Chapter one- I want to know.

CAMMIE POV:

Its been 3 years since Zach and I got married, and I must say its been 3 years to remember. Stopping the COC, many marriges, many births. I havent been on any missions since we stopped the COC, but I guess that didnt stop Zach.

I poured the coffee i had every morning into the china mug, yawning from a late night of partying with the girls, on one of our fizzy fridays at Studio Mixx the local club macey has always favourited. Zach of course was out with the boys god knows where. I heard the front door close as I leaned against the kitchen counter stirring my coffee with a spoon.

"Hey" I look up to see Zach leaning against the door way in the same outfit he wore yesterday, a pair of worn dark jeans and a plain grey tee. "Hi" I say grinning and waving slightly, holding the coffee mug to my lips then suddenly realising its still to hot to drink. "How was the night?" I say making my way over to the table and placing the mug down before taking a seat. "It was good until Grant got drunk of course. And Jonas and I had to take him home" I raise an eyebrow "So you didnt get drunk last night?" He smirks at my disbelief "Are you surprised?" I nod "I must admit i am" He chuckles. "Well Im gonna go freshen up" He says turning towards the bedroom and stepping inside before I can say anything else.

I reach for my phone, hesitating for a moment then quickly press the speed dial for BEX.

(A/N ITALICS IS BEX)

I wait for her to pick up...

"Bex here. how can I be of service?"

"Hey Bexy. Its cammie."

"Hey cam, what ya need?"

"Its complicated.."

"How about I come over later and we can talk"

"Good idea. see you then-" I sign "see you soon"

"bye!"

I place the phone on the table, leaning on the table and placing my head on my arms. I sense someone come in and lean up again seeing Zachs' face inches from mine "you okay Galligher Girl?" He tucks a strand of hair behind my ear, I nod and grin "yeah im fine" he raises an eyebrow clearly not believing me. "Cam, we need to talk" I give him a look Whats going on? He sits in the seat next to me "Well.. the chief called me earlier, saying that I have been set a mission-" I nod He goes on missions all the time, how could this be any different? "okay" I shrug, but he continues as if not noticing me cutting him off "and this mission is said to take a max of 6 months" OH GOD! NO! HE CANT! I MEAN. I think im.. He cant just leave! a moment of silence passes and I return to reality after my thoughts took over "you cant! you cant go for 6 MONTHS!" He raises his eyesbrows in surprises "Why cant I?!" He asks. But I cant tell him yet! I dont even know if its true yet. "You just cant!" I stand from my seat, and leave the room quickly before I say anything Ill regret. But of course that made no difference because, he followed me. "Cammie! tell me. tell me why I cant accept this mission?" I bite my lip. Now look what Ive done. I stay quiet, Hoping this moment will just pass. He searches my eyes, probably sensing somethings up "Cam-" I frown "you just cant. ok. there is no 'why'" His expression hardens, "I dont think its your decision Cam. This is a big time in my spy career. just because, you choose not to go on any more missions-" I gasp in disbelief. HE DID NOT JUST- UGH!

"ITS NOT A CHOICE ZACH. THEY NEVER SIGN ME UP FOR THEM ANYMORE! YOU THINK IVE GIVEN UP ON GOING ON MISSIONS?!" trying to avoid my voice cracking, I swallow. His expression now softer "Cam-" I hold my hand up "just.. dont." I walk down the hall into the living room and sit on the couch trying to hold back my tears.

ZACH POV:

Whats going on? Cammie isnt normally like this... I go on missions all the time, shes never acted this way before. I have to admit i do regret most of the things I said. I peer around the door of the living room seeing cammie in tears hugging her knees staring at the television screen What have I done now? I walk in "Cam, Ill be back later. If you need me just call Ill be at Grants" She nods, sniffling and wiping the tears away taking no notice of me. I grab my jacket and my keys then step out of the door.

*ONE HOUR LATER*

CAMMIE POV:

A knock on the door, interupts my thoughts and i make my way to the door. Bex was there grinning "hey cam" shes hugs me, I grin sady "hey" She steps inside and walks into the living room, plopping herself onto the couch "So whats up?" I sit down in the recliner next to her "well, Im not totally sure but...I think im Pregnant" Shocked shes starts nervously rambling on "Have you told zach? how do you know for sure? you should go to the doctors office. does your mom know?" I raise my eyebrows "BEX!" she looks at me "Zach doesnt know." her mouth forms an 'o' shape and she nods "arent you going to tell him? im sure the babys' his right? it is his?" I shrug "well i dont know if i should or not, you see he told me some news and we had a fight.." I sigh. "Cam its okay. what did he say?"

"He said that the chief gave him another mission but this one is supposed to take up to 6 months! and if i am definitely pregnant, how am i supposed to cope with him? thats why I cant tell him" She sighs "Cam you guys should talk, where is he?" "At your house with Grant" Shes nods "Okay. Cam before you talk, you need to test." she reaches into her bag and pulls out a pregnancey test stick box "here. I have it just incase" I nod and walk into the bathroom.

*several minutes later*

I sigh, and step out of the bathroom and into the living room. Bex looks up at me and I nod "Positive." She gets up from the couch and hugs me "Aw congrats cam, everything will be okay, but you should talk to Zach" I nod. She picks up her bag "I have to go, Grant and me are going out, Zach should be back soon, Love ya cam see ya later" I nod and wave as the door shuts and I am alone once again.

The front door opens and Zach steps in, taking his coat off and slipping it onto the arm of the couch, "hey" he says in a low murmur. I just nod and carry on watching the tv. He sighs "Cam, listen" I nod "Look at me cam" I look at him. "mhm?" He sighs once again "I dont like this. us fighting." I nod. "I just want to know why" A tear falls, "zach-" "Cam I love you and I just want to-" "ZACH!" He looks at me "I have to tell you something" He nods.

"Im pregnant"