This is my first Fan Fiction! I don't know how it sounds so PLEASE review!

Shawn held Juliet's hand tight as they waited in the empty white room at the fertility office in Santa Barbra.

"Everything will be ok," Shawn said gripping Juliet's hand tighter.

"But what if it's not?" Juliet said trying to hold back her tears, "We have been trying for over 6 months, Shawn. What if they tell us we can never have kids?" Juliet tucked her head into Shawn's chest. She had always felt the most safe when she was in his arms.

"Jules look at me," He carefully pulled her chin up with his finger so he could see her blue eyes. He pushed her hair out of her face and gave her a little peck on the cheek. "No matter what they say, we will have a family one day. I promise"

She gave him a weak smile and repositioned herself closer to him. There was no way she could live without him. He made her feel so safe and like nothing in the world could ever happen to her.

"Mr. and Mrs. Spencer" called out a nurse in a white coat. "Dr. Langer will see you now."

Shawn got up quickly, but had to slow himself down when he glanced at Jules.

"I can't do it Shawn" she said holding her head in her hands. "What if it's not what we want to hear? I don't want to know."

"Jules," Shawn said crouching down beside her "we need to know. I will hold your hand the entire time."

Juliet gave him a weak smile as he pulled her up off the couch and walked her into Dr. Langer's office. They sat down in the chairs as the nurse closed the door behind them. An eerie silence filled the room as Shawn carefully fingered the wedding ring on Juliet's hand.

"Nice to see you," said Dr. Langer as he sat down in his seat and folded his hands on the desk in front of him, "Now, as you know, it is my job to run fertility tests on hopeful parents to see if they are able to have children." There was a stiff silence in the room as both Shawn and Juliet held their breath. "After going over the test results repeatedly, I am sorry to inform you…" Juliet felt her heart sink lower than her stomach, and as Dr. Langer finished his sentence with "you will most likely not be able to have children. I am so sorry."

Juliet buried her head into Shawn's arms and started to cry. All she had ever wanted was to have kids and in that instant her dreams of being a mother were ripped away from her.

"Are you sure there is no chance?" Shawn asked as he held Juliet deep in his arms. He was trying so hard to stay strong for her, but he could feel his heart sinking as well.

"Well, I didn't say there was no chance, but the chances are very slim." Dr. Langer said trying to sound a bit positive. He hated the fact that he had to crush innocent young couple's dreams every day, and he was always trying to stop them from crying- though he very seldom had any luck with the last part.

Juliet looked up at him trying to wipe her eyes off, but she knew it was no use- she was a mess. "Why?" she said as she tried to catch her breath.

"Well, I'm afraid that you have a slight tear in your fallopian tubes making it hard for eggs to properly make it to your uterus" Juliet felt like he had just dropped a huge weight on her and nobody- not even Shawn could help her get it off. She couldn't have kids. She started to sob even harder "It's all my fault!" she thought to herself trying to catch her breath again. Shawn just held her as tight as she could, stroking her blond hair and talking to the doctor about their options.

"You may continue to try if you would like, but your chances of actually getting pregnant are very slim- it might just be a better idea to look into adoption."

"But I don't want to adopt!" Juliet screamed in her head, "I want to have my own kids!"

"Well, thank you, I guess," Shawn said shaking Dr. Langer's hand. He helped Juliet, who was still crying, to her feet and led her out of the office.

After a long, and other than the occasional gasp from Juliet, silent drive, they finally arrived home and Shawn lead Juliet into their little house. He held her by the waist and led her into their bedroom and sat her down before he sat down next to her and gently held her head to his shoulder. Juliet's eyes were red from crying and her ponytail loose and dangling. Shawn just stared at her for a while in awe. He couldn't believe that he had gotten so lucky. Even when Jules was a mess she still looked beautiful to him. He sat there helplessly watching Jules slowly start to regain her composure. He couldn't imagine what it must be like for Jules right now, and he didn't know of anything that he could do to make it better.

Just then, he got an idea. "Hey Jules," he said quietly sitting her up so that he could look at her, "I know what will make you feel better"

"Shawn," she said brushing back her hair "a pineapple smoothie isn't going to fix things right now."

"I know," Shawn said reaching over her to pull a note pad and a pen out of her bedside table, "how about we make a kid, right here, right now."

"Shawn," Juliet said, "you know the doctor said it wouldn't work, and besides, I think we just need to forget about it"

"I promise we can forget about it- after tonight" Shawn grabbed the little box that had once held their engagement ring from the dresser and wrote down a name on one of the pieces of paper on the note pad, folded it up, and put it into the little box. "Your turn," he said as he handed the pen and paper to Juliet.

"I don't know what to write," Juliet said as the pen hovered over the piece of paper.

"How about 'an amazing sense in details' like yours truly"

"Ok, fine," she said as she wrote her trait on a piece of paper and put it in the box.

"Our kid," Shawn said, "is going to be the nicest person in the whole world," Shawn said getting ready to write it down.

"Wait!" Juliet said, "what if they are too nice like one of those snobby little popular kids? Use sincere instead"

"Ok," Shawn said as he wrote down their new feature. He tore of the slip and stuck it in the box.

They continued on for a good hour before they were finally satisfied. They closed up the box and walked outside to a small flower garden they had next to their door. They carefully dug a deep hole into the ground being careful not to hit any if the flower roots. They placed the box into the whole, and with Shawn's hand on top of Juliet's, they pushed to soil over the box, and went back inside.

"I promise I will stop worrying about it." Juliet sighed giving Shawn a hug.

"Me too." Shawn answered sealing it with a kiss.

Hand in hand they walked upstairs, got into their pajamas, and cuddled under the covers trying to keep warm after the sudden windy and rainy spell that was hitting their house.