A/N:
Hello there~
It would please me immensely if you would read this author note!
Some of you might know me from my other KidxLaw story, Wrong Number and some of you might not know me at all x3 But welcome to ya'll! This little plot-bunny hit me a while back, and thus, while working on WN, I started this up slowly and build it into, what I believe, will be another long on-going story (I just love to dig myself a grave. WN will be like 30+ SOMETHING chapters and I still don't see the end.) With this one though, I think it'll only be 15 to maybe 20 chapters. Well, let us see x3 It may even be less.
There is something I need to warn you about with this piece of fiction; It is, more or less, an experiment for me. I am not an accomplished author in any way, I simply enjoy what I do and put as much effort into it as possible. I have, however, decided to write this story completely differently from my other. (Which wont mean much for those who havn't read either lol) but some might notice the difference. This plot-bunny is just extremely persistent and since the story will be an ON and OFF between the PAST and the FUTURE, I couldn't imagine writing it any other way.
Note that there is dates above every section. The timelines we go between is 2002(03) and 2012+. So it is a lapse of ten years everytime. If there is any confusion do no hesitate to inform me. I would rather encourage you to, so I can possibly heed it for future chapters and go back and fix this if necessary.
Another thing: This is meant to be from Kids POV, as he is this storys main protagonist. There is, however, some of Laws POV in the time skips from future to past. That is because it's written in third perspective; omniscient narrator. It is more for the sake of the reader really; so that Law do not become a stranger x3 I hope it will not seem too odd, though.
Before I lose you completely; Please enjoy!
Original title: Beginning of the end.
Pairing: KidxLaw, LawxKid.
Summary: Kid had lived without him for almost ten years. Ten years was a dang long time, and Kid told himself-more often than not-he didn't need him. But the raven-haired teen from his past was still haunting his thoughts. Yet meeting him again, was not an option Kid had even thought possible. AU. Slash. M/M.
Warnings: Mature content, explicit sexual content and under-age sexual interactions. (I'm just putting this one up for safety; in my country it's not under-age by 16 years of age, but meh, who knows with the rest of the world really?) So please heed the precaution and do not read further if it is not your thing.
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September 9th. 2012.
September. How he hated this month. There was an immediate chill from outsite, when he opened the window in his room. There was only one story down from where he stood, the height was far from enough to even barely harm him if he chose to jump. Maybe he'd break a leg or injure some or the other, but it wasn't enough to kill. There was a sigh, barely audible among the singing of the wind, as it blew up the curtains and played with the red strains of his hair. Not even if he climbed to the roof and took the jump from there would it be enough to still his fucking life. It wasn't that he wished to die, not really. He just hated this fucking month so much, this fucking day in particular. September the 9th. It was always this time a year it would start all over again, they would come; the dreams; burrying everything he had worked for to forget the three fourths of the year beneath their force. There was no escaping them, no escaping those blasted memories he just wanted to get rid of once and for all. It was like an endless circle, a snake biting at its own tail and then slowly starting to devour itself. It always started this day, September the 9th, when the first dream came; the first memory. Then day after day, week after week, month after month, until the end of the year, he would relive that same past from where those condemned memories originated from. A past that begun 10 years ago...
The covers of the bed felt heavy as he drew them over himself, laying down on his side. He already knew he would find no rest tonight, he never did once the cycle repeated itself. He felt cursed, year after year the same crap. But he was determined to see it through, now that it couldn't be avoided there was no reason to resist. His eyes closed as he took a deep, steadying breath, preparing himself. He had stayed up later than what was his want, his body was exhausted and so was his mind, sleep would come fast. He could no longer push it further. It was memories he wanted to forget that would come with these dreams, but he couldn't say they were all bad. They just always left a hollow, empty feeling behind and he would always awake to this feeling. He would always awaken to darkness; and always was he completely alone. As sleep came, so did the dreams. They always started the same way; an all boys highschool, a shared dormitory and a short circuit, the entire school suffering from a blackout... They never changed, they were always the same. But then again... Memories never changed.
September 9th. 2002.
The flickering light from the candle was the only source of light in the small two-person room in the boys dormitory. It glowed brightly from it's perch on a wooden desk on the window side of the room, but it was only strong enough to barely illuminate the two bodies in the middle of the floor, tangled in heated limbs and passion. It was two boys; adolescent; still only in their middle teens. One was hovering, pinning the other-smaller one of them-to the floor by his wrists and they were both panting harshly as their hips rolled against each other. It was clumsy; hasty movements; almost akward. But neither boy cared as the pleasure gained outweighted everything else. It wasn't enough, however, not this time; there wasn't enough friction and one of them wanted more. Much more.
"Hah.. ah-aah, Eustass-ya," The smaller of them moaned-the one pinned to the floor-with ebony hair and a slender, lithe built. His wrists came free when he startled his partner, rolling his hips particular hard, and nimble legs tangled with more muscular ones. Groaning, the boy on top released his grip and soon found his head yanked back, dexterous fingers having tangled in his fiery locks. Lips and teeth found a tender spot on his neck, leaving him momentarily paralyzed. In a matter of breath-stolen seconds their positions were reversed and the limber of the two crawled on top, running his exploring hands over semi-definite musculature. It is what had him attracted to the red-head in the first place, his form almost athletic, but with the undertones of someone who worked out everyday. Now, if he just wouldn't scowl all the time; Eustass Kid could almost be considered handsome.
"What the fuck do you want, Trafalgar?" His breathing was slightly laboured-his pulse still quick-which was no surprise to him, given their current situation. Fuck, he felt hot! The burning in his loins was not the least defused, though the raven-haired above apparantly wanted to drag things out. What was it with this switch in positions, anyway? Kid always topped! Not that they had ever gotten further than dry-humping and groping; maybe that's what Law wanted? To go all the way? His breath almost hitched by the idea alone and he had to swallow around a lump. Their-whatever it was they had-had only been on for a few weeks now, but Kid was definitely ready for more. He really, really, really wanted to take things further; to loose his fucking virginity already; they were 16 for fucks sake! Which was probably what kept him from pinning Law down again; the boy fucking had to say the words! And he better hurry...
A low chuckle was Laws first response, these long, teasing fingers trailing over the left side of Kids face as Law took him in; his grayish eyes-absolutely onyx in the modest flicker from the candle-twinkling mischieviously. From the start, had it been Law who always initiated these intimate-Kid didn't even know what to call them-sessions? Law came onto him first, these two weeks ago, and why the fuck Kid hadn't refused, since they had practically never really talked before-had nothing in common whatsoever-well... It had a lot to do with Laws character. (And the bet he lost, but that was not something he was ever going to admit.) Trafalgar Law was mostly known around campus as an enigma; a genius for his age; a prodigy, but also a royal asshole, seemingly uncaring about anyone else but himself, and a few of his selected friends perhaps; those he had was few. It was the way Kid had viewed him, too, and not much had changed this view actually, besides how this asshole had since then gotten under his skin; Way more than he should have initially allowed. Law could make Kid go completely mad with just a single, heated stare from those smokey eyes. And when his hands, mouth and body came into play... Fuck. Law was definitely an eyeturner. It was those erotic antributes of Laws that made Kid close an eye to his elsewise over-confident nature. It wasn't that the red-head was really that much different, but where their personalities were concerned they definitely clashed. And not in a pretty way, mostly.
It only made this much more sweeter; after a rather turbulent day with boring classes and Law nagging and pissing him off at every opportune moment-which was almost all the time, how the fuck did he do that?-Kid liked when they were able to come together like this; to let off steam and sort out their differences in a raw, ancient, no-words-really-needed sort of way. And now it seemed like he finally got to fuck Law too, that guy had been a damn tease about it for far too long.
"Why, Eustass-ya. Do not like my pace?" It wasn't hard to tell that the bastard was enjoying himself, practically cooing as he tangled nimble fingers anew in Kids bloody tinted hair. Law had on more than one occasion expressed his delight for the strong hair color, which Kid found extremely strange, almost to the degree where it became borderline ridiculous, but he wasn't really one to complain either. Especially not when Law often showed his appreciation with mind-blowing, pleasuring actions. Laws blunt nails scraped over the sensible skin of his scalp and Kid hissed out between grounded teeth. Despite his almost frail countenance, Law was far from a lightweight and he was never, never tender about his touches. He was lithe, flexible and Kids opposite in almost everything; which made this insane attraction between them... Well, insanely twisted. Before that day, two weeks ago-Law out of the blue deciding to start something-Kid hadn't even looked at him twice. But to say that the ebony haired male hadn't managed to change that... Kid had never wanted anything so bad in his life before as he wanted Trafalgar Law; wanted him; wanted to possess him in body and soul. Yet it was still only basic hormonal reactions, just sex and the mutual attraction that sometimes occured. Not that he didn't wish to screw with Laws mind too; pollute Law in every aspect of the word-though he was far from innocent-Kid would take him over, make sure that no matter what, Eustass Kid would always be imprinted in the mind of Trafalgar Law. As well as his body.
Apparantly, Laws objective was similiar. Those wandering hands were like branding iron on his skin, burning the flesh wherever they touched.
"Fuck no," Kid growled, though it came out more like a mutter. "Let me fuck you already, you fucking tease," To emphasize his words Kid grasped a handful of Laws buttocks between his hands, squeezing the flesh suggestively and ground the pert rear over his rock hard erection; the friction far from enough through the thin barrier of their under garment. Law was still gasping-taken by surprise-his brows furrowing as his lids fluttered close. He bit at his lower lip harshly, supressing lewd noises that had Kid grunt with renewed arousal and he lifted Law by his ass again, to grind him down with anewed purpose.
"Oh god," Law moaned, fisting his hand in Kids hair much more forcefully and pulled at the strains, all the while ignorant towards what sort of pain it must bring Kid; he was too vivid to care; too engrossed in the pleasure shooting mercilessly up his spine. "Fuck you're impatient!" He snapped, but it was not anger that laced his words. As further verbal exchanges became superflous-arousal overtaking both boys completely-lips met and teeth clashed in the hastened purpose of quickly finding some relief; both silently agreeing to take it as far as it would go. Laws hands had already moved from Kids hair and the dexterous fingers were now clawing at his plain blue boxers; a single objective in mind. Kid knew that with just a few more rolls of his hips he could make them both loose themselves in the pleasure-give up on moving past first stage-so he stopped. As good as it felt, he wanted Law beneath him now, wanted to tear off those bloody annoying garments and finally take from him what he had wanted all along. Law wasn't objecting much as he was trown off, aside from a pained groan as he hit the floor where he'd been-not so carefully-tossed at. Kid was over him at once, swatting Laws hands away as he tried to pull him closer; those briefs had to go first, and wasn't kind fingers that tangled in the fabric of Laws under garment. The seam nearly tore as Kid pulled the offending boxers down, over slender legs and nimble feet. It was tossed wherever, his own quickly following.
Law was leaning on his arms, his elbows propped on the floormat beneath as he eyed Kid through heavy lashes; anticipating his next move. When the red-head hovered over him and then went to cover his lighter form with his own, heavier one, Law immediately pushed his hand against Kids shoulder; telling him to back off. Kids frown was deep and the displeasure edged even deeper in his features, but Law just shook his head.
"Wait! You can't just take me like this you ass, if you don't prepare me it'll hurt like hell," That wasn't something the ebony haired was very interested in and it was clear Kid knew little to nothing about this; not that Law was really that much more experienced, but he'd at least done some research.
"And how the fuck do you suggest I do that?" Kids retaliation was rapid and he almost growled, so fed up with this ever waste of time; couldn't they just fuck already? But Law chuckled and cupped his face between his palms-placing a kiss on the sharp nose-as he pressed their foreheads together. When he answered, his voice was almost kind.
"You big brute, I brought lubricant of course," Lubricant, ey? How come the guy was so well prepared? With some insight Kid realised Law had been planning this all along and somehow that was so fucking satisfying, that he for a moment there didn't pay attention and Law was suddenly standing.
Locating the wayward pants was harder than he had first thought, but he spotted them and went to rummage through his pockets; finding the glossy bottle and grasped it tightly. He turned towards Kid, an annoying, self-satisfied smirk gracing his lush lips.
"Just because you are so highly unintelligent, not thinking ahead as usual,does not mean I am the same; of course I came prepared," It was like Law had read Kids mind, but the red-head only snorted; was the fucker trying to ruin the mood? Well, Kid wouldn't fucking allow that, so he let the insult pass for the higher purpose. As-what seemed like forever to Kid-Law finally came to stand before him, crouching down and popping the cap of the tiny bottle, his hand pushed against Kids shoulder once again; guiding him to lay back. The red-head corked a brow at that, looking at Law with some disbelief. What? He wanted Kid on his back? Why the fuck would- The thought process was momentarily halted the moment Law straddled him, sitting on his lower middle, Kids cock trapped behind him and sliding up against the crease in between Laws buttocks. God, that felt sorta... He watched then-completely entranced-how Law coated his fingers in the sticky substance and slid his hips forward; giving Kid a pretty nice view of that puckered hole. And fuck! When those-now sleeked-fingers prodded the entrance, Kids breath hitched as Law pushed one through and started to finger fuck himself.
Shit. Suddenly it became extremely uncomfortable; the sight before him was so mindblowing Kid felt himself come undone. Shit shit shit! Why did Law have to take his sweet time?
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"Ah! Hah.. ahh," Law moaned, adding another finger, the prodding digits scissoring and made room for him to eventually add a third one too. He didn't want to take any chances; they were both teens, but even so, Kid still wasn't on the small side of the scale where size was considered. Lucky bastard really, considering there was still many more years left to grow in. Law knew he was the first who'd get to sample from Kid and his body, and actually felt delighted about the idea that it was he, Law, that-all the same-took Kids virginity. Well, Law also gave his to Kid, so they were sorta even. And he would definitely get to have Kid in the same position he was in now; one day he would. For now he was okay with being the bottom, though that didn't mean he couldn't top; and top he would.
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The fingers were withdrawn and slipped from Laws sleeked up opening with a fantastically wet sound. As if it hadn't been toturing enough having to watch that erotic scene unfold before him-with no kind of friction for his straining member-Kid now also had to wait for Law to slide back over his legs and pour more of the lubricant over his hand, in order to prepare Kids erection as well. Kid was about to tell him to fucking get it going already, but every thought of protest died on his tounge when Laws wet fingers wrapped around him; grip tight and merciless as he-without wasting time-pumped his fist in hard strokes. Fuck! Damn damn damn! FUCK! Kid actually hadn't realised how close he was; watching Law erotically preparing himself just moments before had definitely only goated his arousal further. And now with those nimble fingers around him... The fuck as if it was it going to end here! He wouldn't allow that!
"S- stop!" He groaned and swatted Laws hand away, causing the raven-head to look up at him, his smokey eyes somewhat amused despite how he tried to fake a puzzled look; bastard wasn't the least confused, he knew exactly why Kid called this to an halt. Grinding his teeth together, the red-head wrapped his fingers around a slim wrist and started tugging Law up; to where he wanted him right now. "Just get the fuck up here, now," Laws chuckle fueled his annoyance, but the boy complied and slid up-rather gracefully-making sure to trap Kids erection between his butt cheeks and rocked his hips slowly. Kid groaned and growled in warning. Fucking tease! Law chuckled again, but then he started to move again... Laws expression was hard to make out in the dim light of the candle, especially because he was facing away from the light, his back towards the desk. But Kid was pretty sure there was no visible trace of nervousity-not that there needed to be-he knew Law was nervous. He felt it when the palms pressed down on his chest moved, fingers flexing and the boy lifted himself up, guiding Kid to his entrance.
There was a sharp intake of air from both boys as the head of the cock propped against the sleeked opening. The skin stretched to accommodate him, taking him in slow; inch by inch. Law was starting to tense above him-his breath distinctively laboured-blunt nails digging into the skin beneath their reach. Kids own breath staggered and it was suddenly impossible to concentrate on anything but the tight, constricting heat. Everything became scorching heat and he was consumed by it, there was no mercy.
"Ow, fuck!" Law cursed through gritted teeth, the pain evident in his voice, but he didn't stop to pause before Kid was already half enclosed. There was another pained sound; a whimper, but Kid was so far gone by that point; he didn't fucking care if Law was in pain. It felt so... It was just so... Fuck it was amazing! Kid couldn't recall ever having felt something so intense-not even Laws elsewise very talented mouth could keep up with this-he was completely overwhelmed by the pleasure. Shit, this was it. He was in that moment, finally loosing his virginity and he fucking loved it! Deciding Law was moving far too slow for his liking, Kids hand found slender hips and without further ado, he pushed Law fully down upon himself; relishing in the cry that came from the raven haired. Even though it was a cry of pain.
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Fuck, fuck, fucking shit! It was like being split in two! The pain was so excrutiating that Law agonized over what a real fool he'd been, thinking he could avoid this if he was just generous enough with the lubricant. Well, apparantly no first time was painless-pfft, and he'd honestly thought that only applied to girls-now he knew it did not. There was not even one little ounce of pleasure in this and Law was very certain something had teared, and he was now bleeding. And who the fuck did Kid think he was? There was a bloody good reason that Law had picked this position to begin with; it would be the one causing least pain-or so he had thought-since he had the upperhand, more or less. Apparantly, Eustass was of different mind, taking charge because he could not feel how fucking painful this was. What a selfish bastard! There was not much Law could really do, he soon realized. The grip Kid had on his hips wasn't relenting and the red-head suddenly arched his back, planting his feet solidly on the floor. Kid used this newfound leverage to lift Law anew and while he pushed the boy down, Kid also thrust upwards, angling them thrusts to penetrate even deeper. That tore a scream from Laws throat, already aching from the labouring breaths and Law was starting to think Kid was actually relishing in causing him pain, because the red-head wasn't stopping.
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Luckily for Law, it didn't take Kid that long to reach his peak; already having been stimulated tremendously beforehand, by just watching-and feeling-Law prepare them. His teeth grit to stiffle any sound and Kid felt a spasm rush through his body, as the strings of the cord that held him back snapped apart. Needless to say that the orgasm that ripped through him was the most mindblowing, epic release he'd ever felt to days date. And that was all thanks to Laws tight, constricting heat and the way the ebony haired boy contracted around him, milking him for all he was worth. Kid knew he owed him credit, at least and he held Law close as he rode out the pleasure, swimming in post-ormasmic bliss. Fuck. Kid could hardly even think straight and he panted hard as he laid there, barely registering when Law began to squirm.
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The smaller boy pushed against the red-head and finally managed to loosen Kids hold enough so he could slip away. Law was pretty agitated and he felt so raw and sore. But he knew Kid was definitely not noticing the way he winced with every move. Fuck it hurt! It was like he'd taken a scolding brand of iron up his backside, not Kids cock. Law knew, if he said that out loud, the ego-centered, red-haired bastard would only take that as a compliment. He was so mad at Kid in this moment, but he could deny it all he wanted; Law couldn't really blame him... He hadn't felt it, but the pleasure had been so obvious in Kids features and if the situation had been reversed, Law wondered if he wouldn't have taken advantage also... It could all be the same, it still hurt as fucking hell. Law tried to distance himself as much from the red-head as possible, but he didn't get very far before he was snatched around his ankle and forcefully pulled backwards. The sudden movement shot a fresh wave of pain down his center and Law yelped, biting harshly at his lips.
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Wow, so much blood... Kid had first seen it on himself, after he had recovered enough to sit up and it hadn't been a pretty sight. That's when he had noticed Law-the source of the blood-crawling away, a wince accompanying his every move. Now that Kid was more clear in his head, he felt the guilt hit him full force in the stomach and-intending to apologize-he grapped Laws ankle and yanked him back. That the movement caused Law more pain shouldn't have been a surprise, but Kid was completely shocked when he saw Laws equally shocked and painfilled expression. The red-head immediately released the limb he was grasping, but before he could utter even a single word of worry, a fist connected to his chin and send him backwards, groaning beneath the force of the blow.
"What the fuck?!" Anger instantly welled up, a sheer reaction of the temper Kid had always had trouble controlling, but he had to bite his tounge when his eyes connected with Laws. That the ebony haired boy was angry was a given, hell, if it had been Kid in his position, he would have ripped whoever apart who had dared to made him bleed, but it wasn't Laws anger that had him currently petrified. The smokey eyes were positively blazing, black and omnious in the dim light from the candle, but the moist sheen of hot tears was leaving Kid absolutely dumbfounded, and speechless. Law was crying? It could just be from the pain, cause honestly, Kid was pretty sure he'd hurt him enough to draw tears; though it had been unintended, he'd really not meant to cause him any pain. Bullshit. The guilt was weighing down heavily, but Kid couldn't deny that when he'd actually been inside of Law, he hadn't cared shit about what the raven haired felt at all. Fuck, he'd been so selfish and stupid and it was completely his own fault.
"Don't fucking touch me, Eustass," Laws voice was low, but seething and a shiver travelled the path of Kids spine. He had never seen Trafalgar so upset before and the more he sat there, completley statuesque, the more Laws tears seemed to well up, until they finally broke through the confines and trailed down his cheeks. Kids breath hitched and he wanted to reach out, wanted to pull him close and say that he was sorry, but he was too afraid to move, too afraid that he'd just make it all worse. However, it seemed like him just sitting there, staring, did make it all worse and Law was suddenly screeching.
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"You fucking bastard! Don't you ever touch me again! I HATE YOU!" Law didn't notice how Kid cowered under his words, since he was far too occupied trying to get to his feet so he could get the hell out. It wasn't an easy thing with the throbbing pain in his backside and his legs were shaking as he stood up. But Law was stubborn and he wasn't fucking weak, he could take this! His balance was almost non-existing, but he managed to grap his pants and make his way to one of two beds in the room, completely careless about smearing any of the slowly drying blood, that stained the inside of his thighs, on the white linned. He sorta hoped he'd get Kid in trouble for this, if anything, he fucking desurved that after this. What had been the icing on the cake for Law was that Kid just sat there, like a dumbstruck fool, doing nothing. With a little difficulty, Law adorned his undergarments and got his pants over his hips, albeit wincing a bit in the process. Shit, this was probably going to hurt for a while
He felt like he'd been used, but it was his own fucking fault; he knew it'd be like this. It was supposed to be fun, no strings attached and just two teenagers exploring the before unexplored sexual territories. That had been his objective from the beginning. And the reason why he'd chosen Eustass Kid? Well... The red-head had appealed to him in more than one way. He was tall and quite muscular for a 16 year old boy. He had the most menacing looks Law had ever encountered, but that was also Kids charm; his rugged appearance and non-handsome features totally did it for Law. That Kid wasn't obviously handsome didn't mean he wasn't still sexy as hell, Kid was very attractive, at least to Laws standards. And believe him, he was quite picky.
It had just supposed to be fun and it had been fun, up until this moment, that is. Eustass being Eustass just had to go and fucking ruin it. Why was Law even surprised? He had just never expected it'd seriously hurt so bad. Almost more mentally than physically, though Law would call it a draw. It hurt inside because he actually really liked Kid. Liked him a little more than he would admit. But looking at the brute, still partially paralyzed on his perch on the floor, it became so apparant how little he actually thought of Law. Kid didn't care shit, it was so obvious. And that stung, it stung badly. Law bit his lower lip hard and grit his teeth against the flesh, making a sound of dissaproval. So when he said he didn't want Kid to ever touch him again, he fucking meant it! Did he hate Kid? ...No. The bastard red-head didn't need to know that, though. He should just leave him alone. At least until he regained his dignity; he'd definitely just lost over half of it.
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It wasn't before Law had gathered all his things and already half way to the door, despite the occasional staggering, that Kid was shaken from his stupor and was immediately to his feet.
"Hey! Where the fuck are you going?" Anger shot through him again. Where the hell did Law think he was going! He couldn't just leave Kid behind like this, and what did the raven head mean with Kid was never to touch him again? Law had started this shit in the first place! But Kid was soon cowering anew under Laws seething glare and a lump formed in his throat. Maybe he should really stop and think, treading the waters carefully right now was definitely the better move, but Kid couldn't help being... well, Kid.
"I'm going back to my dormitory and you better not follow," The words were like biting ice, so frosty cold that Kid, no matter how much he wanted to, couldn't say another word. Law was out of the door not even a second later, slamming it behind him.
As if on cue, the candle burned out and left Kid completely alone in the dark room, devoid of any light.
September 9th. 2012.
He awoke to that same darkness, where he had been left to that same day, ten years ago. He sat up in his bed, his hand shaking even as he ran it over his face. The start of the cycle, the start of when the memories would return and replay, time after time again, always left him completely breathless. It should have all ended that day, September the 9th. But it hadn't and Eustass knew for a fact that it was because of that, that these dreams... memories... recallings of the past... it was why they always begun this exact date. Because of what had happened that day had truly changed everything. It had been the beginning of this never ending circle and an relationship that should have never existed to begin with. Despite back then it had appeared as a lost cause. It had been the beginning of the end. A beginning that should have never been...
He knew he would not get much else sleep that night, so Eustass rose and made his way to the bathroom. Under his breath, as he stood before the mirror - hardly able to even gaze at himself and see how destroyed he was becoming - Eustass cursed. He cursed the day he had fallen trapped to the raven haired boy. He cursed the memories that would forever haunt him and he cursed himself for not having realized all this back then; how poisonous the other had proven to be.
Eustass finally looked up and saw the hollow, empty man that gazed back at him. This time of the year he was completely ruined.
Would he ever forget Trafalgar Law?
End of Chapter 1.
A/N: Pffft, teenagers, really x3 Anyway! I really hope you enjoyed this and would appreciate a feedback in form of a review. Thank you very much! Oh and I love long reviews (hint, hint) *grins* XD