Prologue

Bella's POV

"Why didn't you tell me about your feeling before?" he asked. A shock clearly showed in his emerald eyes.

I stared at him for like hours, speechless because of his question. And then, I looked away and smile dryly. "Because I was being a good girl," I answered while looking back at him. He wrinkled his eyebrows and looked confused. "I was being a good girl who didn't want to confess her feeling to a taken man."

He closed his eyes with a pain expression after hearing my answer. He exhaled his breath hard. a moment later, he looked at me with hurt in his eyes. "Then why are you telling me now all of sudden?"

"Because I'm tired of being a good girl," I said with a teasing smile in my face.

He didn't smile and just stared at me with sharp eyes. It was very clear that he didn't believe me. It made me stared back at him with serious expression before smile sadly. "I just don't wanna say goodbye while keeping it from you," I whispered the words, but I knew that he could hear me.

He narrowed his eyes hearing this. "What do you mean saying goodbye?" asked him harshly.

"I just thought that maybe this is the last chance I can tell you this," I said it while closing the distance between us. I put my arms around his neck and brought my body closer to hug him. His arms automatically threw around my back and brought me closer to him.

"What do you mean by saying last chance?" he whispered in my ear.

I drew back to look at his eyes. My arms were still at his shoulder. I looked at him for a long time, trying to save his face at my brain's hard disk. I tried to smile genuinely, but I know that it is pathetic because I could feel my tears in my eyes.

"Goodbye, Edward," I whispered before turned around and walk away.

I could hear him calling my name, while a woman's voice called his. I knew that letting him go was the right decision even though leaving him there standing by his luggages was the hardest thing to do. I had to do this because there was high chance that it was really the last time I could see him.

A/N: This is my first fic ever.. So, I really appreciate if you will give me advice..

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