Note:

Hello guys, this is my first attempt to write a story. This is a short one shot to introduce myself. I read Bleach almost for 2 months and I'm sorry if the characters are a little bit OOC. This fic is based on the pairing IchiRuki. 3

And, please don't forget, English isn't my first language.

Be prepared and enjoy my first attempt of a story.

Regards, Ru-tama 3


The clouded sun appeared hollow and the birds twittered careless in the evening. Rukia smiled sadly, hugged her knees and thought about her life in the living world. She switched the two worlds constantly for quite a while and she wondered which one belonged entirely to her. It seemed as if she would live two different lifes in each world. Rukia became wearily by it. It was exhaustive and difficult for her. She had to do different acts and had different duties to fulfill. Soul Society expected a polite, obedient Rukia whereas her friends on earth knew her as a free handed, multilayered person.

Where do I belong?

Rukia didn't know which world suits her, but she was really convinced that she should choose. It was clear that she couldn't lead two lifes for a long time. She sighed, her glare stubbornly directed at the river. It was hard, really hard. She didn't want to choose. She loved all her friends in the living world and Nii-sama and Renji in Soul Society. She would not only choose her future stay but rather pick up the persons who would be a part of her soonest life. Rukia lowered her head, spread her elbows and sighed in defied. She had no idea.

Which one should I choose? Soul Society or the living world? Why do I hesitate? I'm a shinigami…

…..and shinigamis had to live in Soul Society, period. Rukia was tainted with sadness. She didn't want to stay in Soul Society till death. Ichigo and the others were too important to her.

Ichigo….

She didn't want to lose him. Everything seemed right and easy in the presence of him. Every time she felt reinvigorated and at home in his presence. At home…. She realized that she had to choose a place that she called home. To be honest, she never thought about Soul Society being her home, even if Renji and Nii-sama lived there. She called Ichigo's house her home. She wanted to stay by his side and annoy the hell out of him. Yeah, she wanted to live with him till she met her death. She made up her mind.

And she was willing to face the consequences by her decision.


sooo, this was the end of this short thing. As said earlier, this was just a first attempt. I planned some long short stories and a multi chaptered fic.

The summary of the fic called "Bleach your Soul" : Rukia is frustrated. Nightmares haunted her at night and she cannot control her zanpakutou any longer. It seems after some occasions that her long forgotten human life's catching up with her.

Should I write it?=) Please tell me.