Hey! This is my first fanfic. I hope you like it!

Disclaimer: I do not own Fairy Tail, Hiro Mashima does.

-Marga

Chapter One: Three Words

A woman sat on a white chair. Her blonde hair tied back into a ponytail. Her chocolate brown eyes matched mine. She was wearing white. Everything she was wearing was white. Could it be that she was an angel? Maybe. I walked up to her and gave her a warm smile. "Hi, I'm Lucy. Where exactly am I? And who are you?" I told her. She looked at like she'd known me for years and smiled, a smile that matched... mine. "Is that really you Lucy?" She said as tears were falling from her eyelids. My eyeis grew wide. Same blonde hair, same blonde eyes, same smile. "M-mom?"

"I never knew Heaven would look this beautiful." I said walking around and looking at the beautiful garden. Layla Heartfilia just nodded. "So, all those stories about Heaven, they're all true?" I asked. "Yes, yes they are." Mom replied smiling. "But wait, aren't I supposed to be dead before I-" I stopped and my eyes widened. I'm dead. All my memories came flooding back to my mind.

~Flashback~

"I-I love you" I finally got the courage to confess to a certain pink-haired teen. "I... I'm sorry but I'm with someone." Natsu said. My eyes widened as tears streamed down my face. My eyes drifted from his face to the floor. "Who is it?" I asked. "It's Lisanna." More tears came down and my whole face was covered in tears. "Are you okay, Luce?" He asked. I nodded. He grabbed my hand and asked again. "I already said I'm fine now LEAVE ME ALONE!" I screamed. As I ran back to my house, I could hear Natsu shout my name but I ignored it. When I arrived, I immediately closed the door and shut the windows. I jumped onto my bed and cried my heart out. I was literally wailing in the room.

A few hours later, I got out of bed and went to the bathroom. My eyes were red and my hair was messed up. What was the point of living when the one you love doesn't love you back? I went to the kitchen and grabbed a knife and I pointed it towards me. Tears fell as I targeted it towards my belly. I pulled the knife towards me and I closed my eyes, waiting for the knife to hit me. But it didn't. Loke was there, he stopped me before the knife could touch me. The knife was dropped on the floor as I cried in his arms.

"Thank you, Loke." I said to him. He gave me a look that clearly said 'Don't do it again'. He layed me down on the bed softly as I fell asleep.

As I awoke, I saw Loke bringing me a plate with food on it and some water. I saw him mumble something in his breath and I clearly knew what he said. "Damn that Natsu. Making Lucy suffer. Why the hell can't he just say that he loves her." I smiled at what Loke said. He truly cared for me. I was lucky to have a friend like him.

"Lucy, its time for you to eat" Loke was shaking me like there was no tomorrow. "Loke, stop shaking me! I'm already awake!" I told him. "Oh, sorry" Loke flashed me a smile as I started to eat. "I'll be here for you." He said patting my back. I looked at him and smiled. "I know you are."

"Promise you'll never do it again?" He asked me. I nodded. He smiled. "Just remember, if you ever feel that way again, you can always call me for help"

"Thanks Loke. I'm kind of tired now. I'm going to bed, you can go now." I told him. Loke nodded and faded away.

I was walking towards the guild, surprisingly, with a smile on my face. As I entered the guild, I went to Mira and asked for a glass of water. Mira nodded and went to get a glass and some water. I looked around the guild and smiled. Everything was normal. Maybe too normal. "Hey Mira, why is the guild so...quiet?" I asked. "I don't know really. Maybe, Natsu's not yet here to start the fight." Mira giggled.

The guild doors opened to reveal Natsu and Lisanna. Both blushing. The whole guild cheered for the new couple, including me. I had no idea why but I was happy that Natsu was happy. I think this shows how much I love him, too bad he doesn't love me back. Tears were threatening to fall down my eyes, I tried to hold it back but it was too late. Was I really happy? Maybe, maybe not. I didn't know anymore. Natsu saw my tears and walked to me.

"I'm sorry for everything." He whispered. The tears just kept flowing as I gave him a smile. "Lucy, why are you crying?" Lisanna asked worriedly. "It's just that I-" "That she's really happy and she's crying tears of joy... uhm... Yeah!" Natsu smiled and got Lisanna's hand and pulled her close and gave her a little kiss. My heart shattered. "Uhm, excuse me. I-I need to go." I ran out of the guild and burst into tears, again.

I had to do it. I ran home and got the knife, not caring if Loke would pop out and stop me. I pulled it towards me, closing my eyes and felt it. The pain, the blood, the life slipping away. Loke popped out, too late. I fell on the ground. Dead. "LUCY!" He shouted.

~Flashback end~

"Lucy, lets go." Mom said. "Go? Go where" I asked confused. "Go to your funeral, of course." She told me. My funeral? Its today. Natsu. My eyes widened. What happened to Natsu and the others? Mom pulled me to a white door and which opened on its own. Creepy. We entered and saw everyone, everyone in the guild.

Crying.

Sobbing.

Cursing.

"L-Lucy Heartfilia was a wonderful girl. She was a friend to all her spirits." Makarov Dreyar announced while tears were dripping down his chin. Levy? She was in Gajeel's arms, crying. Erza? Looking down on the floor, her hands were curled into fists. Gray? Crying like hell, along with Juvia and the others. Natsu? He was away from everyone else. "Even if she isn't here anymore, she will always stay in our hearts" He couldn't bare the pain anymore. He stormed away. I frowned. Everyone was in pain because of me.

I exited and went back. It was already night time in Heaven. Mom told me to sleep. "Where?" I asked, looking around. "There." She pointed to a small hut in the garden. We both walked to the hut and saw 1 double bed, 1 small table and 2 chairs. My jaw dropped. "This? This is where were staying?" I asked. She nodded. "But this is, like, a big apartment. This hut isn't small at all!" I gaped at the huts size.

I couldn't sleep. My thoughts were all centered on Natsu. Why did he leave. I glanced at my mother. Sleeping. I slowly got out of the mattress and went back to the white door. I entered it and saw my grave. Suddenly, I heard footsteps. Natsu. He came to visit me. How sweet.

"Luce, I'm sorry for everything. I love you, but I'm too late, aren't I?" Natsu's tears started falling. "I just wish you were here with me. I miss you so much. I need you. I would give anything to see you, even my life!" Natsu sobbed. I just smiled. "You idiot, I am here."

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The next chapter will be in Natsu's POV. Rated T for his mouth. XD

-Marga :D