Hi everyone I am back with another 50 fan fic. I really hope you enjoy it, not sure how long it will be but we shall see where it goes. Quick summary on it Steve is with Catherine but there's nothing for them as he's in love with Kono. Kono loves Steve but won't do anything about it as he's with Catherine. So what will happen? As always thanks to Jelly Bean Jenna.

Disclaimer – I don't own Hawaii 5 0

Chapter 1

Steve lay in bed wide awake at 4am but this was nothing unusual for him for the past few weeks he's been awake for more hours through the night than he'd like to let on. Moving slightly he caught site of the figure lying next to him the dark hair, light colour skin, he would admit that he loved this person but the love was as a friend only. His love was for someone else a dark haired, tanned skinned officer who he just couldn't stop loving and wished that it was her lying next to him and not Catherine. Yeah that's right Steve McGarrett was in love Kono Kalakaua and there was nothing he could do about it for now. He pushed himself up off the bed and wondered down to the kitchen to make himself a coffee like he had done many times before but this was getting beyond a joke how can a Navy Seal go out and do the job that they've been trained to do but can't do anything about their love life. Sighing Steve made his way out onto the lanai to relax in the fresh breeze for an hour and then he would go on out for his morning swim and run, he started thinking about how he could go about letting Catherine down gently and then how he would go about asking Kono out but hell he didn't even know if she felt the same that was another thing he would have to see about. Steve rubbed his hand over his face before whispering out the words to Kono's face that was in his mind "I love you". He nearly jumped when he heard a voice speak behind him;

"I love you too Steve" Catherine said smiling from the door way before disappearing back inside probably to the bathroom Steve guessed.

"Shit" he said harshly to himself he must have said it out louder than he thought, how the hell was he supposed to do this, Catherine thought that those words were for her but they weren't, god why did his love life have to be so complicated. Downing the last of his coffee he decided that he would just start his morning routine earlier than usual and hopefully clear him mind a bit but he knew that he would have to sort this mess out and soon. As he took off for his run along the beach he knew the one person he could talk too about this without letting too much out and that person was Danny.

Little did Steve know that the person he was in love with was having the exact same dilemma.

Sitting on her front porch listening to the birds singing in the early hours of the morning Kono sat thinking about the one man she would never have and that was Steve McGarrett. How could she have been so stupid and fall in love with her boss? She wasn't sure when it happened but it probably all started way back to the very first day they met on the beach when they wanted her to go undercover, sure it was just an attraction thing back then but it's turned into something a lot more and she's not sure she'll ever be able to love someone else. Picking up a stone and throwing it across the front lawn in frustration she can't help but be jealous of Catherine she has the one thing that she can't have and that's the man she loves, she doesn't know much about Steve and Cath's relationship but whenever she sees them together they always look happy well Cath does more than Steve but it's always hard to read Steve's body language and expressions. Her mind wonders to his smile how just thinking about it makes her shiver even in the warmth of the early morning sun rise, his hands how they could do wonderful….she shakes her head suddenly to rid her of these thoughts. Standing up and making her way through the house to the back to get her surf board she knows she has to try and move on from Steve as there is no way she could have him and also he wouldn't feel that way about her anyway since he's with Catherine. Running to the ocean she made a mental note to call Maggie the next time she got a free moment at HQ as she had her own office anyway and no-one walks in without knocking first, right?

So there is the first chapter of this story, I know it's short but the other chapters will be longer I just wanted to get it up on here just to give you all a sneak peak and an idea on the story. Hope you like it and chapter 2 will be up soon.