~Sadness~

He had that dream again,

The one were he would find Juvia in a forest a huge smile on her lips as she ran towards him. But then it will all go down hill. The floor would break and Juvia would fall he tried to ran towards her but his feet wouldn't budge. He extended his arm there fingers barely touching he was crying that much he knew.

And as she fell his feet would come back to life but it was already to late, she was no longer in sight. He screamed her name, till his throat itched and he coughed up blood. Then it would all go blank and he would see her sitting down on the grass, she had on a white dress and her back was towards him.

He had this dream ever since she left, it had been what one? two months? and over those two months he knew how his dream would end, he knew and he tried to wake up before he reached her but it was useless..

And as he reached Juvia he grabbed her shoulder swinging her to face him and there on her beaten body was.

"GRAY!" yelled Natsu snapping him back to reality

Gray slowly raised his head, he had fallen asleep on his desk just like the other day, since Natsu's pep talk a few weeks back, he showed up more then often on his small apartment.

Not just Natsu but Erza, Mira, Lucy and even Loki

He din't blame them, they were just looking after him, he realized just how much he cared for the water mage and they were there to stop him from doing anything to absurd.

His cheeks were wet and he tried his best to not sob in front of his friend/ rival, when he opened the door

He took a deep breath and with his eyes narrowing to the pinket he spoke "Hey"

"Mira" Lucy said slightly catching the bartenders attention

The guild was once again back to silence, there hopes after Natsu's speech only lasted a few weeks, it was useless

The boys had gone to a few search missions and even went as far as asking the council for help, but it all resulted in getting the guild into deeper depression

"Yes Lucy?" Mira asked trying her best to smile, it wasn't un-usual for anyone to break out and cry anymore they had grown used to it. It started when Levy just started to cry in front of the whole guild, saying she just couldn't take it anymore. Next was the worst and that had been Charla.

She had dreamed of Juvia in her worst outcome, an accident of some sort, she saw Juvia on the mud she was bleeding and was badly hurt. That day Natsu and the boys came back, there heads hanged low, they had heard the bad news

And just like their other searches this one ended in despair

When asking for the councils help to track Juvia down, they had come across some information that sent shivers down the guilds spine

There was an accident on a train that same day where team Natsu had gone off for a mission, it was supposed to be Juvia's ride back home

It was raining and the tracks were rusting and just as the train was rushing to get across the bridge the train just collapsed, killing thousands, Juvia being one of them.

The guild hadn't thought much of it back them but hearing as Natsu spoke those words, Lucy broke out in sobs and cries as well as the rest of the guild, it had been hard but it din't compare of to what Gray felt

The ice mage had barley acknowledged his feelings for the water mage

Lucy shock her head 'never mind" she whispered

"are you sure?" asked Mira concern filling her eyes

"Yeah, i'll just go look for Natsu" she whispered as she made her way out the doors

It was early morning and the sun was shinning behind some cotton candy clouds, there were little kids jumping and screaming on the park grounds and the usual morning stands were up, it was a beautiful morning

But deep down she wished it was dark with thunder and rain, were people would hide inside there homes and leave her the hell alone, that way she would just walk under the sky with out hiding her tears and people stopping her to ask what was wrong.

She wished, just this once that the sky wouldn't mock her misery

She would be happier with rain, it would be the perfect atmosphere for today, because for some weird reason Sunny skies and singing birds used to make her smile

but now...now it just made her cry

So what was today? Why was today the day that made Lucy Heartfilia wished the world would turn black, well

Today was there beloved water mage, funeral

~unaware to them there water mage was as happy as ever humming as she ate her breakfast with her two new friends

Gajeel looked at her peacefully, he had been away from the guild since that day he stormed off angrily because of that stupid Ice-mage

So how could he have known that there were holding a Funeral for his new partner? How was he supposed to know they were in pain and guilt over her "Dead"

He smiled as Juvia cheerfully talked to Lily about her morning, she turned towards him and smiled, a slight blush on her cheeks

This was going to be there first mission together, and both him and her were excited to get going.

If only...if only

they would have thought of stopping by the guild before they left that maybe...

maybe...the guild wouldn't have to wear black that day