Prussia forgive me T-T I just wanted to write a Uke!Prussia Germancest and my hands wrote this…this… horror story T-T… It's also my first M rated story… oh why Buddha why? (Am I horrible at writing M? (IDK)… am I going to hell? (yes 3)... should I be ashamed?(probably)… Am I? (Yeah a bit)… Am I embarrassed so much that I almost deleted this whole story? (yup)) Have a peek at what happens when I watch too much horror movies then write FF.

WARNING: Slight Gore, Rape, did i also mention that it's my first M rated story so it probably fails. (Don't worry i gave it a... somewhat nice ending... yup i'm going to hell)

Genre: Hurt, Horror, Fail Angst, Supernatural.

Remember to give me feedback when your done reading. (even you anon's)

There will be more stories later but enjoy(?) the first one...

Germany opened the package that had been left on his desk inside there was a beautiful music box. He picked it up and noticed that there was a note in the bottom of the box, curiously he picked it up and read.

'Wind it up,

And you shall see,

The carnal desire within released'

Attached to that was a smaller note looking like it had been scrawled in a hurry.

'Whatever you do don't wind the box'

Thinking it some sort of strange prank Germany turned the music box over in his hand and found a small golden key, grasping it he began to wind the box despite the warning. When he was done he set the box down back in its box and frowned when no music sounded from it, shrugging and deciding he had better things to do then play with a broken music box he placed the lid back on and left for the kitchen. Unknowing of the danger he had just unleashed as a dark shadow detached itself from the box and darted after him.

XxXOne last warning before you read on…it's not pretty or cute or fluffy it's sad and rape-yXxX

Something seemed off with Germany today Prussia thought as he watched his brother wander the house.

"Bruder what are you doing?" he asked when Germany wandered in to the library for the 10th time that hour where he was reading. Germany paused to study his pale brother with unfocused eyes seemingly considering something before shaking his head and wandering away without answering.

"What the hell was that about?" He wondered to himself before going back to his book. For the next couple of hours Prussia didn't see or hear anything from his brother he was so absorbed in his book when he Looked up at the clock he was shocked to see that it was midnight.

Standing from the small table he had been lounging on in his boxers, his back popping as he stretched he could have sworn he heard the faint tinkling of eerie music notes. He tried to concentrate on them but when it stopped he decided he was hearing things. Grabbing his book off the table he wandered into the maze like aisles to place the book he was reading back on the self where he found it so that when Germany went on one of his OCD cleaning sprees he wouldn't flip out.

He jumped and let out an unmanly yelp when the lights suddenly went out.

"What the hell?" He growled to himself ignoring the feeling of dread that bubbled up from his gut. Prussia started heading back through the aisles of books, but because it was dark and he couldn't see he soon found himself lost among the books. The sound of eerie music could be heard again faintly before disappearing.

"Fucking west… just had to have the library redone this year." He muttered smacking yet again into another book shelf. He had been wandering for ten minutes before he got the feeling that someone was watching him. Glancing around him he could see no one and nothing out of place. (from what he could see in the dark anyway) After another five minutes he finally found his way out of the labyrinth of books. Sighing in relief he quickly headed from the room determined to go straight to bed. The feeling of being watched was still there and it was making him nervous, he was halfway down the hall when he finally noticed that there was no power in the halls.

"What the fuck is going on, did west forget to pay the power bill or something?" He asked himself slightly confused and slightly freaked out, not that he would admit the last one. Deciding to suck up his pride he called out.

"W-west hey west where are you?" There was silence throughout the house as his voice echoed through the empty halls. Prussia decided to search the house for his missing brother thinking back to his strange behavior from earlier.

"He better just be sleeping or something."

Feeling a presence following him Prussia shivered and glanced behind him seeing nothing but darkness he continued to walk till he made it to the kitchen. He flicked the light switch and just like he had been expecting nothing happened, he looked around to make sure his brother wasn't in here and found nothing. Turning to make his way back out in to the hall he happened to glance at the counter near the sink and noticed a knife sticking up from where it had been slammed down on the cutting board, he walked over to inspect it and found that it was covered in what looked like blood.

"It even smells like blood." He gasped in horror his worry for his brother doubled.

"What the fuck is going on?!"

Backing out of the room he glanced back down the hall towards the library and could have sworn he saw something move. Taking a deep breath he turned his back on it and moved further down the hall making sure to keep his footfalls silent. The shadows on the wall seemed to shift and grow with every step he took down the long hallway every now and then something in the house would shift causing the feeling of dread and fear to grow in the Prussian.

"Fucking creepy hallways, fucking creepy bloody knife, fucking creepy music, so not awesome… where the fuck is west?"

As he walked he listened closely for any sign of the person or thing he thought was following him or the strange music he kept hearing. He had just turned the corner that lead to another hall when he thought he heard the faint sound of some sort of a soft eerie melody from down near the end of the hall like he had from the library. Deciding to follow the music he crept down the hall every once in a while turning to look behind him for sign of the person he had thought he'd seen.

As he walked the music gradually got louder and louder till finally he was standing outside the closed door to Ludwig's office, light flickering underneath the door giving it a creepy effect to go with the music.

"Gott here goes nothing."

His hand shook as he turned the knob his fear of what he might find inside taking its toll as he pushed the door open. Feelings of relief and panic washed over him when he saw the room empty of any sort of horrible murder scene but also empty of his brother.

"Gott dammit west where did you go?" he asked the air without even a second thought he moved further into the only room with light to find the source of music. At first he couldn't find anything that looked like it played the kind of soft music he was hearing, as he moved closer to Germany's desk he noticed a small decorated box sitting on top of a pile of papers.

Walking over he leaned down and put his ear to the box and from inside came the soft notes of music he had been searching for. He stared at it for a minute before curiosity grabbed hold and urged him to lift the lid. Inside the box was another smaller box, it was this smaller box that was playing the music. Before he could pick up the music box Prussia felt a presence behind him the same one from the library. Spinning around he came face to face with…

"West, there you are thank gott I was looking everywhere for you but I couldn't find you I even found a bloody knife in the kitchen and thought something had happened to you." He cried stepping forward to embrace his brother but he stopped and frowned when he noticed the blank look in his brother's ice blue eyes, he also noticed that his brother was naked and his member erect.

"Ok Ludwig wouldn't run around naked especially naked and aroused, what the hell is going on around here?"

"West what's going on, some new sexy game that I interrupted?" He asked as Germany stepped closer a hand holding something behind his back. The smile he gave Prussia scared him, he had never seen his brother look so frightening not even during his nazi phase.

"W-west please stop grinning like that, you look like Russia and it's starting to freak your awesome bruder out." His plea seemed to only encourage this new scary Germany because his grin grew and his hand snapped out and grabbed Prussia by the wrist painfully, memories of his time with Russia flashed in his mind and he started to struggle not wanting to have those thoughts pop up while his brother was acting crazy.

"Bruder what are you doing?!" Prussia cried out grabbing Germany's wrist with his other hand trying to pry it off. Germany moved his hand out from behind his back revealing a pair of handcuffs Prussia stared at them in horror.

"Ok this really reminds me of Russia!"

Germany snapped the cuff over the hand holding his wrist and pushed him back into the desk knocking and small music box to the floor, none noticed the small golden key come loose or part of the shadow behind Germany disappear and the spark of recognition that flashed in Germany's eyes.

"W-what are you d-doing w-west?" Prussia stuttered out not even trying to disguise the fear in his voice.

Germany leaned over Gilbert snapping the cuff on to his other wrist lifting Gilberts hands above his head. Prussia's eyes widened and he cried out as Germany bit into his neck roughly.

"L-Ludwig?" Prussia whimpered like a frightened child when they imagine a monster in their closet, unfortunately no matter how much Gilbert wished it was this wasn't his imagination it was terrifyingly real. Germany ignored him in favor of licking the now bleeding spot on Gilbert's neck.

Prussia cried out as Germany bit into him again and again breaking skin each time.

"Ludwig stop!" He yelled in pain.

Bites trailed down his chest blood dripping and oozing from each one. Prussia regretted not wearing pants Germany bit into his inner thigh licking at the blood the pain was almost unbearable.

"What the fuck is he trying to do? Eat me?... fuck it hurts!"

"Please Bruder stop it hurts!" he pleaded between gasping for air as tears of pain and fear streamed freely down his face. Germany took no mercy on him as he continued to bite into him. Prussia bit his lip to keep from screaming is pride refusing to let his body. Looking anywhere but at Ludwig his eyes focused on the wall and for the first time that night noticed Germany's shadow.

"What the fuck are you?" He gasped out in shock as he stared transfixed at the tall black shadow adorned with horns the size of Gilberts arm and a long spiked tail. Prussia's eyes snapped down as the thing that looked like Germany snickered its eyes once blue glowed red almost the same color as Prussia's own. Horns sprouted from his head as a long spiked tail slithers around one of Prussia's legs.

"I am a hunter a stalker a predator and you are my pray, I feed on fear, pain, blood and pleasure… My name is carnal desire and I'm hungry." It growled with Germany's voice before spinning Prussia around and slamming his bleeding chest done on to the desk, the tail slithering across to wrap around the other leg spreading them apart and holding them there.

"What are you doing?!" He asked panicked, struggling in the demons grasp, yelping when claws dug into his back to keep him still, but still his body refused to let him scream. The thing that was now Germany didn't answer. Instead he grabbed Gilbert's boxers in one hand while the other held his cuffed hands above him at a painful angle. The demon ripped the boxers from Prussia's body. Without any warning or preparation he entered Gilbert slowly and painfully burying himself in to the hilt.

Gilbert screamed in agony, the Demon grinned wider and began to thrust bringing himself all the way out before thrusting in again, He bit into the Prussians back and licking up the blood. Prussia screaming all the while as wave after wave of agonizing pain crashed over him with each thrust and bite until finally the coping mechanism he had developed during his stay with Russia kicked in and he blacked out. He felt nothing, heard nothing as his mind shut down.

XxXSee I Warned YouXxX

The sound of eerie music that had consumed Ludwig's mind dulled slightly and as he became aware of his surroundings the first thing he noticed was his brothers bright fear filled eyes as Ludwig slammed him back into his desk.

"W-what are you d-doing w-west?" Prussia stuttered out, the fear in his voice was like a knife to Germany's mind.

"Bruder, what's going on?" he tried to ask but realized he could not.

"L-Ludwig?" He heard Prussia whimper, he watched himself bite into his brother. He tried to fight his body but nothing he did stopped him from Biting into his brother again and again.

"Please Bruder stop it hurts!" Gilbert pleaded, and Germany could only watch trapped in his own body as he hurt Gilbert.

"Bruder I can't stop it!" He cried out in his mind.

"What the fuck are you?" He heard Prussia ask right before his body started to change, horns appeared from his head and a tail appeared from nowhere to wrap around Gilbert's leg.

"I am a hunter a stalker a predator and you are my pray, I feed on pain and blood and pleasure… My name is carnal desire and I'm hungry." Germany heard himself say. Before he watched in horror as He slammed his brother down on to his desk and brutally thrust into him, hearing Gilberts screams were nearly drove him insane. Then Gilbert just stopped screaming. Only moving when each thrust rocked him against the desk, tears still fell heavily from his eyes.

The demon that inhabited Ludwig's body released itself inside Gilbert. The dulled music faded completely from Germany's mind as he passed out.

When Germany woke he was on the floor naked on his back with no idea how he got there or why he was naked. He heard quiet sniffling to his right. Looking over he almost had a heart attack, his brother was curled up in a ball in front of Germany's desk bleeding and crying. Germany sat up and moved toward his brother. As Ludwig reached out for him Gilbert flinched back instinctively, Ludwig realized when he noticed his brother's eyes were glazed over.

"Bruder… what happened?" He asked in shock.

The last time he had seen Gilbert shut down like this was after he had come home from Russia, Germany had yelled at Italy without thinking scaring Prussia more than it had Italy. Germany had found him curled up in a ball on the living room floor with his hands over his ears, staring blankly ahead and not responding to anything Germany or Italy did to get his attention. Austria had told him when Germany called him panicking that it was something like having Stockholm syndrome it was his brother's way of coping with stressful, frightening or painful experiences, and that it should wear off as long as he is placed in a quiet area with nothing to exiting happening.

"Please Bruder stop it hurts!" The memory flashed through Ludwig's mind, opening the flood gates as memories of what happened poured into his mind.

"I did this!" Germany's heart shattered when he saw the blood mixed with his seed caked on the back of Gilbert's thighs and ass and the bruised and bleeding bite marks.

"I'm so sorry bruder." He whispered. Slowly lifting Gilbert off the floor and walking from his office to the upstairs bathroom. Placing gilbert in the tub he started the water before crawling in behind him. He wrapped his arms around him and held him to his chest whispering apologies. After what seemed like forever to Ludwig his brother finally started to come back to himself.

"W-what…?" Gilbert looked around in confusion wondering how he had gotten in the tub.

"Bruder…" Ludwig paused feeling Gilbert stiffen in his arms.

"Buder i-… I'm so sorry, i can never forgive what happened but I'm sorry… I'm not asking for forgiveness I just want you to know that even though I don't understand what happened I still hurt you and I hate myself for it." He moved his arms from gilbert to wipe away the tears that had appeared in his eyes.

Gilbert sat ridged for a moment longer before turning in Ludwig's lap. He gripped Ludwig's shoulders tightly, burying his head in Ludwig's chest sobbing.

XxXImGoingToHellXxX

It took 6 months for Gilbert to stop flinching when whenever Ludwig made a sudden movement, it took even longer for him to stop hyperventilating whenever he caught a glimpse of his own red eyes in the mirror for they reminded him of the glowing red ones that haunted his nightmares, right beside the child-like violet ones.

The music box had disappeared from Ludwig's office, no matter how hard they looked they couldn't find it.

And here is a retardedly long A/N:

God my face was red the whole time I wrote this and I'm really pale so when I say red I mean Red from ear to ear my mother kept looking at me funny every time she burst through my door.

Should I write more M or give up on it completely? (maybe not more…umm… rape… god I'm already up to my hips in hell.) Is it bad that I feel kind of proud for writing this horrible monster?

If you care to know more about thing's that you might be confused about:

"Why was Ludwig wandering the house?" ... because he was fighting his body's sudden urge to go jump his brother in the library, this was before the demon decided to take over. (i should have added that to the story, but oh well.)

"Why was there blood on the knife you ask?" ... Ludwig cut his hand while chopping potatoes... yup... that's what my brain told me the reason was.

"Was it really Ludwig stalking Gilbert in the halls?" ... Yes it was Ludwig... naked... with a hard-on... stalking Prussia through the halls... (oh god why can't i stop giggling at that image in my head?! i'm horrible -.-'')

This is the only way I could explain his almost Stockholm syndrome-like behavior because there is a method to my madness… even in a story like this:

Coping — In psychology, a term that refers to a person's patterns of response to stress. Some patterns of coping may lower a person's risk of developing Stockholm syndrome in a hostage situation. ("until finally the coping mechanism he had developed during his stay with Russia kicked in and he blacked out. He felt nothing, heard nothing as his mind shut down." He was stuck with a crazy Russia for years so his mind shut down to protect himself every time Ivan flipped shit… well that's what my head says anyway.)

Flashback — The re-emergence of a traumatic memory as a vivid recollection of sounds, images, and sensations associated with the trauma. The person having the flashback typically feels as if they are reliving the event. Flashbacks were first described by doctors treating combat veterans of World War I (1914–1918). ("memories of his time with Russia flashed in his mind and he started to struggle not wanting to have those thoughts pop up while his brother was acting crazy." )

See my madness has plots too. (I couldn't write a plotless story if I wanted too… not even a rape-y one like this. -/3/-) Also I'm sorry i always make Ivan out to be a bad guy i love him but... he does make a good bad guy.

Also the cover picture thingy doesn't belong to me i found it on google and borrowed it but i can't remember from who and i can't remember if i asked or not (probably not cause i have horrible memory) so if you own it or know who owns it plz tell me or have them contact me... i just really liked the picture...and it fit so well... plz don't be mad i used it without permission... carry on... ( probably over dramatic but you can never be to careful)