A/N: Okay so I just had this idea originally it was just going to be this first chapter, but then it expanded into everyone. First we have Natasha's thoughts during the 'Hulk Out' scene.

Disclaimer: Yes you all caught me I am Stan Lee and I do own Avengers.

Natasha: No you're not

Me: Shut up Nat they don't know that

Natasha: Random? Am I going to have to call the Avengers on you?

Me: Actually I would love that so mm *sticks tongue out*

Awkward Silence/Natasha's evil glare

Me: *sigh* Okay I don't own anything

Natasha: That's what I thought *shit-eating grin*

Chapter 1: Natasha

I saw what was happening even before it did. I shouldn't have argued, I should've saw the signs, that's what I'm meant to do, one of my special skills, but I didn't see it. Looking at Bruce my heart rate accelerated, I knew what was about to happen. I tried to calm down, but it didn't work.

The explosion had shot a set of pipes on top of me, my leg was stuck. I tried to move it but couldn't. Then as I looked around me I noticed Banner was there with me. My eyes grew wide as I realized what would or might happen.

We're okay, we're okay right?

Damn I wish Clint had been there, he would've known what do to. But he wasn't there, I was. I had to do what I could. I tried to talk with him, tried to calm him down, no matter how uncharacteristically uncalm I was. I heard his uneasy strain of breath, I knew what was happening.

Bruce, you gotta fight it.

Those stupid men, came asking if we were okay! Didn't they know?! Know what kind of person was here!? I motioned for them to leave, maybe that's what happened, I took my eyes away for one minute. I shouldn't have done that.

We're going to be okay. I swear, on my life, I will get you out of this

YOUR LIFE?!

That voice was not Banner's. I always knew of this threat, but it didn't make it any easier, hearing that tone in his voice, that monster. He started changing, if I wasn't so scared I would have screamed. He tried to get away, he knew he wasn't going to make it. I saw his eyes, his eyes.

Bruce.

I tried, but even with all my training, all my work, all my studying, nothing prepared me for this. That scream or bellow, whatever the heck it was, it was not human. I knew I wouldn't be able to stop him, there are very few moments when I'm not in control, secretly or not. I also knew that if I stayed there I would die.

I will never admit to anyone that I ran. Natasha Romanoff, the Black Widow, I've made a name for myself. I'm a fearless assassin, I'm powerful and manipulative. I don't know how he knew, but he did. He knew what I feared most. Wrenching my leg from under the pipe I ran, hearing the crashes of him pursuing his prey was surreal.

What was worse than the sound coming from the monster was the silence that followed. I didn't know what to do, I looked all around me for something, a sign that he was either here or not. My heart hammered against my chest, I thought that sound would draw him, which made it beat that much faster. Just as the silence was too much to bear I turned, and became face to face with IT again. The sound came again and my heart stopped.

Even though I wasn't thinking straight, my instincts kicked in. I pulled out my gun with my usual speed and shot at the pipe above, steam shooting out. I knew in my subconscious (and through many 'educational' videos) that the Hulk cannot be killed with bullets, it would only anger him more. So I shot at the pipe, hoping to distract him. Which worked... for a second or two.

He smashed the pipe away, filling out more steam into the area. I took that opportunity to run like hell. I was practically sweating fear, running through the glass space. He was directly behind me, I believed that if I could just get through I could get away. I ran through the glass panels, hearing him crashing behind me. Then everything seemed to slow, my running, the sound of breaking glass, then all of a sudden reality snapped back and I was thrown to the side.

Hitting the wall all the air was knocked out of me, I realized it was only his hand that had hit me. As he came closer my eyes grew wide and I instantly knew what pure terror felt like, I'd never felt like this in my life. He got closer and I almost screamed, but then he was gone. I don't even know what happened. One minute every possible gruesome thing I could think of was in my mind, the next it was gone.

The ship was falling apart, our team was fighting themselves, and I was here. I stayed there, curled into a ball, weeping on the inside, not daring to move. I've never been afraid of anything, I'm known for my courage and attitude. Yet I stayed there, practically petrified. I couldn't move, my limbs locked around me, sweat sticking my hair to my face, blood dripping down my temple. I sat there, everything seemed muffled or silent, I could here explosions and chaos in the distance, but it seemed so far away. I was here alone, while the real world was just a figment.

I don't know how long I was there, but things seemed to slowly regain feeling in my body, I started to notice things around me. I heard crackling in my earpiece, it wasn't till I heard Clint's name that I was almost recovered. I hadn't registered what was said at first till Fury asked if anyone copied. I'd never heard that tone from the director before, I gently touched my earpiece, still moving sluggishly.

This is Agent Romanoff, I copy.

My voice had been so shaky, though I'm sure no one noticed in the hysteria.

Slowly I stood, nothing had happened, it was all behind me. I made my way to the detention center, where I knew I would find him. Any normal person would have probably passed out as soon as they stood up, but not me, not the Black Widow. I walked calmly and stealthily.

I had to stop Clint from getting to a different monster. Right now I was on my way to take out my best friend, my partner. I don't know how he knew or how he told Loki, but he had. I tried to think of that as I spotted him, just imagining him telling the enemy all my secrets. Even though I fought him and neutralized him, all I could think of was my moment of weakness, my moment of fear.

I knew what was happening, but could do nothing to stop it. I had been given a mission and I had failed to complete it. And that's what scared me most of all.

A/N: So what did you guys think? Like I said this was just the thing that got the ball rolling so hope you enjoyed it and if you have any ideas for someone else's thoughts during a particular moment in the movie, or a particular person just give me some shout outs. Thanks and see you guys next time on 'Thoughts'