Alec pulled up his hood, and took out his stele. His eyes stung with tears. Magnus left him. Now he knew why Isabelle was never serious with her boyfriends. Because hearts get broken.
Alec thought it was weird that he would miss Chairmen Meow. That old cat was annoying, and always got on Alec's nerves. He even almost got Simon blasted to pieces by the Angel, something that Magnus wouldn't like at all.
Magnus.
The words he said still stung. "Im tired of being your pet warlock" Did he really treat Magnus like that? Alec loved Magnus more than anything, yet it was possible that he DID treat him like that.

Alec Shoved his Stele into his belt. No iraze could heal this pain.
He remembered why he first fell for Magnus. Alec thought of his bedroom back at the Institute, of being in a delirium of pain and poison when Magnus had come in. He had barely recognized him. He was fairly sure he'd been screaming for his parents, for Jace, for Izzy, but his
voice would only come out on a whisper. He remembered Magnus' hands on him, his fingers cool and gentle. He remembered the death-grip he'd kept on Magnus' wrist, for hours and hours, even after the pain had passed and he knew he would be all right. He remembered watching Magnus' face in the light of the rising sun, the gold of sunrise sparking gold out of his eyes, and thinking how oddly beautiful he was, with his cat's gaze and grace. But now he would most likely never see his beautiful cat eyes again... He and his Magnus would never be.
Jace was with Clary, and Izzy was with Simon. Alec felt pretty left out, now.
Alec shoved his hands in his pockets, and walked to the institute.
He stopped in front of Izzy's door. He was about to knock,when she opened the door.
Isabelle looked at him. He was sure his eyes were red from crying, with streaks down his face.
"Alec! What happened?" Isabelle asked, pulling him into her room.
Alec said nothing.
"Are you going to tell me?"
"Magnus" Alec made a choking sound.
"Oh no, don't tell me he broke up with you!"
Alec nodded. Tears threatened to spill down his face again.
"I don't care if he IS the high warlock of Brooklyn!" She raised her whip. "I'm going to kick his a-"
"Izzy, stop. I know that he... he may have left. But he had good reasons."
Isabelle lowered her hand. "What reasons?! That Chairmen Meow got in a cat fight with Church?"
"We were using him, Iz. Don't deny it. It's true. He raised the angel, for us, he summoned a demon, for us, and stayed up for nights on end, for.. me. I can't stand knowing that he would be going out of his way to help us, me, when we were only causing him trouble."
Isabelle looked Alec in the eyes. "Alec, if he loved you, he wouldn't complain like that!"
"Are you trying to make it worse? So now you're saying he never loved me?
"No... I... Ugh!" Isabelle ran her hand through her hair. "I'm saying, that Magnus just isn't the one. You'll find better. Mabye you'll fall in love with a sexy male model Shadowhunter."

Alec had to smile at that. "Mabye." He frowned again. "But how are we going to survive with out him?" He ment, how will HE survive without him?

Isabelle seemed to get what he was really asking. "We'll have to get through it." Izzy moved the bangs out of his eyes. "Why do we even need a warlock? We have you." She said.

Alec smiled lightly at his sister, because she was right. He didn't need Magnus...

Alec stood up. "I'm going to my room. I'm tired."

"If you need to talk again, you know where to find me."

Alec nodded, and went to his room. The door was wide open.

Church was on his bed, looking up at Alec. With the cat eyes.

The same eyes Magnus had.

"Church..." He said, but his voice cracked. He placed his head in his hands and wept.