling ripples of pleasure throughout his body and it was like he was blushing all over. He had never felt anything like this when he had touched himself. He thought maybe it felt so much better because it was with another person. And he loved the person he was with. He wasn't sure if that was the exact reason, but he wanted to believe that it was.
He quickly felt was about to finish and started to drag his nails across Cooper's back. "Coop, I'm coming!" he cried out. Cooper smiled, going as fast as he could to finish. Blaine felt him freeze up and climax, quickly laying on top of him and turning over.
They both panted, dumb smiles plastered on their faces. Blaine shut his eyes and just soaked in the moment. The both of them together. Both of them coming down from such an intimate encounter. Something he never thought would happen the first time he laid his eyes on Cooper in that swanky Italian restaurant.
Blaine felt around for Cooper's hand under the covers, wrapping his own sweaty hand around it. Cooper turned his head to him and smiled. "So," he asked, rolling over to face Blaine all the way "-how was it?". Blaine's smile widened as he opened his eyes to look at Cooper. "It was great." He placed his hand on Cooper's cheek. "It was lovely." Cooper put his own hand on Blaine's cheek. "It was magical." Blaine finished his thought.
Cooper looked at him, still smiling. He stroked his cheek and starting humming a little, shutting his eyes. Blaine felt Cooper tugging him. He complied and scooted over, placing his head on Cooper's chest. He shut his eyes again too, listening to Cooper hum and the crickets outside. He felt Cooper's nose touch his own and his warm breath against his face.