Author Note: This is my first Big Time Rush fic. It's a five part one shot. Hope you like it. Italics are flashbacks.

Part I:

"Kendall?"

Kendall looked up from his Guitar where he was strumming a few notes, trying to work on a new melody he couldn't get out of his head. He and James were the only ones home at the time where Logan and Carlos had gone out to get groceries due to the emptiness of the fridge.

"Yea, James?"

"Can I- um- confined something in you?"

"Of course, James. What's up?" he said looking back at his guitar, strumming a few more cords, writing down the arrangement as he waited for his band mate to continue.

"I think I'm gay."

Kendall's head shot up at this, "Gay? As in you like- dudes?" he responded.

James was looking at the ground, but he nodded silently.

"That's great!" Kendall answered honestly, happy to support his friend. "Congratulations?"

James laughed at this, "It doesn't bother you?"

"Why would it?" Kendall shrugged.

"Well I'm not completely gay, exactly," James tried to explain further. "I still like girls."

"So you're bi," Kendall clarified.

"I guess. It's still kind of weird. You know?"

"Well, I'm here for you, Buddy."

Kendall smiled thinking back at the memory from several years ago as his eyes landed on one of the many photos of him and his band mates from the past seven years. This one in particular was a photo of the four of them fooling around in their old apartment back when they all lived together at the Palmwoods. It still amazed him how much had changed over the years, yet their friendship was stronger than ever.

He glanced at himself in the mirror, sighing at the ridiculous suit he had to wear, "Who ever came up with this tradition should be shot!" he groaned, trying to straighten out his bow tie, though a smile crossed his face as he pictured his best friend wearing the same attire. James always looked good in a suit. He looked good in everything.

Kendall startled as he heard the front door open, before slamming shut, "Hey Buddy, you ready?" Carlos's voice echoed through the halls of the small apartment, which to Kendall, all of a sudden seemed to be getting bigger and bigger all of a sudden. "We're going to be late!"

"Be out in a sec,' he called out, his eyes still on his reflection starring back at him.

He glanced back at the photos, a faint smile crossing his lips at the memories, "I guess today's the day," he said to himself before gathering his keys and wallet from his dresser and walking away.