A/N: This story was spinning around in my head for quite a bit and now I feel like I have to write it down. -w-; I do not own Durarara, nor do I own the characters. Shizaya. Contains yaoi, hard sex and slight cussing.


What is desire?

Desire.

Why are you feeling this strong desire?

You scream at him, in pain, yet in lust. "More!"

He backs off a bit, but you won't allow it.

"Just fuck me harder!" You cry out, your feelings pushing on the edge of your body, your heat.

He let out a small, slow chuckle and grabs your legs tight, spreading them wide.

You can't control yourself - you need him. You need this fucked-up, blonde man who is bending over you, his eyes full of lust.

He pulls you in a lingerly kiss, wrapping his arms around your lower body.

You shiver for a second - maybe two - and realize that this man wants you.

He thrusts in harder and can't control himself as you start playing with his hair.

"Stop that shit!" A hiss, a thrust - and you're completely captured.

You throb your head back, while his lips are running up your neck, sending you a prickle all over your sensitive body.

He thrusts harder, moving in and out while his fingers are embracing your warm, heated up skin.

You let out a moan, one or two, while you feel this chill. "Oh, Shizu-chan..~!"

He hisses again, his eyes flackering up. "Use my real name, dumb flea." His voice is so soft, yet so harsh and cold - but it sure turns you on.

"Shizuo!" You scream out as he thrusts in hard.

"Good boy." His lips formed a smile - and then you realize that you need him. This man. Your man.

"Stop, I can't anymore..." You beg him, then he abruptly let you go, then placing you on his lap.

"Are you trying to beg, Izaya?" His voice - it drives you crazy. You could do it with him in different positions, but you want this man now. You have him right now and here in all his sexiness - from his messed up, blonde hair to his long, masculine legs.

"No!" You moan out as he thrusts even harder, panting a bit. He gently wraps his arms around you, pulling you against his chest. Skin on skin.

"Izaya.. I love you so, so much.." He thrusts a few times, his cock is throbbing inside you and you moan out, digging your nails into his back. His fingers are embracing your own cock, while he begins to pump it. "Come for me."

You let go and then your cum spills all over his long, soft fingers and while he licks it off, you grab his shoulders and look at him.

He places a soft kiss on your swollen lips and whispers against it, "You're mine now, Izaya. I won't let you go."

At this time, your head spins and you completely fell in love with him.

While he pulls out softly, you continue to look at him and then you nibble on his cheek. "I love you, Shizuo." Your whisper against his soft skin, tugging on his hair gently.

"I love you more than my whole life, Izaya Orihara." He runs his fingers down my back and then he turns you around, tackling you literally into the pillow. Laying down on me, he grabs your hands and rests them over your head while intertwining his fingers with your fingers.

"I know." You whisper until you drift off to sleep, along with him.


A/N: Finally, I wrote this out of my head. x_x;; I really need to stop making up stories in my head.