Hello fellow readers! how are all you? Good, good. Okay yes i know i should be updating dobe and dober but! i am currently reading Cirque du Freak. And yes, the fangasium began! Anyways, the first chapter contains gore and disturbing events that are not for the weak of stomach. Please do not flame. so far i think only this chapter will contain this much gore. please yall, i can not stress this enough, this is a disturbing chapter, but the rest of them wont be as disturbing. This will be a multiple chapter story. this is a yaoi and it is DarrenxLarentxDarren anyways, please dont dont dont flame if you dont like yaoi please click the pretty byebye button and enjoy your non-yaoi life. so please readers read away...

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"What the hell was that man thinking?" Thought Darren as he rushed furiously away from the vampire. "I cant believe he would even say such a thing!" Darren called to the seconds ago memory...

He and and Harkat Muts *the little person* were circling into a bear. They hadn't eaten in almost a week. So when were hanging out near a river knowing *hoping* a bear would pass by. Luck must have been with them. watched very carefully as the bear went on to catching some fish. The bear waited and foosh! It opened its jaws wide and used its paw and manage to claw in a big fish. Darren wanted to get it over with and go for the kill. "Wait!" Whispered . Darren shot him a glare and held his ground. Waiting did pay off, soon two little cubs joined with their mother. Darren felt bad for killing a family, but hunger was calling. Darren couldn't take it, he leaped out from their hiding spot * behind a wide tree* "You fool!" Yelled . Darren wanted to get the mother first but knew he couldn't on an empty stomach. He'd leave her to . Darren made contact with the one of the little cubs and they both fell into the river. The cub road and cried for its mother. Darren tried to break its neck but he wasnt strong enough to, so he tried drowning it and still trying to break its neck. The mother roared and charged into the water. moved in along with Harkat and went for the mother. jumped on her back and clawed his way to her neck it was Very difficult, the furious bear was moving and shaking around underwater. Not to mention all of the rocks, sharp rocks cutting into both of creatures. Harkat easily killed to other little bear and waited for the others to finish their part. Darren finally managed to kill the cub. He used his nails to cut his way through its throat. He slowly swam to shore, he was very tired so he laid there for a while when he heard the splashing of water and angery roars. He quickly looked ford and saw fighting the bear. He quickly got to his feet and tried running through the river to help his mentor. The bear managed to get out of the water and rolled on its back and got on top of . The bear roared on his face raising its paw, giving the final blow, Darren screamed and slipped on a stone and crashed into the water, "NOOOO!" fear in his eyes it was all his fault. He had waited like had said this wouldn't be happening.

waited for his soon death, but instead was greeted by a blood shrieking roar and a load cracking sound. Harkat had jumped and broke the bears front paw off. The bear roared louder than it had before, took advantage of this and stook out his hands and aimed for its neck and ended its misery. The bear died on him, it was suffocating him. He tried pushing it off him but was weak due to lack of blood consuming. Darren thanked the vampire gods and sprang to his feet and made his way to him and helped him push off the bear. Harkat put the bears paw off and helped push too. They flipped the bear off him and he gasped for air. After a few minutes was breathing normally, he was bleeding from his right arm and he had a scratch on his cheek. It wasn't deep, it looked like a scratch from a sharp rock. He ripped his sleeve and studied his arm to make sure there was no further damage. Just a cut, a deepish cut. The crimson fluid oozing out. He cleaned it with his sleeve quickly and applied split to it then he turned and glared at Darren angrily.

"You fool! You could have killed us all! What were you thinking?!" Shouted . Darren was shocked, he had never heard the vampire loose his cool like that. Darren just looked down, with watery eyes. What said next got Darren. "You are a regretful mistake, biggest one i have ever made!" Darren's eyes widened, he looked up to locking eyes with him. Darren looked deep into eyes. Darren thought the vampire wouldn't hurt him like that ever. Darren felt a sudden burst of anger he rose to his feet, he just noticed he was bleeding from his arms, right leg and a small cut on his neck.

Darren shouted back " That was all you! If only you had taken back your spider the night i took it!"

"I would have not, if YOU hadn't taken her!" Shouted trying to stand. Darren was so mad, he felt sad too but angry more. Darren couldn't be here he was so mad. He growled turned around and ran into the forest. He ignored all other sound and just ran. Harkat looked at seeing a face of regret. But didn't say anything. "He will... be ... back later." Said Harkat. stood straight and dripping wet. He nodded once and said they should go back to the cave. Fortunately, the cave was close by, it would be a pain if they had to drag the mother further away. It indeed was a lucky break that a family of bears went hunting out at night for a snack.

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Darren had stopped running after 30 minutes and just started speed walking.

words were bouncing around in his head. It was truth is spoke though. He knew wouldn't lie. He might've hid things from him, but he would always tell him. Eventruly. Darren now felt miserable. Because of him they could've all died. The night was still early. He wondered off a little more distracted. He thought " Why would that hurt me? Words hadnt hurt me ever. Maybe because they came from him..." Darren stopped dead in his tracks. "Came from him... Came from him?! What in the vampires gods does that mean?! was nothing but a teacher, his mentor, a father even! Maybe he liked how he taught him everything he knows today, maybe all those times and adventures were the best thing that happened to Darren. Maybe... meant a little more to Darren than anyone else.

Darren shook his head, he was so confused. He didnt know what he felt, or how it will be dealt with if it slipped out his lips. Darren touched his cut on his arm. He hadn't lost a lot Of blood. But just enough for it to drip down his arm. Same with his other arm and right leg. Darren knew he would have bruises and would be sore tomorrow. He was also very hungry. He got a good 10 miles away from their hid out, he decided he should go back. Walking ever so slowly he turned around and started walking back. After walking to what seemed like a mile he was grabbed from behind and dragged down. Darren let out loud scream, he could feel his hands being tied down together, rather tightly. He fell ford on his chest and stomach.

" I smelled you for a while now" said a horrible eerie voice. "I've had my eyes fixed on you for a while now." " I have been following you for awhile now, finding you like this, hurt, alone, and defenseless was a very lucky find." It touched Darren from the back if his neck to where his tied hands where. Darren felt his skin crawl and shuddered. The being gave a chuckle, " No need to be scared, i wont kill you... unless not here." Darrens eyes shot open, not because of what the thing said, but when he felt a wet muscle at his neck. Darren tried jolted away from it. But he couldn't. The thing had its hands(claws?) On his back roughly. " What do you want?" Darren said, trying to hide the fear from his voice but failing.

The thing pulled Darren up so that he was on his knees, he felt hands on his face, cressing it. CRESSING IT?! "What do i want you ask," the thing said, one of its hands traveled its way down slowly. Darren swallowed hard he could feel himself shake. The thing came close to his ear and whispered, " I want you. "

Darren froze. He froze all movement. He even stopped breathing not believing his ears. "W-what?" Darren didn't even try hiding the fear in his voice. The creatures hand was rubbing his navel slowly in circular motions. The creature didn't respond right away, for its mouth was occupied suckling Darrens neck. Darren didn't dare move, he was lost, confused and very scared. The creature stopped sucking Darrens neck and said "I want you Darren Shan. Since i laid eyes on you i have wanted you."

Then began to suck once more. Darrens eyes widen. How did it know his name? How long has it been on his trail? There was so many questions he had but he was scared to ask. The hand that was cressing his face was now rubbing his adams apple. He gulped and his adams apple bopped up and down as he gulped his saliva. Darren heard a rustseling noise coming from behind. The creature was getting closer to him. Darren blushed when he realized his hands were brushing against the creatures area. He felt clothes. The creature wore clothes! The creature purred and made its way towards Darren adams apple. As the creature was sucking his adams apple, what Darren saw made his mouth go dry, purple skin.

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