Stand up

Disclaimer: I don't own Victorious

Sorry i had to delete this. I was rereading and its some mistakes i don't like and it messes up the story.

"Can I get the check please?" I say to the waiter has he walks past. He just nods and walks away. I single tear falls and another one and they just keep coming. Stupid, stupid, stupid. I can't believe I actually believe all that shit she told me. I knew she was never going to change. She could have at least called or texted me letting me know she wasn't coming instead of making me stand there for an hour waiting for her.

"Here is your check." He comes back placing the check on the table. I wipe my tears but they keep coming. I pay the bill grabbing my purse and leaving. I finally got my driver's license so I have a car now. I get to my car drive home crying and the damn song 'I don't wanna love her by Brinck' is on.

I don't wanna love here

I don't want her in my life

I don't want her near me

But she's so deep inside

I don't wanna love her no

I just want to fly away

But broken wings don't fly

Hate this damn song. I growl and turn off the radio. I hate her so much. I hate her as much has she hates other stuff. Sorry I don't hate her I'm just hurt and angry.

Hey how did the date go with Jade?-Cat

I look at the phone and I start to cry again. When I get to a red light I text back.

She stood me up :'(-Tori

I'm sorry, do you want me to come over?-Cat

Damn she texts fast.

No it's okay.- Tori

I finish that text just in time before the light changes I toss the phone into the passenger seat. I drive home in silences as I think about all the sweet things Jade as said to me and how sorry she was for all the messed up things she's done to me in the past and how much she liked me. Something was telling me to not to trust her and to say no to this date but I've dreamed of getting a goodnight kiss and to go on more dates but Jade crushed my dreams. I wanted more date, more kisses goodnight, more of Jade. I wanted to be Jade's girlfriend.

"Damn it!" I scream jamming my foot down on the brakes and banging my hands against the steering wheel. So glad I'm at home. "FUCK!" I scream again getting out the car hot tears running down my fast as I walk to the door. I jam my key into the lock twisting and throwing the door open.

"Hey sis how did your date go with the devil?" Trina laughs from the couch.

"She stood me up!" I yell at her and she stops laughing. I run up the stairs slamming and locking my door. I throw myself face down crying my eyes out till I finally can't cry anymore and go to sleep.

LINE BREAK

I walk into school not with the same peppiness I have every day. I'm dressed in a black hoodie and black skinny jeans I look towards Jade's locker and there she is making out with Beck. They got back together something Jade would do. It hurts but I can't cry anymore. I have no more tears. No more crying over Jade. I tear my eyes away from them both and go to my locker. I get my locker open talking everything I need for class.

"Hi Tori." I hear the soft voice of Cat beside.

"Hi." I say barely audible as I continue to get my books.

"Hey Tori why so dark girl?" Andre' asks sounding kind of amused. He and the other don't know about the Jade thing. Just Cat. I don't answer him I just continue to get my things.

"Hey guys." I hear Beck voice and I don't even need to look to know that he has his arm around Jade. Andre' is the only one who greets them. I look at Cat and she isn't even looking at them.

"Hey, can you guys tell Rex that if a girl you really like and got to know stands you up you it doesn't mean she doesn't like you." Robbie says and I kind of tense up at what he says.

"It doesn't. It means she's a cold hearted bitch with no feelings." I say angrily slamming my locker and walking away leaving the shocked guys and a knowing Cat and Jade.

LINE BREAK

"Okay my lovely pupils let's get started." Sikowitz says coming in through the window drinking out of his cocoanut. I'm sitting in the back of the class slumped in the chair. Andre' looks back at me from the front of the class with a concerned expression. I've been getting those along with wired looks as to why I'm all dull today. Cat as been comforting me all day. Robbie along with Beck has been giving me the same looks as Andre' and Jade I won't even look at her. "Tori and Jade on stage." Sikowitz says and I take my time getting on stage while Jade is already up there waiting impatiently.

"Any day Vega." Jade growls and for the first time today I look at her with so much hatred. Her face changes from annoyances to shock and is that…. Fear. Good she should be scared.

"Wow Tori never seen that look before." Sikowitz says looking just asks shocked as everyone else in the class. "Okay well anyway today you two will be talking in each other's arms. When I say in each other's arms I mean," He stand in the middle of Jade and I pulling us close together. "I really mean in each other's arms. but you will not be talking about something that makes you want to be in that person's arms." Everyone in the class is looking at Sikowitz like he just grew two heads. "Come on." Sikowitz says ignoring the looks he was giving and pushes Jade and I closer then I want to be. Jade shrugs nonchalantly wrapping her arms around my waist and pulling our bodies together. I hesitantly wrap my arms around her neck. I don't even look at her I just rest my chin on her shoulder and she does the same.

So long I've waited to be in her arms and now I don't. It hurts so bad having to be forced like this when we could have done it last night.

"Why?" I ask angry clearly showing in my voice.

"Why what?" She ask faking confusion.

"Why did you stand me up?" I ask right out. I know no one in here knows it's for real besides Cat.

"Because I wanting nothing to do with you." I tense up and it shows. Did she mean that?

"Do you mean that?" I ask feeling the tears in my eyes. I thought I didn't have any more.

"Yes, I want nothing to do with you. I hate you so much." The tears finally fall and I pull away quickly getting off the stage, grabbing my bag, and leave out the classroom. I hear some of the others call my name but I don't answer or stop. I walk out the school going to my car. I see my friends come after me but there to slow because I'm already in my car and pulling away. I don't know where the hell I'm going but I'm going somewhere far away from here and Jade.