Disaster. Rachel B & Sam.

Summary: All of a sudden, she starts to realise that maybe there right. Maybe she is a worthless piece of slut. Maybe she is fat. Maybe she doesn't belong in this world. She starts to believe them but just what will this come to?

A/N. I know, I know… another story but this idea is really making me crazy and all I want to do is write write I'll upload my other stories soon, honest! Already finished what I did for love latest chapter he he, just need to beta it and it'll be updated anyway this is just an idea, if you like it review and I'll continue it the song is Nina Simone – feeling good! x

Chapter1.

Rachel's POV

I walked into the school feeling happy with myself, Karofsky and all the football lads aren't going to get me down this year because over the holidays, I had changed a lot. I had realised that yeah, in fact everyone was right when they told me I wasn't talented because of my fat face and my fat body. I guess I didn't realise all of this because I was too focused on glee club and my future; Broadway. I'm hoping that what I look like now is better than what I did look like.

I went to my locker to find that I still had my sketched stuff of what I had made for me and Finn,' Rach and Finn 4ever' with a picture of us both…. Yuck. That makes me sick just looking at it. I took them off and noted to trash them later, there was no way me and Finn was going to ever get back together. After getting my things, I walked over to registration… I always liked to be early, everyone knew that.

"Oi Berry, where do you think you're going?" I turned around to see that it was in fact Karofsky.

"What do you want, Karofsky?" I said trying to fake a smile.

"Lovely', she's acting nice. What's been up with you lately? Looks like you tried to lose some weight, what a fail. All you did was put on weight."

My face dropped, Oh well I'll just have to try harder.

"Got a present for ya, Berry. To keep you getting on for the day" Karofsky said before pouring the freezing cold slushy down my body. I shivered but I was used to it, I quickly ran to my locker, picking up my spare clothes before running to the toilets.

How could I let pain get through to me so quickly like that? I knew that I shouldn't but I couldn't help it. I couldn't stop it. It was too dangerous for me.

Quinn's POV

A new year at school is one of the best things ever in my opinion; it's another way of forgetting the past and starting a new future and honestly I couldn't wait. I had Finn back and everything was back to the way it was before my big mistake with Puck and the baby. Now all I needed was my cheerleading uniform back and to be on the top again, cheerleading was my life and now that I'm back, the real me I can be that girl, that bitchiest girl that everyone was afraid of.

I grinned as I walked into the school, I didn't know where Finn was at the moment but I was sure he'd come find me at some point.

I went to the auditorium because I felt like it, for once in my life. I wanted to sing without Berry there so she couldn't take all of my solos… I mean she thinks everything revolves around her when it doesn't. She's such a drama queen.

I stood on the stage while I began to sing the song that I had in my

Birds flying high you know how I feel

Sun in the sky you know how I feel

Breeze driftin' on by you know how I feel

(Refrain :)x2

It's a new dawn

It's a new day

It's a new life

For me

And I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea you know how I feel

River running free you know how I feel

Blossom on the tree you know how I feel

(Refrain)

Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you know

Butterflies all having' fun you know what I mean

Sleep in peace when day is done

That's what I mean

And this old world is a new world

And a bold world

For me

Stars when you shine you know how I feel

Scent of the pine you know how I feel

Oh freedom is mine

And I know how I feel mind…

"Wow that was absolutely brilliant." Someone said clapping from the other side of the stage.

I jumped and looked to see who had said that; none other than Puckerman.

"What do you want, Puckerman?" I said hands on hips and annoyed.

"Wondering if I should tell Hudson again about our little hook up this summer."

"Oh really? And why would you do that?"

Puck smirked before replying, "You play him like a toy and when you're bored you led him to believe that you guys are perfect when you're not, why shouldn't I tell him?"

"Maybe because I love him and I don't want to hurt him. Look, this summer never meant to happen so if you could forget about it like I have, I would be thankful." I said smiling and crossing my arms satisfied with my answer.

I bit my lip as I watched him walk out of the auditorium in his own weirdness of badassness, can't say he doesn't have a fit ass though.

Rachel's POV

Normally, I'd be thankful that the bell had gone but right now, I wasn't. I couldn't even bring myself to get out of these toilets. My makeup was probably everywhere but I didn't care, all I cared about was doing what needed to be done like every other day. I couldn't sit around and wait all day and let people bully me, it wasn't right. I had to get this over and done with, this is why I was so happy I brought razors to school, one of the best parts of my day at the minute as nothing else interesting happens anyway.

I thought about everything that had happened today before looking elsewhere and turning on the razors.

It felt dangerously good, I loved the feeling. It was like I was making things better not only for myself but for the people around me.

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Sam's POV

It's a new year at a new school that I had never heard or been before and I was kind of excited but nervous. I didn't want to be one of those people that constantly got bullied all the time, I've been there before and it's horrible. Bullying is horrible, I disagree with any of it and I don't even want a part in it.

I was walking down the halls of McKinley when I stopped near the auditorium, singing. I heard singing and god, did that bring back memories. I carried on walking, it was all dark so the blonde haired girl couldn't see me which I was kind of thankful for because it's my first day at school I don't want to be classed as a stalker.

She looked so beautiful and so ready for something like she had a plan.

I sat down and watched smiling; I didn't know they had a choir group here.

"Wow that was absolutely brilliant." Some dude with a Mohawk said from the other side of the stage.

Holy shit, I'm listening to someone's conversation which I presume is totally wrong and I shouldn't be sat here but I couldn't leave… something told me I needed to stay where I was and I couldn't figure out why?

"What do you want Puckerman?"

I began to listen to the conversation not even realising what all of this was about, I sure felt sorry for this Hudson kid though.

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A/N. First chapter finished for now, I hope you liked. Oh and if you don't like reading these kind of stories I suggest you don't read it because it is a main part of this story. Trying to figure out if to have this Samchel or Puckleberry… right now my hearts set on Samchel! Walla, review! XO