Author's note: So this story would end as a fluffy fanfic: no war, everyone is happy. BUT as people asked so much for continuation, I will continue to write it for Insurgent and Allegiant. But starting from this chapter I will change what happens in the story and make my version of the follow up books. Those who were less than pleased with Allegiant should look forward to it And thanks for the reviews and I'm sorry I made you guys wait so long!

All I can do is wait. The initiates are going through their fear landscapes, and for now my job is to wait. Uriah mentions for me to sit on his lap, but I dismiss him. I'm not quite certain about how Tobias would view me sitting on another guy's lap. So I stand and watch my friends and my attackers face their fears.

Looking at people while they face their worst fears is strange. Usually, people are so different from each other in the way their body responds to things. When people are happy or sad or angry each person has a different way of showing it on their face. But not now, now everyone is equal in the way they look. Sure, some cry out more than others and some flail their limbs more than others. But nobody can hide the look of pure terror. That look, I decide, is universal. And as the leaders of Dauntless call my name I know that this look is about to be painted on my own face.

I get injected in the neck with a bright blue substance, and gently close my eyes. When I open them, I am on an open field. I know it's time for me to face the crows. This fear, being the first one that I dealt with when I got into Dauntless, is a part of me. It's inked on my skin. I can do this.

I battle the crows first. Then I struggle in an ocean, as the waves hit my body against rocks. Next up I'm being tortured by Peter and his friends. Then my fear of intimacy, as awkward as ever. But I manage to get through them.

I now stand in a room filled with dauntless members. I am at the center, and I'm not sure why. I try to move towards Christina and Will but I hit my body on a glass wall. When I look around, I see that I am trapped in a glass compartment. Suddenly, I feel something cold around my shoes. Water. It's coming up my ankles and I am trapped.

I hit my arms on the glass and nothing happens. I see myself breaking the glass in my head, I believe I can break it. When I try again, I get the same result.

I look around to see where the water is coming from, but I can't find a source. It's up to my waist now. When I look out, I see every Dauntless member laughing. I am not only afraid of drowning, but I am afraid of this faction's cruelty.

"See? She's not really Dauntless. Tris is harmless, not to mention a coward. She's never been anything but a lucky goody two shoes stiff." Peter shouts from the middle of the crowd.

I'm angry. All that I've done to get here, all that I've suffered, it can't be all for nothing. I am Dauntless. I am brave, and powerful. I have fire within me.

My skin turns red and I feel heat coming from inside of myself, but it does not bother me. Suddenly, the water around me forms bubbles and evaporates. I just burned through it. And I'm no longer in the glass case. I laugh. What an unconventional way of dealing with water.

Moments later, I still feel the burning sensation I had inside the glass case, but now it's coming from a house. It's one of the abnegation houses, and flames are shooting from it into the night sky. When the flames come closer I realize, I have to run.

But before I can do so, I hear a high pitched scream. There's a little girl in the window. She's screaming while tears run down her face. There are flames all around her. And I know that if I go in to save her it will be the death of me. This time when fire touches me it burns, deep into my skin.

Is this my struggle after all? Figuring out whether I am really selfless?

I'm not. I never have been. I need to run.

But then, I think of Tobias. Of something he said that night we kissed in the chasm. He was paying attention to me. To the way I took Al's place. To the way I brought selflessness to another faction.

He said, "You're bravest when you're the most selfless."

I run inside the house, and as my feet touch the fire I can feel my skin bubbling and ceasing to exist. There are flames all around me now but I need to get to her, I need to save the little girl. When I find her, there is nowhere left to go. The room is filled with fire, and it's reaching us fast. I grab the little girl in my arms and hit my body against the window. Even in the midst of the freefall, I know I did it. I saved her.

This is my last fear.

The next thing I hear is the noise of the train. I am inside the last car, just as I was when I made the decision of joining Dauntless. It's early morning, and I am alone. When the train reaches the Dauntless building, I do what this faction taught me to do: I jump.

When I land on the roof, I wish I hadn't. Because standing there to welcome me is Jeanine Matthews.

"Hello Beatrice", she says, her blue eyes as striking as they were when I saw them last. Ready to see through me. Ready to learn the truth about who I am.

"Hello Jeanine."

"I know what you are. There is no point in hiding it, Divergent. And I know that you will fight." This is going to play out like a threat, that much I know. And I'm frightened.

"Well, you are right about most things." When I say this, she smiles.

"Yes. And I am also certain about this: you will fail. I know how this works out for you Tris. I've seen it."

A monitor appears behind her. My face appears on the screen. I'm being congratulated on being placed first by my friends. I go to Four's apartment and there we kiss. I see a few weeks' time in a flash of lenses. Then I see Erudite attacking Abnegation, killing my family, killing everyone I love.

I am afraid of this, but it's different than the crows or the water or any other fear I've faced today. This is real. I see armed men shoot my mother, my father, my brother, and every other helpless Abnegation member. And then Tobias. And then Jeanine appears on the screen, wearing the same smile as the Jeanine standing next to me is wearing. She has a gun, and she shoots me. I watch people drag out my body like it's waste. And then the screen goes black.

"This is what will happen to you. This is your story. You can run from this town. Hide. Or you can play out what you saw on this screen." Her hands wave at the abyss between the two Dauntless buildings. "Do you still want to jump?"

This is the truth. Jeanine IS going to attack Abnegation, and there are very few people that want to stop her. What I saw on the screen is what is most likely to happen, and I am afraid that it will. But I can't let it.

I have to change this story. I have to jump.

When I open my eyes, the Dauntless applaud. I've gone through all my fears. Initiation is over. But what is ahead of me is far more dangerous.