Hey guys I'm backkkkkkk! so I just kinda "doodled" if that's even a thing for writing. Lol don't expect much from this story because so far, this has no plot… so if you want this story to go anyway, please PLEASE tell me :P

Peeta's POV:

A light in Katniss's window draws my attention. She's having a nightmare. I wish I could be there to help her and comfort her but I would just end up hurting her. Things haven't been the same since I was hijacked. I have flashbacks and I know how hard it's been for the both of us. We live back in district 12, after the rebellion, we decided to start rebuilding it. They have made great progress. We have a new hob, and new bakery, a lot of houses. Katniss lives in the house across from mine. We say 'hi' in passing but that's it. Nothing more. I want to believe that I will stop having flashbacks but I've lost confidence when I lost Katniss.

I click my lamp on and roll out of bed. I watch Katniss's window as I see her shadow moving in the room. Finally, the light turns off and it's back to pitch black. I sigh, wishing that things were back to normal, and I go back to sleep.

I wake up to the sound of my alarm clock. I have been working in the bakery since it was rebuilt. It helps me get my mind off Katniss and the whole hijacked idea. I just go into a different world, or like a zone.

I take a shower, and grab breakfast before walking out the door. I pass Katniss's house and I look up at the window that was lite last night.

I really miss Katniss. She never comes to see me. I'm too scared to visit her. I'm scared that I will have a flashback and hurt her and I could never do that. It might be best if I stayed away from her but I know its tearing me apart both ways.

I go through the kitchen door and I put my apron on. I go up front and I flip the 'closed' sign to 'open'. I don't get too may customers in the morning so I have time to bake fresh cakes and goods. I go back to the kitchen and I start on the cakes. I get all the ingredients out, and I mix them all in a bowl. I pour them into pans and then place them in the oven. When they come out, I wait a little bit for them to cool down. Then, my favorite part, I start to decorate it. I get so into the zone that I almost miss the bell ding at the front counter. My first customer for the day. I place my icing bag on the table and I walk through the kitchen doors to the counter to see the face I've been longing to see.

Katniss stands in the door way, looking confused and sad. Her hair, is in her usual braid. Her beautiful gray eyes sparkle and become glassy from the tears.

"Katniss…?" I say and she starts to make her way towards the counter.

"Hi Peeta," She says in a timid voice. She seems so shy. We were never like this and I hate it this way.

"How are you?" I ask her casually, hoping that I won't have a flashback anytime soon. She sighs and takes a few more steps towards me.

"I've been better…" She trails off. "Peeta- I- I miss you" She says. I walk around the counter to her and I take her hands.

"Katniss, I miss you so much," I tell her and she smiles slightly. "I'm sorry I haven't been there for you, I just don't want you to get hurt." I tell her and she shakes her head.

"No, I'm sorry. You are going through so much too with the hijacking and stuff," she says "and I think us being separated, made it harder for both of us. " I nod my head in agreement. "I had a nightmare last night…" she starts. "I've been having the same on over and over. It's always about losing you." She tells me.

"Katniss, you will never loose me. I'm right here," I say with a smile and I pull her into a hug. "I love you," I whisper into her ear.

"I love you too," I hear her say in reply. I draw back a little, so that our heads meet. Then our lips meet for the first time in months, for a long, passionate, over-due, kiss.

So that's the first chapter. I was just making it up as I go alone and this HONESTLY doesn't have a plot… but hopefully I can figure out one maybe with the help of you guys! But I do plan, for this story to be like Katniss and Peeta's struggles on having a normal life… which you all know is basically impossible for the star crossed lovers. Hahaha

So I actually found time to write! Sorry it took me a while to find something I just seriously couldn't think of anything. Also 8th grade really keeps you on your toes and it's a lot of work ;P

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